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Thursday, June 30, 2005
-im bein a loser,failer,hopeless freak....im hav lost everyting even u...- haiz...ytd ver funny sia...hmm...i meet simin n _- JaCqUeLiNe_- in the mornin cuz...i went hm online saw _-JaCqUeLiNe_- n she chat wif me...haha....at least im not tat sad anymore...hmm...she is a ver good friend...den after tat meet them at hke...i was the early bird la...den...hmm...i noe wat i will do when im sad...sian...hmm..tat den after tat _-JaCqUeLiNe_- came n simin was late la...waited for her so long..wat the hell..ok la...hmm...den after tat went to a hair saloon cuz the ma fan simin wann cut hair...haha...cuz of her shao hua la...haiz...den after den i noe _-JaCqUeLiNe_- was a chocolate freak lik me...haha...we hav alot of same habit ba...haha...lik eatin chocolate...bittin straw...haha...den not sure le..hmm....ok la...den after tat went back hke la...den sit down ther rot...den the simin ther takin photo of herself sia...cannot stand her...even _-JaCqUeLiNe_- too...haha...den the toopid _-JaCqUeLiNe_- took photo of me..n i didnt noe...haiz...den simin oso la..haiz..ok la...hmm...den after tat _-JaCqUeLiNe_- went off to meet her boyfriend la...hmm....den after tat simin ver noisy keep sayin her shao hua....haiz...cannot make it la...den i lik to say to alot of them"u r alway a fucker..."haha...den i tell simin...haha...den after tat they... -im bein a loser,failer,hopeless freak....im hav lost everyting even u...- haiz...im reall a failer,a loser...y?haiz...i don noe..ur words jus hurt me alot n alot...the cut is deeper n deeper...it is...haiz....im reall a fucker...jus leave me alone...tat all i wan...haiz...im not the jiamin ur noe anymore...not anymore...im not sayin this cuz i wan u back...yes i wan u back...but i noe it useless it is goin to b useless...haiz....i don need u guys de pity...i can walk by myself i don need anyone..i don need...haiz....ting r different nw...it is...so mi...i don feel lik doin anyting nw...i don...i hav lost everyting in this world...i cant fall in lopve wif anyone anymore...i don dare n i hav lost all my confidence....jus all...haiz...to u guy..i noe wat im jus a failer...BUT i don need anyone to hold my hands n walk on...i don need...jus leave me alone...haiz........im nth but a sore loser...im.......... Wednesday, June 29, 2005
-im a sucker,fucker...i don need pity...go away n get lost nw...- haiz...damn sad...i tink i should not say anyting more...haiz...nth to update jus wann say school sux!!!haiz...i better don say anyting lo...haiz...im a failer man!!!haiz...so sian...got sent hm cuz of my hair again...was havin lesson at first...i was damn quiet don noe y don feel lik talkin...haiz...den after tat it was mr lai lesson so damn borin...den mr go came in n call me out...haiz..i noe wat is wrong cuz of my hair again...hmm...den i tink i should be a bad gal again ba...haiz...den need to stay at hm...for two week...haiz...den at hm damn boring...haiz..tink later goin hke ba...hmm..cuz oso cannot go trainin..haiz...so sian...nth to do nw...hmm...ok la update till here...i will not update so much next time or mayb will nev update anymore...i hate myself....im reall a fucker,sucker,bitch,bustard...im everyting...i don need pity....leave my alone...n get lost.... Tuesday, June 28, 2005
haiz don noe wat to nw...jus stand here or wat? cant we be together again?haiz...y cant??i reall love you alot...haiz...reall tryin so hard jus to get u back...but y ended up lik tat...haiz....y?saw u today was happy but look who is behide u i was so damn sad...haiz...i don noe wat to say sia...haiz...today is a bad day for me...haiz...i tot we can win jurong west sec...but guess wat....we lose....haiz...y?y cant they jus work harder jus tat bit more harder...reall ver dissapointed...haiz...wat can i do...i jus can sit ther shoutin i cant do anyting so don look at me...i got no face to see the others match le...reall im sick of this team...haiz..don noe wat to say...i tot we are winnin but den after tat they catch up...haiz....y?wat happen...haiz...so im goin to let them die tml...it was so easy to beat them jus onli one jenmey ver fast n one 11 ver good at shootin jus lik tat...so wat...ur can win de....haiz....i was lik goin to cry soon...im sick of this team i been teachin them so much but wat did i get...haiz...im reall goin to break down soon...it was too much today...den saw u n kelson together...haiz...don noe wat to do nw...y cant i jus get a chance to explain to u...haiz...y???it is reall so hard to get back...y?y is tat noone belive me she is not a good person...y?the whole hke noe but ur don noe...haiz...im reall ver sad...my heart is goin to stop