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Tuesday, May 31, 2005
my piggy dear...wher r u nw?i need u back... y is everyone tellin me to giv up?i don noe wat to do...jus wish tat my fairy will come back to me nw...i reall wish cuz onli she will tel me wat to do everytime i hav prom...but i don wish to hear GIVE UP...cuz i noe i will not...i don noe wat make me do this but i noe tat i will not giv up...cuz ting jus happen in the way tat i don wan...plz let me find u nw...n leave this town n run forever...i noe somewher,somehow we will be together...belive me...i will make u the most happiest person in the world...i noe i hurt u alot...but i hope u can understand...each time we fight,our love become strong...but nw it is too strong for me to giv up on u nw...im sorry...reall ver sorry...haiz...jus hope someday u will noe how i feel...let ma hav a chance to treasure u...i hav regret when i hav u i didnt treasure u...but nw i miss u alot...n i wann treasure u nw but i cant cuz i hav lose u...im sorry...i noe it is too late....im reall ver sorry....jus too bad tat i cant hav u nw...u lik keep siding her....y?i don noe...mayb she still lik u ba..or mayb not...i don noe...but i jus noe tat im damn jealous everytime she get close to u...jus keep tinkin tat izzit u lik her or wat?can u jus tell me tat u still love me lik u do last time...cuz i wan to noe....i don wish to be a fool anymore...reall...can u?plz...gtg...bye bye...update soon for u my piggy dear... Sunday, May 29, 2005
if we could leave this town,and run forever... hmm...long long time nev update le...hmm...don wish to say all the bad ting happen....hmm....say of me...friday i was all day out...den i was outsid wif boon all the day...den after tat...we was outsid the school den after tat we saw smone...den i n boon shouted say:WHERE IS RENA DE PENCIL BOX!!!IF LET ME NOE WHO I SURE WILL HIT THE GUY!!!...den boon oso shout la...den after tat boon call me go hm wif him...i waited outsid...den boon ask for my hp de batt cuz his batt no batt le...den noone can contact me..haha...den we go hong zhan house play lo...from 2 to 7 somting...den after tat hing zhan go his house ther play bkb..i wan to play but boon huat don wan...n so he ask me to meet ppl la...he say meet sherman they all at je de library...but after tat we went to meet liyun they all at east coast park at nite...cuz they r stayin overnite...so...we go ther....it was a long way...we took mrt to bedok...we saw alot of ppl weird weird de...haha...which let me rmb i n her took 66 all the way to bedok...haiz...ok la..stop sayin...hmm....den reach ther le...we don noe take wat bus le...den boon huat call them they took 196 to ther...den i saw tat 401 can go..the toopid boon huat say don wan...den don noe wher to stop...haiz...ask the bus driver he lik noe den don noe lik tat...haiz...den after tat he make us stop at a bus stop which walk a long long way...toopid...den after tat we ask ppl....ask le...noe the way...den i saw the bus 401...den tell boon he pai sen le...haha...ask him take he don wan la...make us look lik this fool...walk so damn long way...plus it was so damn dark....scare to see those kind of ting...wa....ok la...haha...den reach east coast le...call this they say they at the carpark F ther...den say wat at the bedok jetty ther...haha....den we walk all the way from carpark C here walk to carpark F2...wa...den we was talkin how we wist tat each other was our lover...i was reall wishin tat she was ther it was so roman ther...omg...but jus can tink of it...haha....so damn toopid...after tat we run lik mad...cuz i scare him say later if we see the ting how...den he shouted n run lik mad n so guess wat im running lik mad together with him...so ps...haha....so we reach the bedok jetty ther den he call them cuz my hp no batt cuz of him...ok la...hmm...den they say walk further down den can see them...they say at carpark F2...so we walk lik lost lik tat...haha...so we ask ppl again..guess wat...boon ask a person..ask finish le...i tell boon later tat guy wann jio the gal den u disturb him...den we laugh...keep walkin don noe till wher...actually we already walk overhead le...tell him he don wann listen...he say jus keep walkin...walk till carpark E ther...wa...is lik so damn far...den we walk back..he was lik so damn piss off...haha...i still ver happy...haha...it was abt 12 lik tat le..so we find them den we play lo...go into the tent ther play...ther was samuel,shimin,liyun,chunlong,weihung,stella,zhizhong n a guy...haha...plus a toopid dog of samuel...call lucky...i scare dog den the toopid dog ther...wa...haha...after a which we talk lo..hmm...after tat...we start the campfire...haha...lik play till half way den don wann play le...i was so damn tired so i alone slp a while...den after tat i didnt slp