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Sunday, September 24, 2006
, lolz lolz lolz. hmm. ytd went to jasline birthday BBQ. well alot of ppl go la. hmm. eat take photo. hmm. well. after tat threee diff group la.haha. hmm. me best frien, jia ling, daddy. guess wat me ad sh do? lolz. we use paper to bbq la. haha. damn funny sia. then jia ling the man la. haha. long story la.hmm. fun day we had. but was ver down that day. haiz. heard wat im not surpose to heard. damn sad. well well. hmm. alright. this is wat im len to again. once again. wher am i wrong this time? hmm. ok la. damn sad la. haiz. alright. waiting waiting and still waiting. well. you are avoiding avoiding and avoid. hmm. update till here. fucking com!!! Friday, September 22, 2006
, avoid avoid and avoid. lolz. too lazy tp update le. ya. feel like closing my blog soon. haiz. well well. nothing much to say. tml is JASLINE FAI BIRTHDAY! 18 le ho. still like don noe how old la. haha. ok don say le. help her prepare her BBQ ting la. wa damn busy la. now aday my com down la. fuck up. soon will be alright le. ya. so bored like audition so so much la. haha. damn crazy over it soon. haha. AUDITION. well jasline cant stand me playin that audition song. thay all cant stand me la.. haha. lolz la. hmm. well. online online online. my life. great. haha. well well. i love it. tml jasline birhtday so busy busy now. haiz. ok la. update till here. AUDITION HERE I COME!!!!! avoid avoid avoid. i love you my gal. muackz. and you brighten my life. 50. =) , avoid avoid and avoid. lolz. too lazy tp update le. ya. feel like closing my blog soon. haiz. well well. nothing much to say. tml is JASLINE FAI BIRTHDAY! 18 le ho. still like don noe how old la. haha. ok don say le. help her prepare her BBQ ting la. wa damn busy la. now aday my com down la. fuck up. soon will be alright le. ya. so bored like audition so so much la. haha. damn crazy over it soon. haha. AUDITION. well jasline cant stand me playin that audition song. thay all cant stand me la.. haha. lolz la. hmm. well. online online online. my life. great. haha. well well. i love it. tml jasline birhtday so busy busy now. haiz. ok la. update till here. AUDITION HERE I COME!!!!! avoid avoid avoid. i love you my gal. muackz. and you brighten my life. 50. =) Sunday, September 17, 2006
, stop talking relationship, and care more for my mum? lolz. guyz are just so sux like my dad! same like hime one fuck off i tell you. to me guys are just totally dead in my heart. no way. in my mind, they only want girl for sex, play when they lonely. what are all this? fucker. well for me my friend of guys, those i know one it still ok? ya. so fuck up. so they think money can buy anything? rich big deal? rich so? rich can't buy love! rich can't buy family! those real blood family! you will never know the fun! if you are really rich go and donate money la. don't only know how to show off. and if you no money don't try to act like you got alot of money. please. fuck off la. oh well. i don't know what is going wrong in my heart. i want to love but i still very scare my wound have not heal. i don't wish to get hurt again. i am thinking that maybe someone who walk into her heart will be better? i hope this will not be wrong? well well well. i scare that she will reject. i scare to love so deep again. i don't wish to drop into another trap. i wanted to walk with her till the end. but she turn back and left me here alone. i wish to love another one. but still i can't make up my mind. cause i'm still waiting for my future. i really don't know what to do. it seem like the salt water is sweet to me. i tot that i hold your hand and grap your hand and you will be saft. but seem to me i'm wrong. it like you even pull me into the trap but yet you left me. and left the trap. i can't wait for future. but now i can't see the future. loving you is not hard, but i promise that i won't let you cry. that day in bus stop. you hug me so tigh and you don't wish to let go. thank you for hurting me so much. i love it alot. i love the pain. and it numb already. i promise i won't cry for you not anymore. since you take me for granted. so it seem like i'm a fool. what uncle and auntie. and now. i know the meaning. promises are meant to be broken. fuck you. to say that, that was the past. ya right. it was the past and you don't need to keep the promise. thankz ho. i have been waiting for the future. and i tot it will be you. and now i know. jiamin don't cry for her le!! wake up!!so what the point of saying that i will walk with her till the end when she herself choose to let go? it useless. in useless to say anything already. cause no matter what i still won't let go. haiz, lolz. this is such a happy endind huh? ya! jiamin wake up, don't cry. two heart make one prefect. i promise that i won't make you cry. not anymore. i will protect you. cause i'm waiting for my new fututre. don't hurt me anymore, will you? i'm scare to know that the answer. it's so hurtful. and this time i will walk with you till the end and never let go anymore. and this is what i swear to you. promise not matter we are friend or not. cause in my mind, there is never this sentence, promise are meant to be broken. believe me will you? dnah yhcti Saturday, September 16, 2006