pumpin soon...i reall feel lik givin up soon...y?today got a gal took my hp no...i was lik omg not other one...haiz...fitir say she wan my no...haiz...don even noe who is she n not interested...haiz...jus wan my piggy dear....jus wan her will do...haiz..y?haiz....cuz she jus giv my a chance?givin up is not wat im goin to do...but wan a chance is wat im hopin for..haiz...sad day... haiz don noe wat to nw...jus stand here or wat? cant we be together again?haiz...y cant??i reall love you alot...haiz...reall tryin so hard jus to get u back...but y ended up lik tat...haiz....y?saw u today was happy but look who is behide u i was so damn sad...haiz...i don noe wat to say sia...haiz...today is a bad day for me...haiz...i tot we can win jurong west sec...but guess wat....we lose....haiz...y?y cant they jus work harder jus tat bit more harder...reall ver dissapointed...haiz...wat can i do...i jus can sit ther shoutin i cant do anyting so don look at me...i got no face to see the others match le...reall im sick of this team...haiz..don noe wat to say...i tot we are winnin but den after tat they catch up...haiz....y?wat happen...haiz...so im goin to let them die tml...it was so easy to beat them -i noe u wont like me anymore....haiz...jus me n myself nw...- haiz...sms her don wann reply den forget it la...haiz...cuz i noe she will not de...so can forget it...haiz...i reall don noe wat to do...i don noe wat u mean nw...haiz...can u jus tell me wat to do...can u???im still here waitin...ytd...i saw it was the 27/6....den i was shock...cuz the 25/6 is over n i didnt noe...how dumb was i....haiz...this day i ver important to me...more den anyting....cuz...if we didnt break it will be the 10 month le...haiz...n i hav been waitin for u 7 months...haiz...n im still here waitin...jus for u...i hav nev tot of leavin u...NEVER...but y muz u leave me alone nw...haiz...i can wait no matter how long...but i scare it is all too late...it too late...all too late mi rite...i don noe...i was damn happy to heard u sms me...but damn sad cuz it was deleted....haiz....y~~~i reall cant take it anymore...do i reall hav to wait for so long...how much longer do u wan me to hang on...im reall jus too weak nw...i need u back...but i noe u don...u hate me don u...don wann reply my message...all i wann heard is jus "ilu"...tat all...i will change i will make forever happen...but not jus me can do it...i need u to be ther for me...im ther for u...but u jus don noe...u will nev noe don u...i lik the song "chi xin jue dui"....i noe mayb u don noe wat song...but this song u listen n try to noe he is singin...hmm...this song is a story lik tat this guy is waitin for the girl which they stead but ended up...the gal wann break....so the guy jus keep waitin for her...till one day this guy saw the gal got another stead le...he was so damn sad he run n run n run...in the rain...hmm...n he cry...when he go hm...he lock himself in his room n cry...he was so damn sad....he waited for the gal so long...n yet she jus run wif other guy...how can she do this...she nev tot of how the guy will feel...haiz...y???i lik few of the line is"u will nev noe how much sadness i hav for u...y muz i forve myself to love you so much....every step i take u will take a step back....close the door n cry it out....im waitin for miracle to happen again...till one day u will noe...one person who truthly love you is havin alot of sadness...i drop my first tears for u...i can change anyting cuz of u....but i cant get back my strength anymore..."haiz...lovin you is reall ver hard this kind of love is ver hard...this is the few line i lik ba...cuz don reall noe ho to change it to english...haiz...y???i tot ther is onli one dumb me but nw ther r one more person....hmm...but this song is all abt givin up...but i lik this song tat does not mean im givin up...haiz....jus hope tat it will not happen in real life of mine..haiz....hmm...i go hm early today sia...cuz...of my hair..._-COOL_-...haha...hmm...den go hke wif nigel he worst den me his hair too long at the back need to cut..haha...ok la...i more bad...he cut hair le den he go back to sch but i didint...haha..hmm...den go play ball ba...den sfter saw jieqi they all...haha...den after tat went hm online lo...hmm..sian...later goin to see match sia...later 1 oclock is _- yuhua _-...i wann go see _- JaCqUeLiNe_-...omg...haha...hmm...ok la...say till here...update soon for my dear gal de result...prayin damn hard for them...haiz...reall...hope they will win...jia you....i love you alot my piggy dear..can u jus trust me...jus for this on time... Monday, June 27, 2005