le...haiz...so after tat i went alone to see the view of the ocean so nice den i wish tat u was here wif me...haiz...den shimin came n talk to me...haiz...awhile later...we was all hungry..but all this shop hav been close le...so i chunlong, zhizhong,me,n tat guy took cab down to carpark C ther to 7-11...cuz it was damn far...haha...den we buy alot of ting...go back ther eat lo...haiz...ok la...gtg le...hmm...update soon for ya...bye bye...i will alway be waitin for u..jus u... jus if i could find u nw,ting will get better... i noe smwher,smhow we will be together..i will we could reall leave this town n run forever...y ting hav to b so cruel...i rmb the look in ur eye...when u tel me tat this was good bye....i jus noe...i noe u...so let me hav u all by my own...please don see me in this kind of state...get lost nw...i jus don feel lik doin anyting...i finally find this song tat i wan it long ago...cuz it hav smting to do with u... Friday, May 27, 2005
haiz...jus tryin to be prefect again... i don noe wat happen but i noe tat im jus too toopid la...can say so...haiz...so many prom nw....hit till one person bleed...omg...haiz...so sian....the heow jie ho ver wat le...haha...haiz...jus bein too sad...tat....im confuss...???......if u don belive den nev min...cuz i don guv a damn abt all this...jus tryin to hack care le...cuz no matter wat is stil start wif me n end wif me...not to blame who...but i myself...i don need ppl to pity me...or wat...cuz im still happy tat at least i got ppl who noe wat happen n belive me can le...even if the whole world don...i do....cuz....alot of ppl VS me...i will not back off but move on....ok la....don say le...haiz....jus tryin to forget all this ting n star anew again...im not blamin any one of ur...but jus tryin to say tat get lost if anyone tryin to hurt me again...jus too many ting happen...im a coward nw....get lost.... Tuesday, May 24, 2005
i hate fucker tat tel lie... better don let me noe who tellin i tel u...i will slap u...fucker la...chee bye...y so many prom...y all the fucker nth much to do ar...haiz....i reall don wann care abt all this le...haiz.... she off to obs...miss her soon... she reall don wan me le?but y?cant we be together?cant i jus hav a chance?i noe mayb im too much for all this....but belive tat i reall love u alot...i will do anyting jus to get u...belive me no matter how hard i will touch u wif my sincere...i will no matter wat...noone can stop me or try to make me giv up....i will never...i will keep tryin even if it is useless...jus let me do it...or i will feel ver sad...im willin to giv up on anyting jus to hav u all by my own....haiz....i will change..hope smday u noe how i feel...the day when u leave singapore to hong kong i wan to talk to u on the phone but ended up...u r talkin to kel...im reall damn sad...i waited for u to call me..i rmb it was 12 smting when u sms me n tel me u r slpy...i was lik so damn sad...u say the way hoe i treat u....but do u noe u r makin me go mad....wat ever i do i noe is useless wat ever i say u don belive me..u don trust me....tat all i noe....u reall hurt me too much le...haiz...jus too bad tat i cant hav u at all...i cant brin u on n leave this town...cuz i hav hurt too much jus becuz of u...cuz i hav protect u too much but ended up wat did i get...i don wan anyting but i jus wan u to noe tat i reall love u alot...n this is not say say jus for fun...haiz....ting jus happen to be lik tat..haiz...y?how could this happen to me? Monday, May 23, 2005
jus you my piggy dear... this is wat i wann say jus reall need you u will do...haiz....im happy tat u reply...but sad tat u don wan me...i will do anyting to get u...to protect u....jus you will do...i will change anyting....i will wait for tat one day jus to hear you say i stil love you...so plz wait for me...i will be ther beside you jus to be wif u till the road end....n so i will....so plz don leave me in the world n bein a fool....i reall love you alot....jus too lonely to be without u....haiz....so plz....i will do anyting....wat the fuck....jus noe tat janice hav my password of my blog....n she...oh my god....thing are not good nw....got to go...byebye....update ur later.....wat the fuck.... Sunday, May 22, 2005
