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shuqun primary. (1996 - 2002)fuhua secondary. (2003 - 2006) itedover. (2008-2009) maro1233@hotmail.com 27 DEC 1990  ● Tagboard
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Wednesday, August 30, 2006
 guan hong ar. see don't try it anymore ok?  me, king, genius . drinking?  martell. 40%. bad for health. message that i leave for you. i noe you won't feel anything. of cause you already forget those happy time. and forget about everything apart of us alreay. who else who know how sad i really feel? closing my eye yet i feel that you are leaving me that kind of pain. why can't you let me love you more. wish to tell you i love you on the phone but i don't dare. i want to let go of you. forget you. let me don't miss her anymore. i will wave my hand saying goodbye. regret that i walk away. let me go first cause i don't wanna see the back view of yours. cause i will stop and break down at that point. who can understand. standin with me. tinking of how i feel. too bad. all those above i can't do it. i can't why? i wish i really could do those and let me don't think of her anymore. but god i can't. i have stop running from the truth. i see her, tears rolling, i break down, but she can't see the way i'm now. how can i hide my feeling? my fear? don't tink of place that we went. those tings that we do? why are you so cold blooded? why are passvie like this? i'm really tired of crying at home. but how can i stop it? let me love you more for this last time and i will let go. turn back and let me walk off. waving goodbye. and let me stop tinking of you. the last time. well maybe someday you will know how i really feel, i hope. this hurt. i had never cry so much, never really make me feel that i don't wanna study no more. never really go back to the normal days. and let me die instead. tryin hard feelin to jump. but i can't whenever i see my family memeber. cutting is stupid. but i did try. is still can't stop me from getting more pain. crying everytime i blog. listening to song. tears are rolling. and i can't see your face of gentle. my tears have blur my vision and i can't see the road in front of me. have you ever had so much hurt before? you are walking so fast that i can't catch up. running away from me and i see two shadow. have you ever hurt so deep? love so deep? cry so much? do so much? carry on with your life but what about me. never turn back and there i don't see you anymore. i wish, there is just too much i wish. but what more can i do? so what if i noe im wrong? i can't do anyting more, to love you more. the chalet you sister have. the drawing that you draw. the song tthat you like. i had never tot of hurting you. never really tot of giving up. hanging on. but all those i do. can you see? you are walking your way but i can't even stand. tot of giving up. but all everytime i say but i can't do. losting every part of it and wat more i can do to hold back? if you tellin me break up is just saying and there you are walking away. then i tell you, you mayb walk away happily but not to others. it not just giving up on other and care about yourself. i learn so much. but in the end what did i get? tears, pain, quit schooling, smoking. all this is what i get now. nothing more. so this is what you see apart if me but all i see in your is just smile. and all you care is about yourself. that all? what about me? did you see me? in your sight maby i'm not even there. if found you in the crowd. so did you found me in the crowd, but you choose to pretent that i'm not there. is it so hard to forgive someone? is it so easy that feeling will fade? there is fear in me to see you wallkin pass me, and pretent that you don't know me at all. let me go back. let me in your heart once again. let me do wat i did wrong to make it right once again. i don't believe that that feeling are so easy to just fade. 7month sofastbutyetsolong. wat more? mayb you tell me that you are leaving and i swear that day i will love you more and never let you go again. please believe in me once again. today maple at home then at night go meet best friend bought 4 maple card to cut my charter hair. well. then go taman play lan again. morning come back. ya la, jasling fai. i know haixin caught 16, i know i never caught any la. go there feed prawn only right. you die le la. i this thurs we go prawn i will prove that i will ho. that day don't want show off only what. haha. well. thurs go prawing. hope it this will make me feel better. i hope. well. then tat day at haixin house downstair wif guan hong,zhang lang and jasline la..chit chat lo...ling time never see zhang lang la. hmm. then haixin everytime take plane come meet us de. everytime her plane will deley de. at her house downstair also deley. sian lo. well i guess this is it ba. thurs is comin soon. monday and tuesday is N level le. wat am i going to do? am i going to take or just fail? just hope you will tell me what to do. to go school or not? say something better and not to hurt me no more. i don't want to tink anymore. tell me will you? and i need that person is you. if my phone won't find then i tink this prove that i'm really too useless and hopeless already. if she say someting better i will be in a good mood i guess. well. i can know the answer as now i'm tinking. haiz. well. update till here. goin to train maple. then sleep. then at night go attend jia ling and best friend the wedding for maple. they going to married le. so sweet. how i wish. ok la. update soon. tell me that this i not for real. i wanna know the answer. tell me you still love me. forgive me for my wrong. let me do wat is wrong to get it right once again. running away so far. yet all i see is my shadow. come back home, i will wait for you. |
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