jus love my piggy dear..u will never be replace... hmm...today took back my phone...happy but damn angry wif donna...wat the fuck sia...she anyhow see my message i still not tat bad...but she delete some of my message...y?i treasure the message alot but den wat the hell...she still act lik nth happen...den after tat someone talk me abt her...den i gettin more angry...noone delete my hp ting n she is the first one...im reall damn angry...den jenmey talk me say she sent message to me but i didnt receive any....wat the hell...den not onli tat alot of my friends message me i didnt receive any lo...haiz..still dare to say don hav....im sorry my hp not wif me last time...but nw it is back...haha...hmm...im sorry...den jus nw go see the boys match...haha...they say they will lose sia...but guess wat they win...haha....hmm...den muz work hard for tml de match wor....i mean galz n guys la...haha...i didnt play but sure i will go de...haha...den tml i will be 1pm lik tat go out from school...hmm...our galz match is on tml 3...hmm...don noe wat to say if they lose sia...haiz...hope they will not la...haha...hmm...i tink they will win...haiz...i die le...if they win nayang i sure die for sure...i will be BROKE....haha...omg...haha...hmm....still hope they will win...haha...hmm...watchin _- initial d _- soon....cuz jay chou insid n eidson....haha...hmm...heard tat ended up jay chou win n eidson decide not to drive car anymore...hmm...haiz...sadded....hmm...sian...den today the whole day got no mood...haiz...cuz i didnt receive the message...mayb she didnt sent ba...haiz...ver sad...feel lik cryin...haiz...y muz everyone say don sad don sad...haiz...hmm...taday school damn sux sia...our class form teacher change le...hmm....mr lai is still our class form teacher but one more teacher added in is mdm teo...haha...she ver good la...den after tat timetable oso change....haiz...but it ok...cuz all my books in the cupboard...haha...so don care...haha...den my hair didnt get caught...haha...don noe y...mdm teo say she alway me lik tat....but others teachers catch den she don noe le...haha...hmm...den saw alot of ppl change hair style sia..haha...hmm...sian don noe wat to say le...but mayb will still sad ba..wann cry le...haiz...ok la...write till here update soon...i still love you alot....my piggy dear...forever wil happen...it will...trust me..........._- pIgGy dEaR_- Sunday, June 26, 2005
- lolz.... i love my piggy dear... -_- haiz...mornin wake up...cannot even walk sia...my leg damn pain...haiz...the toopid trainin la..haiz...sian...don noe y hav a weird dream...hmm...cannot tink back wat was the day...hmm...sian...hope it will not happen in real life...it was lik damn weird la...haiz...den wake up...eat le...see show...haiz...wa~...i lik the show at channel 8 10.30 des how finish le...sob sob....haiz...den see till 11 come online lo...day life suz...tml it will be a bad day for me...cuz my HAIR....how???oh my god...haiz....die die le la....haiz...kelvin BOTAK sia....haha....hmm...den my daddy sherman don noe how le...haha...heard them say he GOLD hair wor...haha...but don noe le...still got chat wif him...online onli la...haiz...den tml got match see sia....hmm...they say they sure will lose to yuan ching de...haiz....don noe le...hmm....my dear Cgalz....tues got match wif jurong west sec...haha....tml u go die ba...hmm....haha....ok la...im bein damn evil...hmm..ok ok lo...hmm...i tink they will win la...hmm...haiz..jus pray hard for them....haiz....den after tat go see yuhua de...haha....den can see her.. _- JaCqUeLiNe _- haha....hmm....haha....she say they all wil lose sia...haiz...hmm...den don noe whether my dear gal will win anot...havin alot of hope on them...even if they lose...i will be ver proud of them...to me they r the best...so muz try ur best....worst till i even hav bet wif them wat the hell...haha...but im sure...they sure will treat me eat de...they say "if they win NAYANG den i mus treat them eat...all of them...den if they lose NAYANG....haha...they mux treat me eat...haha....hmm....but i don care la...jus pray hard tat they wil win...haiz...ok la...update till here ba...my piggy dear...i nev talk much abt u..but i still care abt u...so hope u will understand me...ok...i love you cuz u r my onli one... Saturday, June 25, 2005