baobei,will be here wif u...baby,i guess i reall need u alot... dear i miss u alot...can u jus come back wif me to my life nw...hmm....ytd i was a pig man....i spl last nite den wake up at 11...use com...den eat le go back slp again....till 6.30....den wake up drean till jenmey n her runnin around don noe for wat...den jenmey wearin the small kid de dress runnin around wif her...haha....idiot sia....den tat fucker came along i rmb i hit her den she came n slap me say wat don hit my dear dear jiayu...den i wake up le...i feel so funny but angry...i don noe whether this will happen anot...haiz....jus don noe wat to do nw...haiz....when will u return to my life?when?den today wake up at 8.30....see naruto show...haha....hmm...finish le den after tat i eat le...see the 10.30 show...the wat (huan bao xiao zhan si)..haha...the kid ther ver cute....the small boy ver cute...haha....haiz...den my sister came back from church....i was so damn tired tat i slp till late nite...haiz....don noe wat to do onli noe to slp....jus miss u too much...haiz....update soon la.... thank ho...all the friendship the gd time we hav u can hav it back.... i reall ver regret tat i noe u along...i should hav blive jasline they all...wat the fuck man...nw i reall regret....but one ting i stil don understand tat y my dear blive u den blive me more?y?wat make her tink tat way?do u ever hav this feelin of hav a person ver important in ur life jus leave u without sayin anyting...do u hav?don ever make me do it to u i tel u...don ever make me tel lie n make story to the person u lik the most...i noe u ver jealous all along u told me b4...but i don understand y do u wan to do this to me?y?hav i make u?i tink u still lik my dear mi rite...haha...i tink so...if not y do u stil do this...plz don make me do this...i already lose a ver important person in my life i don wish to lose a friend lik u...i reall wan to noe y do u wan to do this?jus the reason?y?i don noe y tings hav to happen in the way?y mus i b the fool?it is anyway me?jus one janice make my life sux n nw wat...u come to our life n make our life go up n down...dear we went through up n down don we....nw jus onli somone out ther sayin smting den u blive nw den i noe u trust other more den trust me more...wat hav a done?can u tell me?i reall need u...my dear...jus u...jus one time u reply my message i felt so happy....even if u say u hate me...i still ver happy...mayb to others u mean tink im crazy or wat...but u don noe the feelin bein left out bein thrown away by u love one...i don noe wat make her tink tat way...but all i noe is i still love her alot...as it hav nev change..my heart will alway stick wif u...it will nev leave u....not a single sec....so...don ever tink tat i will leave u...i will never...cuz i noe tat i love u more den others do...i trust u more den other do...all my mind is all about u...so plz don ever let me go from u....so let me hav u...leave this town n run forever...let me hav ur hand...giv me ur hand...tel me tat u stil love me as u do last time...let me hav a chance jus one more chance will do....so don tink too much ok my dear....i will nev lik any others...so don ever leave me alone in this world can we go back to our world jus the world belong to us...can we?huh?jus rmb all the time we hav together...haiz...jus too hard to forget them....so plz don ever leave....cuz i need u...i need jus u. Saturday, May 21, 2005
i guess i noe u dear..i reall wan u... this song of britney is reall wan i wan to say to u...is all about u...i listen to this song i will tink of u...i reall cant fly away from u....everytime i fly i fall....i reall need u again...jus u...do u wonder y i waited so long for u if this month de 25 it will be 8 month of us or wat ba...den it will be the 6month of me to wait for u....everyting about u i rmb....i do cuz i still love u as i do nw....haiz....i don noe wat to do wifout u....haiz....thing jus be different....haiz...nw...i don noe wat mi doin nw...i onli noe im waitin for u jus to be back wif me...everytime i see other couple i will be damn jealous...i reall wan u to be back...i wan a miracle jus one n i wil treasure it alot n i will treasure u i will not let u go anymore...wat have i done...u seem to move uneasy....everytime i see u in my dream it is hurtin me....i reall need u alot my dear piggy...don ever leave me alone in this world...im lik a fool i get fool by ppl....jus to make myself happy...reall i reall need u alot...haiz....jus need u my piggy...u r my onli one...i don noe mayb u still love me anot but i noe all the happy,sad,up&down we hav n we hav been through u r my real love n i will nev forget...i reall wan to be jus wif u...leave this toopid place brin u to a place...i don wann go anyway...i lik to go anyway wif u even if u wan me to die...i reall will....u say i hurt u alot..but i don noe wat hav i done...jus onli noe tat i still love u alot...can u jus forget wat others say n we start anew...i wan....i m reall gettin angry everytime tat fucker i see her i will feel lik hitting her face...everytime...i reall don noe wat to do...haiz...can we jus hav a new us....facing each othr n tell again?plz i reaLL need u alot...plz don let me see ur face it reall hurtin me....my heart the cut is gettin deeper n deeper but i noe no matter how deep it is u my doctor will heal me...n tat is u....jus u...so im waiting for u n im alway