, fuck off. lolz. ytd was fun fun fun plus fun. yeah! went to jas house. hmm, dean and her stead , jasline, niang, karin of cause, guan hong. i tink that all? ya. then watch LITTLE MAN. haha. so cute and funny la. sudd i like ting mama de hua so much la. hmm. i feel like suddenly i remeber how my mum cry for me alot of time. i know i dissapoint her alot la. haiz. i don't wann hurt her anymore. how i really wish i can grow up faster then can make her proud la. don't wish her to cry anymore. ok ok. back to topic. then after tat watch finish eat and niang house. cannot stand deam and her stead la. damn sweet and we are so irrited. cause too sweet le. haha. hmm. after tat went to play pool with dean and jas. fuck la. dean went to meet a BUNG name YANLING!!!!!!!! can you believe that? haiz. why ar? i hated that. but that bung yanling was so so nice la. she and her stead name??? i don't know. 8YEARS!!! OH MY GOD. SO SWEET. then sent us home. and now i know that JASLINE FAI is soso auntie la. haha. don wann say out only ok! haha. be nice to her. then YANLING sent us to dean house. then we go her house to watch L word. 2 season. like one damn bloody cd how long la. hmm. then i fell asleep. haha. cause all the gal are like not nice one. then dean so funny keep showing gal to let us see. well. ok. went home damn tired three bloody days never sleep le. alright. hmm. then at night meet jasline, gunahong, then went to her house. rot? ok. then after tat i went to meet mummy and daddy. eat first pass me ting? then went back to jasline house. then rot there. hmm. at night there is just some little litte funny ting happen la. lolz damn. wanna to pass her someting la. haha. buy chocolate for her. hmm. then that idiot daddy ho. ah yo. really damn funny la. cause ho. we at the house outside tot it was like 13 floor? in the end me, guan hong and daddy sit at 14 floor there wait for her i ask her open the door take ting la. hmm. then after tat sudd 14 floor ppl open the door we run lik hell la. cuz it joyce -_-".... lolz la. ok then. give her. i was like so hungry and scare. hmm. then we saw one lady or guy? or maybe not even human?? fuck shut up jiamin. ok bla bla bla.. went to eat. meet best friend and jialing. now at lan shop. ya.here i am. , should i or should i not? , mind make up already? , i really don't know. , but special feeling inside me. , telling me i should. , well i need to think. , but i can't bear the other one. , itchy hand!!!!! DAMN. Wednesday, September 13, 2006
, lame to say that. when you see me cry you will smile. sian damn tired la. just came home. today math prelim guess what i do for that 1 and the half hour. SLEEP!! lolz. do some question then sleep. MUMMY I WANT MY SUSHI!!! haiz. when will all this stop? i flunk my math. what is next tell me soon! sick to really say that when you see me cry it make you smile. haiz. jasline birthday coming le wor. haha. how? now i think if it was my birthday i don't i will be very happy ba. haiz. when can you really come back home? haiz. to itchy hand, well, if she already treat you like that le. what for still wanna hold on? she is so what la. haiz. feel real sad for you. hmm. don't waste your tear on people who don't worth ok? jiayou. no matter what happen, you still got friends. and me. smile like this =). jia you. Tuesday, September 12, 2006
, another day have just pass. 6more day. sian i miss my prelim on monday again. fuck la. no mood to go also but i forget la. hmm. well went lan shop playing lan lo. long time never update le. putting password in blog soon. you know it then good la. don't know then too bad lo. sian ar. my warrior level 39 wor. "simsokyin" can add me and play la. the other one is zZyanlingZz. lolz la. ok never mind. my account is just like. full of name lo. well it ok. two day never sleep again. last night went to fish with guan hong. at canal la. 1hour = 14 fish? plus 2 or 3 drop off. ok fine don't say le. non stop hit la. lolz. then after tat 4plus went to eat then guanhong go home i go home. by the time is 6 le. then so damn tired la. hmm. then 6.20 have to wake up go school? sleep only like 16min?!? lolz. then i scare i will fail my CPA la. N-level sia. haiz. how sad then. after exam mrs low let us see movie as we have to wait till 1045 then can go home. then she let us see HONEY la. so damn hot and choi can. then after tat went to shimin house. smoke and smoke la. hmm. starryberry cigg. nice la. but today was HOT la. omg. hmm well know one more new friend. he was kind la. friendly lo. but is mixed blood. cool man. lolz. then meet jasline, fee, eunice, jessie, daddy and katek la. at hke. study awhile in the end go play ball. well. play till very hot la. argh!!! don't wish to say le. hmm. well now at home. maple awhile then go sleep le. damn tired la. I'M A SUPER HERO! NEVER SLEEP FOR DAY! EVEN MISS TWO BLOODY PRELIM LA. SUCH A PRO PERSON LIKE ME! JOIN THE CURITUS NOW. EXP IS BEING FOOL AROUND! well to baobei, still waiting for the day la. how to ever get you. avioding me. there is nothing i can do. it seem like it so hard to forget you then i tot. totally different la. lolz. fine. i don't know what more to say. feeling inside me is so fucking upset from the start. how could this really happen to me? well, life is just a game. you have to control the game, not let the game control you, same in relationship, control the relationship instead of let it being control. so damn lolz can. fine. i will just wait my life there. FOR YOU. having weird dream now adayz. GO AWAY!!!! Thursday, September 07, 2006