-hmm...jus wann let u noe u r my onli one...u will nev be replace..hope u stil lik me...- jus wann let her noe she is my onli one...haiz...wat the hell....nw den i noe more abt kelson...wat the fuck..."they" tell me she is a bitch...not jus one person is alot...den say abt jiayu too...hmm...nw den i noe they so bitch...fucker sia....it is the same story tat wat i n my piggy dear happen....tellin story talk cab....make stead break up....fucker i don care whether others belive it anot n nw i noe wat happen jus wann write in my blog to let ur guys see it...i don care if she come n find me...she herself get beaten up cuz she go tell story....hmm...she reall can be a good friend n a good person but y muz she do this to break ppl up?y?i don understand...y?haiz...i love my dear so much but yet she treat her friends more den me...y?i don noe if she still like me anot...but i noe tat i still cannot forget her...haiz...mayb i was jus havin a crush on _- JaCqUeLiNe_- ba...i don noe...but i noe tat i still cannot forget u...tat all i noe...hmm....i reall still put alot of hope n love it still on u...cuz i reall reall hope someday u noe...wat is the truth...haiz...den ytd we was at hke ther playin basketball at around afternoon ba...wif simin n janet...hmm three lik idiot lik tat sia...haha...hmm..den after tatplay lik wat sia...till ver late around 7 someting...hmm...den go simin house talk talk sia...hmm...talk till 10 someting i n janet go off from her house...hmm..i ver scare go her house it was lik wat the hell...her house "GOT A DOG"which is lik i scare la...hmm..den i lik to drink "MILO" her house was lik got alot lo...haha...but i keep stay at her bad ther don dare to go out..ok la...den after tat don noe find who come down ver sian le...haiz...den after tat i was lik i stay overnite till 1.30 den go hm...wif janet den she noe alot of ting wher i n shimin n heard some from jacqueline abt jiayu n kelson they lik ver hate kelson...hmm...don noe y!cuz she break up stead,lie to jacqueline...me too i hate her alot oso...haiz...den i told janet abt her n me..i ask her if i hav to jio back her...cuz i lik her alot...den after tat she say the tinkin of my dear is the same sia...wat the hell...den she was lik sayin if she is in the wrong den i hav to giv in to her...den tell me alot of ting sia...den don noe wat to do...haha...nw tat i noe so much i feel ver wat...haiz...but can she be more understandin n trust me more...y she jus belive ppl more den her own stead?y?haiz....i don noe...all i noe is i lik her alot...ok go back to the topic..hmm...today mornin got trainin i mean outsid de...haha...hmm...den ver tired sia...my leg ver pain....haiz...den after tat go hke play ball...hmm...ver wat sia....haha...hmm...den after tat met tal tal Friday, June 24, 2005
hmm...im still waitin for u...treat me forever will happen... hmm...reall prayin damn hard la...jus for her...hope she is not tat bad as she say...nth can happen to her...haiz...i don noe nw...mayb im still waitin or im not goin to wait...wat for im goin to wait when she don lik me anymore...haiz....i reall don noe....hmm...jus cut my hair...wif the toopid-janet-...den after tat went to meet huihui at west mall when she cannnot contact us...haha...poor ting...cuz my phone not wif me...n i cannot contact u guys....sorry is at donna ther...den after tat janat forget to brin her hp...haha...hmm...den the toopid huihui...call us to help her giv flyers...so we help..awhile later guess wat...haha...i go see the sensei...damn pain sia...-wat the fuck-den after tat grab janet hand till red sia...-hmm strong me wor..haha-den when west mall to giv out again...haha..hmm awhile later say go jp la....den waited for 157 at west mall ther so damn long...-sorry i didnt saw u when u get down from the bus...-hmm...den after tat the toopid 157 finally come....haiz...den at the bus ver pei seh sia....-wat the-say till ver angry sia....u noe wat...huihui n janet shout in the bus den jiu suan le....-_-'''....they still can play in the bus vere ps....haiz...den i keep quiet-it was lik the whole bus was so quiet till den this two clown play play till after a long while den they stop...haiz...den reach ther lik 10 someting le....den after tat go jp eat....den after tat go play ball at hui house ther....haiz...den the huihui ver wat sia....kepp sayin hou yu...den hou yu not at the basketball court she lik not happy lik tat...haha...den...wed n thurs was trainin...haiz...jus join boon lay ther de basketball team...haiz...den after tat...ver louzy ba can say...haiz...den today was trainin...goin to school as for trainin...den after tat...met my mummy shi qian...den after tat she say she cant find qiyin..she met her at mac....den after tat i ment wif her to mac la...den met qiyin at the half way...den go ther eat....den met simin n jiayu....den tot jia yu go wher...haiz...den after tat....saw jemey sia...haha...she is still so short n cute la...haha...keep touchin my hair...haha...den after tat ver noisy la...hmm....den she told me say tat.... Tuesday, June 21, 2005
