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Sunday, August 27, 2006
, sonearyetsofar. yes i know you hated me for doing that, i know you betray your trust, but do you think i'm happy to do that after all i have done? yes i know you won't forgive but how long do you want this to go on? i'm sorry, nothing to say but sorry that all i had in my mind. i know by saying sorry means nothing. if you really want me to prove it on that how much i love you and how much will i do just for you. i just wanna do something now to prove that i really love you from the start. you are really really the girl that i love so so long. yes one year is long too, but to me memories of us are too many. ya i know you forgive me alot of time. but this time i swear i will try to be a prefect one, not to let you down, not to let you go anymore. i still remeber the day that we first met, the last day we last met. the day met was the day at shaw mac. you give me that kind of feeling that nobody had ever give me. you are the one who took me out from the darkness before where i was. you found me bring brightness, hopes, and love to my world. i know i will stick with you. you told me, you will stick with me as long as jack will not stick with me. but i know that was the past. those present you give me, those m&m, wallet the bag and more. i still keep it. last time i use to spent alot of money and you are the one who control me. well i need ppl to control me but still sometime i maybe too much over it. the i love you you sent to me. cause i wanna make sure that you love me anot. and you sent a page of i love you which nobody did. you say you wish that you could be like jack stead so that you can always be with me, you say cause bestie also need you. yes i know of cause she also need you. everytime you ask me don't go home too late but sometime i will cause i want you to nag at me. you said i can give what bestie cant give you, and same bestie can also give you that kind of love that i can't give. and of cause it different kind of love, you say you really love me alot alot. and that was the first time you say muackz. i really have tears with touch. that was the first time that i ever really feel that i have never feel so wanted. it was long that i wake up from what i have did. but still i don't wish to leave you. i'm being selfish. what wrong with being selfish? well i know there is too much thing to forgive me. but just this one last time. love can't fade so soon,memories can't be ease so fast, the feeling can't se replace so easy, the moment of touch too hard to forget. but still i won't try to forget those good time. cause i know who i need, i know who i want. i hate to see couple walking pass me, i hate that kind of feeling when ppl are happily with their partner. but truth i oso feel happy for them. that day i see fireworks, the are so many couples. seeing those loving fireworks. there are so many thing we haven done. best friend also quarrel but they quarrel had never say break up. but it the end they are still those sweet lovely couple. i mean they are like never say bye that kind. they quarrel over lame thing, maple la, they even fight, scold those ****. but still they are so loving la. is not me who use excuse like smoking don't wanna let you know. all ppl will tell their love one they will quit but they will still smoke. i mean smoking is not a bad thing after all. but untill the day where our love one know that we smoke we of cause say we don't wanna quarrel, don't wanna let you worry but it truth but passive don't believe. yes we promise we don't smoke, in the first place we don't even need to promise right. but it a kind of don't wanna let you worry or what. i love the way i stare at you but you don't like that kind of expression. i may irrite you sometime. but still i love the way you are. just the way you are. what is wrong is already wrong. if you know that it is wrong then don't let it happen again. and this of cause won't happen anymore. i don't want in the end all this happen. my world is prefect to have jasline, guan hong, best friend, maple, but it not prefect without you at all. is truth that basketball took my life, but soon i know you over take my life too. i know what is the right thing in my life and wrong thing i have done. let it be the past and i won't repeat anymore. angelangel, girlgirl, whereareyou, ineedyouso, itbeensolongthatyouhavebeengone. pleasecomebackhome. well blog about this few day?yeah my maple name simsokyin is already level 33 le. haha. fighter man. sorry guan hong and jasline yesterday i PS your wor. i really didn't mean it but think back i really never pei sze hui and jialing. i mean even tot they are couple but i already stick with them for quite long out of sudden never meet them, then they really wish that we all could like go jialing house to watch cd. just this simple thing that they want us to do. yes supper i know i meet guan hong one, but can your just don't go two way? it hard to choose one way to go. i want both side but why this kind of thing happen? haiz. parents lost hope on me. that kind of feeling. well my mum ask me that day why don't i wanna go back to school and i told her i'm not in the mood to go back yet. she told me she already lost hope on me. that day you went to my house they saw and they know about us already. cause my wallpaper in my phone the wallpaper in my computer, and they know. it like my mum somehow already. well, after that she saw me crying at night and she ask me why? i told her my friends, which i lie. and she ask me say if whoever can make me go back to school she really will beg that person. well it useless. i let my mum down. i'm sorry mum. my n level? i can take the paper back blank and give you back. and i will tell my mum. please give me a break. forci me gonna be useless. if a useless person it got no use anymore. a hopeless person can nev be useful anymore. my brain already stop long ago. my heart hav alreadydead in studies. nothing will make me happy anymore. i don't wanna be a useless person but i can't help it. hanging on the thread and holdin on, i don't know how long i will wait but till the day that you forgive me everything will be back asap. sorry mum. well then when jialing house see battle rage, wa, it so cool can. killing their own class mate, then use different weapon, so cool la. they have to kill each other to suriov, the last one who have not been dead will win. well, they really kill each other like mad. hmm. even friend they also kill la. this meaning is like saying "treat nobody in this world." quite true la. hmm, then see the scary movie 4 funny but too bad i see it before le. haha. well i hope i will get the chance to have this kind of outing and play game to kill each other take different kind of weapon la. so cool can. not that i'm sick but is truth right. i mean you won't get a chance to play this kind of game? haha. jasline say i'm sick. well i'm not ok. but still it cool. haha. hmm. well after that sleep at jialing house. hmm, after that went chong pang to eat chicken rice with best friend. go buy fishin rot. goin crazy for fishing? nah. not so soon. after seven month. now maple season for all of us. haha. hmm. after tat try to play lan at there to wait for jialing as she is playin manjong with her friend, when me and best friend go play lan, first go north point play sad to say no maple la. hmm. so play CS. then after tat went to this lan shop open by BANGLA. sux man. i think i'm recist but truth to say the computer sux. it like lagging like hell? waste then my house? well after tat BTH. go taman. yeah. my favo lan shop la. i tink here the lan shop is the best. hmm. now im still ther. and den later no need sleep lo. 1.30 pm meet jasline eat breakfast, OH GOD, i 11am meet guan hong go sentosa! how? tell me? where to go? tell me la! haiz. well soon i will try not to PS anyone. hmm. take care guys. update soon. i will wait to prove my heart is truth, the hardest thing i ever do, to turn around and walk away, pretend that i had never love you before. |
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