waitin no matter how long i will always waitin for u....i reall wan u to be back wif me so plz....come back to me....jus waitin here for u...tell me tat u still love me as i do...im willin to be a fool till the end.... baobei,will be here wif u...baby,i guess i reall need u alot... ytd friday,i went to meet my jie(liyun) den after tat i go hm change le...go meet them at 496....so i went ther after awhile den they come la....so i was so damn tired....haiz....after tat we go liyun house down stair talk talk lo...den shimin,kelvin,william&ismail....wan to go hm change cloth den come down...so i go hm (slp)....haha....ok la....hmm...so after tat shimin wan to meet...we leave at 5 smting den she came at around 9 lik tat...haiz...but after tat we talk at the playgound...haha....den my toopid jie say she hungry wann go eat so we go n eat lo....haha...it was about 11someting or wat ba...den after tat eat le we go back the playgound talk talk again...den winston,may&her stead came...after tat we talk till half way hong zhan &ah di ride bike go steal bread for us....fuck sia....den guess wat we see...a group of (bapok) tat mean a guy who try to act lik gal...ohm...they ver wat...but one of it is ver nice....no i mean choi....haha....den winston cab alot sia...wat the.....haha...after awhile they went hm...den we go 504 ther eat again....it is abt 1someting le....haiz....so damn tired sia....haiz.....den they eat talk loudly in the coffee shop...haha...i was so damn tired so i went hm....haiz....den go hm slp....haha.... baobei will be wif u till the end...jus don try to giv up... Thursday, May 19, 2005
i reall wan u to come back to me..nw i noe i reall ver love u....jus cant live without you... hmm....i today got prom don noe wat the hack is happening kang wei lie???sherman lie???or joyce???i don noe til today i oso don noe....haiz don even wann bother...no mood....haiz....jus keep tinkin if janice will fin her anot...haiz....hmm...i still ver sad....tinkin y mus she lik tat....haiz...cheerin up is useless....haiz....i reall wan her back in my life....jus her...haiz....after tat toopid course of motor....den i go hm wat wan to settle the ting la....haiz....don even wann care...den i go wof ismail,kelvin,boon.....den acc boon go hm....haiz...after tat we go meet liyun they all den noe jie still slpin....haiz...so sian...den after tat the joyce wann meet me...den i go who noe....she so late come den i go hm lo...haiz....ting reall change alot....haiz....i reall wan to noe how long can u avoid me....how long can i wait....i will jus wait even if it is useless....if you r happy nw...den i will jus be happy...cuz everytime i see you smile den i will be ver happy....haiz...my result reall suz....i fail all onli chinese&english...haiz....i don noe la...jus a useless me...haiz...i don wann act anymore jus wan u 2 b my side nw....im changin nw....haiz....jus cant live long without u one day...haiz....ting reall change alot....i don noe wat the hack mi doin nw....haiz....i jus noone can replace u in my heart....haiz....i will nev let u go....haiz....jus too sad tat u hav gone....n i will break down soon....i noe u reall hate me scold me if u wan to....ok...haiz long as you r happy....jus reall need you back....haiz...don feel lik sayin anymore jus im cryin soon...jus too weak for my heart ur word will jus remind in my heart...n the cut is too deep tat onli u can heal it back....jus u... jus let me hav a chance to treasure u forever... nw den i noe this blog of mine is lik all about her de...im still in deep love with you....i reall need a miracle cuz onli this will help me...nth can help me nw...cuz im jus too useless....hmm....ytd i went hm after the motor course...hmm....it was at class 1B...den the after tat i went hm chznge goin out lo...hmm...after tat i was outsid...i didnt see her in school i tot she sick...half way through the lesson den guess who message me...JANCIE tat chicken...she say she goin her house down stair wait for her....so i after tat i went hm change i saw her....oh my god...i hav fell more deeper in love with her...she reall nev come sch....she was so choi....i hav nev see her for so long since the day u leave me....u r reall ver choi...pretty....haiz.....i hav wait so long....jus for her...but yet...when will you come back to me?mayb nev...haiz...ok la...hmm....so i went to meet my jie (liyun) den after tat i leave to go her house before she go hm....den i reall saw janice at her house ther but she sit at the senior citez ther...i went to talk wif her n lie to her say this is not her house....den she belive...haiz...but jus too bad she still noe i lie to her...den i got....haiz...ok la...so tat fucker jiayu call me...cuz she say wann go boon lay ther play bkb den tell me wan to go swimmin....cuz jen don wann meet her...so she come find me...haiz...so i scold her lo...haiz....hmm...den she say she go boon lay ther la....den after tat i meet her we play ball till half way my kor(zhi zhong) come den we play lo....play for quite long den my 2 cute kor(boon & kelvin)....nw den i noe i got so many kor n jie....haha...ok la....hmm....den we go jurong ther meet liyun la....den we play at jurong spring lo....hmm....den after tat we chznge place n play at around kor wah house ther la....after tat we go liyun house ther talk talk den go hm lo....haiz.... Tuesday, May 17, 2005