hmm...cut my hair later...sure got scold by teacher.. haha...after cut hair go dye hair ba...hmm....den for sure get scolded de...haha...plz hope no teacher will catch...not mdm oen later need to stand at the hall ther...haha....hmm....my onli one...mayb lilian i still cannot forget her sia...haiz...ytd i dream of her scoldin me...haiz...im so scare...haiz...shit...wat mi goin to do...-JaCqUeLiNe-....haha...hmm....lilian de is -YvoNnE-...haha....she say she ver cute...den ver blur blur blur till ver cute...OMG....lilian is goin mad...haha...hmm...den ho..wann scold my toopid ah ma...-kailing- wann update oso ver difficult ar...haiz...as me..i don wann say much cuz i ver confues....haiz...don noe wat to do sia...tot i can chang her in my mind...but jacqueline...but i find it hard...haiz...wat to do nw..sian....haiz...my onli one...she is my onli one...reall noone can replace her in my heart ba....haiz...sian...too bad...i cant do it...cuz it is too hard le...i will try i noe u hate me alot...n u wann call me to get lost..i will try to...haiz... Sunday, June 19, 2005
hmm...im ver sorry my piggy dear... mayb i tink i should wait or wat ba...haiz...mayb i reall should...cuz of some reason n the reason ie simple...i stil cannot forget u...haiz...tinkin u r havin fun with some of ur frien ba...haiz...but anyway i still wish tat u can talk to me...tat all i wan...not more den tat le...so....hmm...happy day everytime...so i tink u even forget who mi...but it ok...i don mind as long as u noe me last time...hmm...this kind of love is reall ver hard...i don tink still got anyone can take it...haiz..but i noe i will jus wait ba..jus wait for u....my only one...so u already let me go...n find someone better den me....haiz...den me will bless you...all the best lo...haiz...mayb u meant tink tat im sayin onli...but i don noe wat mi talkin oso...but jus hope u don mind...haiz...no matter wat u r my only one...noone can replace u in my heart...haiz...jus wishin u happy day always....haiz...im reall ver sorry...haiz...so sorry....i noe it will not happen again....jus not anymore...im nw more den nthin..jus a toopid fool...haiz...no matter how long i hav to wait the endin is still goin to be the same mi rite...haiz...scream my lung out n try to get to u...haiz...i reall feel ver broken up nw...i don noe wat to do...jus waitin here lookin at the star....haiz...i didnt treasure u tat my mistake...i was so damn dumb....i reall hate myself for all this but this is all too late...it is jus too late...mi rite...all this ting i hav been blamin myself but no one...haiz...i didnt get ur trust...all i get is bein a fool....a toopid fool....haiz...y?nw i wish is to close myself in a room n cry all day long...i hav been enough of all this n one day i will stand up n...........???i oso don noe le...haiz....mayb still wait ba...haiz...don noe wat to do nw....nw day ar....hmm....rot at hm lo...haiz....can go out but got a big prom cannot walk...walk till hard walk lik wann die lik tat....haiz....jus still here waitin for you...haiz.... Saturday, June 18, 2005
i don noe...mus i reall giv up or wat? haiz...i wan to giv up but it is hard to giv up...y?i don noe..y?or let me go?and you will find someone?haiz...happen to be lik tat ba...haiz...see ur blog nw aday u r ver happy...n tat good...hmm...n mix wif her?hmm...haiz...jus hope tat someday i will prove u wrong..haiz...i don noe y mus all this ting happen...jus to me not any one of you...tot i can make me time more to basketball...but ended up wat happen...i sprain my ankle...n nw i don noe wat to do..haiz...mayb they r meant to be lik tat ba...haiz....i keep tinkin of likin someone or mayb accpt someone who lik me...but i rmb tat i promise u after u leave me i wil b single n wait for you no matter how long...but nw i jus keep waitin for someting tat meant not happen again...haiz...mayb jus keep waitin or wat ba?jus rmb tat im at ur back...hmm...but den i don noe if u will still lik me or wat?haiz...ting r messin up my life...the gap between us is farther n farther....y?cuz u r walkin away from me...haiz...when im jus standin at the spot wher we first met...haiz...y cant ting happen again but fairy tale can..y?the hurt u giv me is to much...it is jus too big to heal back again...cuz u r the one who hurt me...but i noe i hurt u alot last time but not anymore... i swear..y mus ppl tink so much...jus lik her...u jus don noe jiayu alot...i noe her more den u...i noe her since primary 6...she is damn fuck nw...i don noe y alot of your lik her so much...lik actin in front of gal...i cant take her...mayb u don belive me n or u will nev belive me...but don lie to urself...tink abt it..hmm...nw it i noe jasline they all r rite...i should hav trust them instead of u...this fucker...i don noe wat make me hate u so much but all i noe tat i don lik u...haiz...im sick n tired if all this i wan my life to hav light n happiness who can brighten up my life...i need ppl...jus noe ppl...haiz...hmm..don say all this le...say wat happen this few day...hmm...hmm...yuhua,huayi wann vs us in basketball sia...haha...hmm...but i tink they r ver toopid...cuz i saw yuhua de sec one n jus a few of them noe how to play onli....haiz...but too bad i still can play...haiz...den ytd i n lilian go yuhua sec ther see lilian de "AI REN" in ahmad ibrahim de...hmm...den go ther see the match...den after tat...we went to meet susanna,qi yin...haiz..my hp at donna...fuck sia...den after tat go jp...hmm...den met yu chun waitin for my yi ma jasmine n she owe me a bottle of beer...haha..hmm...den i,lilian,susanna went to buy beer..so we go to boon lay ther buy..fuck sia...we was standin at the shop which can buy but we don dare to ask so we keep goin around others shop...haiz...so ended up stil go the shop ther buy den buy le...hmm..go back to yima de house ther drink...haha..i wan thee first one to drink finish den lilian den yima...cuz she was busy talkin wif her dear dear....yi shen...haha..hmm..den after tat we all use her com but im the first one to slp at her bed..haha....den we three don noe hot lik wat...but yima switch on the air con...toopid den i wann slp the toopid aunt susanna la...fucker...keep askin me to help her make her blog..den after tat i become dizzy....haiz...cannot make it ar...den lilian went hm..don noe how is she le...haha..so after a while i n aunt went hmm too...den we took cab back...haiz...den went hm i rmb tat im damn hot n den i go slp...haha..hmm..tat all for today de update le..haiz...miss my dear dear alot... Thursday, June 16, 2005
-sprain my ankle and cant play basketball match- haiz...sprain my toopid ankle cannot play match...cant play anyting but still go sch play basketball..haha...sian...but didnt online...haiz...haha....but den get one good new...AHMAD IBRAHIM Sunday, June 12, 2005
too bad i camt do anything to help u...but just stand at the back looking at you... i see ur blog...alot of sad thing n happy thing happen to you...well tat good...but those sad thing jus put it aside ba...cuz u r a cheerful person n this kind of thing jus treat it as it is over...haiz...but it is jus too bad i cant help but standin at your back looking at you...haiz...mayb this is the best i can do ba...haiz...wed got match...sian...wif ahmad wat de???den i tink it is all malay ba...haiz...den my yima Saturday, June 11, 2005
im sorry for everyting..plz giv me one more chance.. im sorry for everyting i hav done n i reall wish to hav a chance nw n treasure her again....haiz...im reall ver sorry nw...but i reall don noe how long i hav to wait....haiz...but i will wait for you...hmm...tues rot at hm...hmm...den weds n thur trainin ver sian wor...haiz...den friday was my happy day lilian call me come out den after tat we play ball den go buy bubble tea..den after tat...haiz..don noe y i don feel cryin...haiz...i tink onli xin hui noe abt this ting ba...haiz...den sat rot at hm...haiz...sian....im reall sorry for wat i hav done i reall wan to start over again...i don wan my life to be wihtout you...haiz...missin you everyday...haiz..mayb u don belive but this is real...haiz...jus here waitin for u...haiz...my piggy dear.... im sorry for everyting..plz giv me one more chance.. Wednesday, June 08, 2005
jus still here waitin for u.. haiz...don noe wat to do nw sia...wa nw the juying ppl not happy wann play again...haiz...say wat i mimi woqi...say till lik i wat...im reall not ver happy...den they lose le...act lik they win..haiz...fucker den the janet Tuesday, June 07, 2005
hmm...im ver sorry my piggy dear... sorry...im reall ver sorry..haiz...if u reall had fell in love wif other den mayb i should bless u lo... -------------mArO-----------<3 my piggy dear forever------------ Monday, June 06, 2005
tink she love someone else le ba..haiz..im useless.. haiz...guess wat we win juying sec by 38:26 lik tat ba..don reall noe..it was a real "friendly" game..haha..i didnt get to play till the last few min..but happy tat i score alot sia...haiz...sian...den alot of funny ting happen...hmm...say abt geraldine..say till her ver hot sia...u guess wat she did...she was abt to score but den a toopid fatty came n hit her hand... jus love my piggy dear..u will never be replace... hmm...don noe y i lik this song alot...go everywher i lik to hear this song hong zhan ver scare of this song cuz he is sick n tired of this song..haha...cuz i everytime hear den hong zhan will say "wa this song again..y u lik this song so much?"den lilian oso noe i lik this song alot,cuz my feelin r in this song n jus lik wat ia happenin nw...jus a fool waitin for