jus don giv me up....plz never...cuz i will never.. hmm...mon...i went to wher???let me tink...meet my dear jie(liyun) who never go school...haiz....after school la....den after we go jie ther housedown stair to play...hmm...play awhile i sing the (one dollar) the song den they all pretend don noe me...(wat the fuck)....k la...hmm...den jia yu call me meet her at boon lay ther play ball....say till her i reall wann scold her about alot of ting le....cuz of someone i don wan onli one day...jus wait till one day....i tell u...i reall will kick ur bloody ass up...u jus wann make me hit u den you happy...say wat wann work all thank to you....nw i hav no work le...n thank 4 tellin her all the stupid lie makin her belive tat i still lik the fucker...come on la....i love my piggy dear so much....den u say wat make my piggy dear belive you...i reall ver fuck up with u...u ver the fuck u noe....i tell you one day jus wait till one day i dare to write here u dare to come....find me la...the most i don hit you la...u hit me la...i reall cant take it don tink u nw hav my dear i scare ok....i noe u ver big ther but i tell you u r ver small ting to me...nw i noe y jasline, joe,my dear bro marina don lik you...jus you lie n make them all fight over cuz of ur stupid lie....lie to me say wat u don wann follow them...is they don wan u la...come on la...lie to me say u don lik my dear i tink u still lik lo...is jus tat u don wann say...messag her...call her at the nite...i hav enough from you....i reall hav enough...till one day u see this i will be already ver angry n let you come n find me...im not tryin to show off jus wann make tings clear...y do u wann mess the ting up...janice wann find you i help u...nw u lik tat treat me...wat the fuck....jus wait till one day...haiz...y mi scoldin her...k la...hmm..den i update tml or wat ba...bye...love you my dear.... y ting have to be so curel...i don wan... to my dear onli....piggy dear,(leave a note for you my onli one jus you) i don noe wat wrong wif u....haiz..mayb u reall hate me alot...den fine...i don noe wat to do...nw i noe tat u hated me so much....jus onli wan u back in my life tat all i wan...i can giv up on anyting...but i don noe y i jus cant giv up on u....jus cant....i reall jus wish to be wif u...noone can replace u...i don wan anyone...i reall don wan....y tings have to end up lik tat...tinking of makin me giv up on u...i don noe wat make u tink tat i will giv up...but i noe i will nev...n never will i...i don wan anyone,baby...i reall stil love u alot...jus you in my life...plz jus don leave me...let me hold ur hand n hug u...i will nev let u go this time....i don care wat they say...i don care who lik who....but i noe i will NEVER lik anyone so deeply onli you....jus you in my heart will brin my life into brightness...im serious of all this...so plz...im beggin u not to giv up on me...tell me wat to do...im reall weak to do anyting...jus too weak...i do all this jus for u...is for you....i don noe wat to do...im jus dumb to express myself to u...but at least i noe how to make u happy...all the time we hav i will never forget...ting jus have to change...it must b me to be change n im tryin hard i hav...not all....jus giv me sometime n i will....not be the jiamin u use to hate...is not hero or wat...is all about you...i don care whether u belive anot...but i noe wat im doin...so plz don leave me all alone in the world so dark....jus you and me to be together....haiz...you are reall my onli one....jus you....i noe u reall reall reall hated me alot tinkin im a bad person....im reall a bad person...i reall don noe wat to do...jus don tell me to giv u up...i will do anyting jus to be with you again....so plz....i change into other person....im sick n tired of actin happy all day long...im reall ver sad n hurt jus too sick n weak to try to stand up n be strong....im strong outsid but weak insid i reall don wish to be lik tat...i wan my doctor nw...NOW.....jus you...i will be myself...wat will you do...jus lik me?or you are happy tat im not wif you...i don noe....but all i noe is tat i reall miss my doctor,my piggy dear,my idiot no 7....i wan to be ur baobei again....jus you n me together forever...belive me forever will last long if you belive me...im reall miss you alot....jus love you too much....sorry to make my mistake n let you down...i swear n promise tings will not happen one more time....i n her or everyone....is jus my sister n brother to me....so plz don tink too much...jus wann let you noe....plz....i wan you jus you back to my life....plz don let me go....i will try my best to hang on for my onli one...cuz ther is no one anyone lik you in this world....jus you my onli one...ur word reall hurt me alot...jus too most insid my heart n outsid my body...jus too weak to stand up...jus you will do....im willin to giv up everything jus to get you back in my life... ur last time baobei....i love you jus you...reall.... Monday, May 16, 2005