someting tat will not happen again...wat till one day...hope she will noe wat happenin...how much i love her but not noe but regret lik me...im ver sorry dear...im reall ver sorry...all i can say is sorry ba...haiz...im still here waitin for you...u listen to this song...i noe u don lik chinese but all my feelin r in this song n i don noe how to say out all my feelin ba...u don noe how much i hav done for u...u jus don noe...i noe tat u r reall gettin ver angry abt me...cuz i jus cant take the fate abt this so hope someday u will noe..hmm..so sian..later got match sia...scare scare...they lose sia...mahahaha...so evil...but still reall ver scare is we lose le...haiz...cuz u all can see tat as u noe our galz team is reall ver lousy de..haiz...don say i say ho...haha...k la...hmm but reall ver lousy lo..hmm...den they everytime lazy lazy..haiz...sian don noe how to say them...haiz...but tink sure will win de la...haha...kk..update u guyz again...miss you my piggy dear...u r my onli one... Sunday, June 05, 2005
im still here waitin for u,im lost when u r not around... jus updatin for her ba...hmm...don noe wat to say le...haiz...jus still here waitin for miracle to happen someday ba...haiz...don noe wat to do nw to get her back...can someone jus teach me how to?i don noe...all i noe tat she reall hated me alot...haiz...i reall love her alot n miss her alot too..but all i noe is i don noe wat to do...im still jus me...the same old me...waitin for u jus u...lik a fool everyday waitin for u...i don noe...haiz...lilian call me n tellme say she got three way...one way is to jio her back...is i can i already did cuz i did all i can but jus nth work at all...haiz...jus some fool...u don understand my feelin toward u...every step i take u take one step backwards...haiz...i don noe y...jus don noe wat to do nw...jus miss u too much le..haiz...u jus don understand how much i love u...waitin for u...love u too much is jus hurtin me alot..how much i did it is useless...y den wat for i do so much...i reall don noe...keep myself in a room cry...tryin real hard but at last my tears drop out...i don noe y...i reall try hard nw...haiz...all i noe nw is i miss u alot...everyday is jus a day of darkness...hope tat someday u will understand...jus a toopid fool waitin for u to noe my feelin towards u...haiz...jus still waitin for tat day...im jus still waitin for the day lo...haiz...u don noe how weak mi...i noe u hurt alot by me...but tell me...got which stead didnt hurt each other before...im willin to chang but wat abt u....still rmb the time u tell me say after i chang den let talk abt it...is this ur promise?a broken one?jus rmb every words u say to me...den i rmb the picture message u sent to me it was two shirts tat write you + me forver + forever...haiz...jus don noe wat to say...n one is "i jus wann be the one who catches all ur tears.."jus waitin for u nw...waitin for ur reply...my piggy dear..as long one day im still waitin i will update for u everyday....jus for u...my piggy dear...love u lots...muackz.... i will do anyting to get u back..i swear... hmm...nw day ver sian...jus bein a useless person rot at hm...waitin for miracle to happen..haiz...hmm...sian..a week nw got 3 time trainin cuz got match den from tml onwards mon got match with juying school...den after tat wed got match with anothers school of galz...haiz...so damn tired....haiz....hmm...let say abt wat happen the past few week...friday was my ''aunt" Saturday, June 04, 2005
i still here waitin for u... im still here waitin for you....im lost when u're not around...i need to hold on to you..i jus cant let you go....from nw n den...u my piggy dear will nev be replace...nev so don tink of tryin to make me go away...it will alway be useless...so don try to tink of it...mayb im reall ver fan..but i noe wat im doin...so jus let me do it my way...im reall goin mad....y mus such a ting happen to me...im reall a big fool...along my way...it is dark...jus tryin my luck to walk the way tat u went....y???cuz im lost when u're not around...so tat y i need u back...im not strong to take the fate tat u r leavin me...u jus feel nth at all...haiz.... Thursday, June 02, 2005
i don noe y u hate me so much..i reall don noe... i don noe wat make u hate me so much...i reall don noe...mayb im reall ver fan or wat ba...haiz...jus feel damn damn damn sad...i reall love you alot n im reall tryin hard to let you go...but i jus cant...haiz...i don noe y...haiz...i jus don understand...i reall don wish to let you go..y mus i keep actin happy when im not...i don noe...haiz...nw im confuss...(??)...i don noe wat to do...in my mind it is jus don noe...im tryin hard to forget you...play basketball till got sunburn...i don noe wat to do den can make me giv up on you...i don noe...haiz...rmb this qing tian the startin u noe how to play...haiz...i reall regret alot...n i don wish to regret it all along my life...how long muz i wait...i reall start to breakin down...haiz...i don noe wat to do jus to get u back nw...jus don noe wat to do...haiz...jus lik everyting this song means...i don noe how long i hav to wait..but i don noe tat i will wait forever if i hav to...cuz it is nw this far...n im goin to wait no matter..u cant change my mind nw...i don noe...jus one day n i wil be ver happy...all the happy time r in my mind n i cant forget..ther r jus too many...mayb to u sad r more but i noe tat im reall ver sorry n im reall regrettin wat i hav done...y??y muz u trust me lik tat...everytime i try u jus keep gettin away from me...if im not wrong this is around onr year i noe u le...cuz i rmb is last year de 6month i noe u...still rmb alot of ting...haiz...i don noe wat to do...nw i jus don noe....haiz...jus wish tat u reall will understand me someday...plz...let me noe....don jus keep quiet...im willin to do anyting jus to get u nw...n forever...jus you will brighten up my life....all i wan is u...my piggy dear...wher r u nw...i miss you alot...reall im ver sorry...muackz... Wednesday, June 01, 2005
i wann be your baobei again....i love you...jus you... i don noe y everytime i will feel jealous of it...im sorry...reall ver sorry...i don noe y...mayb i reall love you too much le ba...i don noe i reall don noe...don blame me ok?i tink im reall ver selfish ba?i don noe...i reall scare to lose you...n i don wish to lose you...haiz...i don noe wat make me tink tat you will leave me alone in this world...i reall missin you alot...i don noe y...i miss you till i reall will get love sick...i have been waiting for u for half a year to patch...den if we nev break it will be 8months of us...haiz...i don noe y u will wann let me go...i reall don noe....i reall hav been enough n i reall wann let my tears out...i don noe y...u rather don feel anyting of it....everytime i hav been missin you...every nite b4 i slp i will read all the message u sent to me...but when i read till those message you sent n call me to get lost as you don love me anymore...my tear will jus fall...i try ver hard to let go..try ver hard not to let my tears to fall but everytime i tink of you...i cant...i jus cant....mayb the reason is i reall love you...alot...more den other do...cuz u r my onli one...i don noe whether do u read my blog anot...i don care....i jus wann let u noe tat no matter how long i will wait...n im willin to wait....cuz 8month of us...n i will not walk out....not even a step away from u...n this is a promise i hav make to u....im reall ver sorry lilian....im....cuz i don noe...i jus don lik ppl to get near her...i jus feel lik hittin the person...i noe,i noe tat im ver selfish of me...but i reall cant control...i jus cant...cuz ther is jus noone,noone....noone lik you im my heart...belive me you are my onli one...n it will be always...you will nev be replace...nev...n plz tel me....stop all this nonsense....i reall don noe wat to do...alot of them call me to giv up...but i cant...cuz u r my onli one...haiz....but y?y do all this hav to happen?if there is a world or a place jus you n me....i will be ver happy....i don understand....let me tell u how love sick mi....my hp everyting is all abt u...the profile...message...picture message...everyting...my com de profile....background....user...is all your picture....my everyting of my password...is jus your name...jus all abt you....cuz i jus love you too much....8months le....i don noe wat to do....but u r the person who make me waited 6months....jus you...i reall love you alot....i miss you alot too...i wann be your baobei again....i don noe wat to do now....can someone plz,plz....tel me wat to do to get her back....kidnap her?i don noe...but all i noe is i reall miss you alot...dear plz don make me wait lik a fool....i don wan....im reall willin to giv up everyting if i hav to....jus to get you back...i reall miss you badly...i don noe wat to do nw....im jus too lonely....without you im reall breakin down...im reall...today(1/6)i saw you i jus reall wann go hug you...but i cant...i reall feel lik hittin lilian but i cant...i don noe...im confuss...is not tat im selfish or wat...but i reall wann tel you tat im missin you alot...i reall miss you alot....dear...will jus tat some day ne today...tell me tat u still love me...jus tell me n i will reall go crazy....plz i reall wann be your baobei again....i reall wan...missin you alot...my onli one...piggy dear...muackz.... |
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