life without you r sux...reall wishin u to be back.... i fail alot of test....haiz....i reall don feel lik doin anyting nw....jus feel lik huggin you close to me n never let you go....n close you ear not to let u hear anyone talk bad about us....i reall wish tat you r here nw....cuz my life is goin to be broken into two part....my heart too....cuz i have been hangin on too long n nw...im too weak.....tryin hard to hang on n try not to let the other half to go away....im reall wishin....u will still love me as i do....nw....n alway forever....so plz talk to me n tell me tat u r lik me.....plz...i reall still love you alot...i will never step out of ur path...cuz i noe you still love me lik i do.... i wan you to come back to my life...plz...onli you.... to my dear, i wan you to be back wif me...im waitin for you...i cant message you...cause u call me not to...i realll scare you angry...den i don noe wat to do...plz...i reall wan you to come back to my life....jus you....i reall love you alot...im all along my way all...i don wan my life to be without you....haiz...den my com cant use...i reall don noe wat to do nw...im alway waitin so don ever tink tat im not...i reall love you...i don noe y u don trust me....instead you trust tat fucker...im waitin to scold you....i reall love you alot...you r my onli one...jus you in my life will be enough...i reall wish tat i can have you all by myself leave this place to our world jus onli you n me...i wan you to be wif i don wan you to in my mind....missing you ever time....i m reall breakin down...i don lik the life nw....everyting i do...jus keep tinking of you....im alway....everting i do i wish tat you will be wif me...i reall wan you jus you all along my way....hope to be with you....i reall love you alot i have nev let you one step...but all you do is avoid....im jus ver confuss....plz get lost if you wann noe me....i already ver fuck up le...plz....jus wann let you all noe tat i onli love her jus her....jus you....haiz....it is alway dark in my life...don ever make me giv up on you...i will never...plz...i reall wish you still love me....lik i do....alway...it all about you...i don care if you lik another person...but i noe tat i will jus wait cuz i nev do any thing behid you...so i will nev....i love you...jus you....so plz talk to me n tell me.... love you always.... im alway waiting for you nev go away one step from you...jus you... im waiting matter how long....fuck sia my home de com cant use need to buy again...don noe how many time le...hmm...on last thur i went out wif my frien after exam....den after tat i go play bkb....den after tat toopid jen call me go out....so we out to suntec ther to play den we go ther to dian song....i dian for her of cuz...but don noe y tat toopid person jus say the message i wan to say for her....but nev hear the song....the only one of cuz....haiz....jus listen to the song i will tink of -you-....jus -you- but no one....den we went hm....ver tired...haiz....den the next day frinday after exam...hmm....i went out of cuz till ver late around 4.37....haiz...went out 6.45..to go school den i went out wif kelvin they all...den at nite...the toopid pei xin call me call the number den i call noone pick up the phone...haiz....den after tat....i went out wif my jie they all....AT around 10.30 lik tat....after tat i we go play bkb at jie(liyun) ther play til don noe y smoke....fuck sia....den...a man come n ask for money...say wat he wan money go GH...den say his leg pain den got lung prom....den my jie came to the resue...liyun....i wan to giv him money de but den she say is e cheater...den i nev giv...haiz...so he take his walkin stick go away...he walk damn fast sia....faster den me...den he go n ask from another person...so i...haha...call the police....haha...he ask wat is my name le...haha....so i say im....MVP JIAMIN...haha...no la...jiamin la...den ask them to come...so slow...by the time they come the cheater already run away le....haiz...we follow him la...den my kor(chun long) ride bike follow him...but don noe follow him till lost...haiz...after tat we saw the police car...den he ask us we tell him la....haha...so after tat we go back to jie the house ther play....haiz...i was so damn tired...den it was around 12.....after tat we play lo....haiz...eat at 7-11....after tat i went hm....it was 4.37...haiz...slp....den the next morning(sat)...i was awake up my kor...den after tat i wake up cannot slp back....haiz...den after tat...i call my kor(hong zhan) call him come out....den we go play from morning till late nit 4someting...den after tat we go play(i forget wat i play le...)sorry...haha...oh ya...den we go meet boon huat at around afternoon...den after tat toopid boon so late den come say he meet his dear la...den we went to play acarde at je ther...den my jie(ruiying) message me...so we chat....jus jie n mei online ho....haha...haiz...after tat we meet my jie(liyun) again...go play lo...den we meet at 08.30 lik tat...den i was hungry n tired....so we went to jie ther de 7-11...den eat le we went back...see ppl playin the chinese yoyo...haiz...so we play....haha...toopid i don noe how to play sia...hmm so we went back to jie the house down ther...hmm...after tat they say wann play pool at the mid nite...wa....so the say under-age de go imm ther play pool....then they went to taman jurong ther play so i,hong zhan n boon huat go imm ther la...den liyun,stella,zhi zhong,shi min they all go taman ther la...after tat...we play around 5 to 6 time...we damn fuck le...we plat till half way den a group of frien wann play pool waiting for us to play finish...den we say don let them play...so we keep playin,playin...haha...den hong zhan de brother come down -hong ming-...haha...den we play la...den play le..boon huat mother keep call him to go hm...so we went to hong zhan house to take bike la...haiz....den after tat sent boon hm...i n hong zhan go ride back to wait for liyun they all...so damn fuck tat it is rainin...haiz...but we hack care..haha...hmm...after tat we meet them go jie -liyun- house ther...haiz....after tat it was 4 someting i went hm...slp of cuz...haha...haiz...den the next day sunday hmm...i went out early morning again la...hmm...i went to hong zhan house...hmm...after tat we go clementi ther play acade...hmm..den kor zhi zhong come la...den stella lost her wallet...haiz...so we play first la...play half jiayu call me...n ask me go play bkb...so i say ok...hmm...i went to meet her wif hong zhan...we go boon lay ther play...hmm...after tat we play finish le..i go meet liyun they all...haiz...we go play till 11somting den go hm la...den some other day den update la...bye bye... Friday, May 06, 2005
my only one...leave a note for my only one... u r my only one...tink u hate me alot...haiz....ytd damn fuck sia....i go interview den the person call me n jiayu to wear dress n make up...ended up so damn tired...den call tat toopid fucker go interview for suntec kfc...after a long time den we go ther...den the manger ask us if we are stead no wonder he nev call us...fuck sia den keep sayin alot of cab...haiz....sad...den nw find a job but didnt go join the basketball...sad.....haiz....i was wishin to join...but ended up didnt stil slp in the bus...haiz....so sad ytd....we go ther to rot den we "dian" song for each other den after tat i "dian" song for her....haha...so sweet how i wish she was ther...den jiayu "dian" for her dear la...haiz....at least she still got chance i don even hav...not a single one....haiz...reall wish tat you was ther by my side to feel the feelin ther...haiz....jus reall love you alot...haiz....thing reall cant change any further??cant u jus listen to wat i say???ting r reall damn sux...life is sux....i hav left nth nw....nth....after u leave my world...ting jus reall change...changin into a ver happy person....ver "HAPPY"....haha....hmm....don belive ask my friend the all....haiz...jus kiddin la...hmm...den today go hm change saw her n other person which i don wish to see...den go meet my dear kor...kelvin....haiz...kor u mus make the ting clear ho....haiz...den help him...hmm...better don say later ur dear noe...haha...den after tat i meet xianling they all go play pool again...haha....toopid...i m goin to fail alot of ting le...reall...all my exam i hope...haiz....cuz im meant to fail everyting i do...haiz...jus fail.....i will wait for you always....jus always....my world is alway open for you to come back i will wait no matter how long...jus for you onli.... my onli one....you.... piggy,idiot no 7....my onli one....dear dear....hope to be ur baobei again.... Thursday, May 05, 2005
you are my onli one... you are my onli one...i will jus wait for you...onli you..my onli one...i will try my best to get to you...haiz....jus giv me a chance n i will treasure you forever this is the promise i make to you...it will nev be change by anyone....noone...reall....ting jus cant change any further?haiz....i noe you hate me alot but i don care so don bother to call me to get lost....cuz ther is no one no one lik you...u will reall nev be replace...cuz i will wait....update my life time later on...sorry for writing so much of her...im sorry guy....hmm...wann watch movie ended up don hav...hmm...den later stil hav to go interview...find job to make myself numb....plz don make me tink of other ppl...hope my mei mei love you...my onli one....jus you my onli one.... you are my onli one... Wednesday, May 04, 2005
jus one more chance n i wil treasure you forever..i promise... i hope tat by givin me one more chance i will reall treasure u forever...reall i will de..jus wann change ting till u lik the way im nw..im jus lik the person jus onli wan u...cuz i reall love you alot jus you..u r my onli one...make my mistake n let you down....im sorry...reall ver sorry...i reall cant hold on for too long...i cant get up nw...jus feel lik lying ther don wann get up...cuz...im breaking down...haiz....ting change alot...tryin to make myself numb of doin alot of ting...reall tryin to fing job...trying to make myself busy nw...from day to nite...reall...haiz...so plz don blame me guys...hopin tat one day ting can change back to the way they use to be...jus hope tat ting will change nw...haiz....after you come back my life is full of laughter,joy...i treasure all the moment all the time i spent wif you...can you forget....hmm....i don noe...maybe you r lik me nw...sad but u don wann patch wif me...i will never leave you cuz u jus leave me without sayin anyting...don even wann listen to me...i reall don wann leave you...jus bein too lonely...jus lonely...haiz....i reall hope one day u can noe...how i feel i reall need you badly...haiz....i will wait for you nw...n forever...i do wat i say n i mean it too....i already put my life to ur life...im tryin hard to get out but is useless...cuz....everytime i do u will be ther...jus cant....haiz....nw im sad....haiz....u will be my onli one in my life...jus me n you in our world....jus wann leave a note for you my onli one...jus onli you...bein some saddies...haiz...my world is alway open for you...jus onli you.... Tuesday, May 03, 2005
leave a note for you my only one...just you... make my mistake let you down...n i cant i cant hold on for too long....haiz.....im sorry i don noe tat u will be so angry.....im reall sorry...ting cant change but time can change ting...i reall wil jus wait for you no matter how...so damn sad nw...life without u reall ver sad....i don noe wat i did wrong...haiz...i reall don noe....y jus cant u giv me chance again u r makin me go mad...life r so wat...ting cant chang for you but i will change ting for you...reall i will...haiz...plz i reall need u badly....plz giv me one more chance...ting can change...mood can change everyting can change....jus for you....i m willin but wat abt you??? Monday, May 02, 2005
maybe you already love someone but i noe i will jus wait for you... maybe you reall love someone le...but i noe tat i wil jus wait for you no matter how long..cuz i noe i will nev let go of you...jus love the way you are...i noe thing cant change the way they use to be...im sorry to do all the thing....im reall breaking down nw...don feel lik doin anything nw..im reall a useless person....haiz....thing jus not to way they use to be after you leave my life i noe im not the jia min i use to be...forcing a smile not to let ppl noe how sad im...jus to let you noe...i reall feel lik cryin tears are fellin but i noe i keep them in my eye jus don wann let ppl noe....plz leave mi alone if you wann call mi giv up...i will nev giv up cuz i didnt did anyting wrong or let you upset i reall don noe y do you belive her tat F*cker den me...haiz....i reall need you back in my life....wat sia...ytd my friend brin me go ur house tat carpark drink...den i was drunk keep shouting ur name...toopid friend stil video down....haiz...den go hm....so hot...jus onli noe i dream tat i patch wif you....i wake up headach sia...haiz....my friends out ther if im not the jiamin i use to be plz don blame me...but scoldin me is goin to be useless...cuz i don im goin to be a useless person in the world....after u leave my world is so dark i cant see anything...i onli see her...jus her...i reall feel lik givin up le...haiz...but everytime i giv up u wil jus pop in my imnd n say don ever giv up or i will nev talk to you anymore...n by tat i didnt...haiz...i reall need you badly....plz you guy can ur don ever say her name i reall cant take it one more day i reall wann cry le...y???plz don ever call me to giv up...i will reall hit you....i reall wann cry nw...tears flood my eye is flooding my world too...i rmb u call mi to wait for |
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