, telling me that i have no more chance. truth to say you are the cold blooded one what did i ever say wrong. did you think about how i feel in the first place. bloody selfish. so is senting a good luck will kill you much. no only i unfaithful what in the first place if that guy didn't come between this will this kind of thing happen? so you think i didn't think of your feeling? i did. but did you. if i never tot of your feeling maybe it will be different now lo. indeed that you telling me that you will give me a chance to touch you. i try but you telling me that you didn't. are you telling the truth. craps are just craps. i try telling you in a good way but you don't seem to like it so i have to be like this not as if i want. i know nobody ask me to wait but i tot maybe by waiting you will seem to be touch but what did i get again? HURT HURT HURT. the reason is THE SKY WILL NOT TURN BLUE IN MY LIFE ANYMORE. i tot maybe if i ask one last time. and i think if your answer is NO. maybe i won't cry. i am so so wrong about myself. if in this world there i already someone who sing unfaithful. and she know that she won't do it anymore. so? why can't others do? why don't you just give someone who love you so much chances? so you think everytime i walk out of the door i seem to have a smile in my face? NO I DON'T. i just wanna let you know that nobody really love you so much as i really do. nobody ever make me cry and hurt so so much. so long too, i maybe thinking maybe i let go is will be good. this will be the end. but i can't. you means think this is all crap. ya. after all i am always thinking cause i really don't want to hurt you anymore. cause i really don't see the reason why. this is what my world life i did such a wrong thing. you say you don't wish to let go. you won't do things that hurt me.but what are you doning now? promises are meant to break. am i right? are you going to tell me this? ya after you have tell me that you don't wanna get sad anymore. i know what to do already. what you baobei love her sweetheart truckloads la. what your friend still say first time see you in relationship so long la. say though i'm a pig, but is a special pig to you. you only kiss this dearest pig of yours. you miss this pig so much. you love this pig so much. so you think if i really don't love you then why di i still keep your messages. i already deleted everything all the messages inside my phone in front of you to really prove that you are the only one. so what my fault la make you miss me so much la. all this you are telling me is just lies? calling me dear for that one time? though is just one time but this already make me happy. from the one time muackz you sent to me. even tot is just one time. but still i'm happy. i really don't need anything but all i want is just you. viewing tot , i saw this message and make me think. how you care for me. asking me rmb to rub my blue black if by wed or thurs still haven ok yet you help me. maybe this to other is just a message nothing much but to me. is still love. telling me just hope that we won't quarrel. and will be together long long. is not i don't want but in the end. choose to let go. i don't know one of those message you told me sorry for everything. you will never say those thing again. and you will NEVER leave me too. just rmb that you will always be with me. and you will understand everything too. well this is just what you say in the start. what uncle won't leave auntie. i still ask what if that one day if a guy like you? you answer me. no i won't leave me pig la. i won't leave my auntie la. and this is how much i really trust you. asking me not to be too sensitive. NO GUY WILL LIKE YOU. yayaya. and saying if there is, you also won't like them. you only love auntie la. you don't want me to get hurt or to be sad. like that you also won't be happy. you need me only.the rest you don't care and i'm already good enough for you. you are already mine la. so you will alwaya be with me. being force to call jay pig. no one really can read my mind but only you could. i still rmb how your mum and my mum nearly know we two la. well the ring it is still hanging in my phone. it have never really took out from my phone till the day. what having love sick. haiz. you say you won't run away one. even if i want you to go. but now it seem to be the other way round. asking you to try messaging me first, but you seem to don't like this way. sign in the end nothing really matters after that. keep telling me you won't hurt me. you say this that make me really feel so hurt. if i don't love you i wonldn't have care, TRUTH. i won't cry for you, QUITE TRUTH. but i'm so xin ku can, I'M SORRY. I hate long distance relationship, it's so hard to see you. SO DO I. and all i can do is just to miss you, ONLY YOU? i know it's no choice. but i really miss you, SO I DON'T? i'm tired of everything. WELL WELL WELL. this is after she have sent me and i really cry, telling me she won't hurt me anymore. so i also don't want to hurt you, see you crying. everyone like to say, haven get that girl and treat her like treasure. but once you had her, you start treat her like shit. this is not what is meant to be said lo. it like what my dearest daddy say. is that they just can't feel the starting of the relationship of how sweet that time was. this may not be the sweetest la. but at least there is something that will make them think of you. so 7month and i think she will forget everything so clearly. daddy say NO. just like mummy and daddy 1year 5month. and it is so easy to forget right. it is not as if you already don't have feeling what. out of your mind? plus that smiling face. how sad. you already say that tears is feeling we can't say. alright i'm mentarlly tired already. i have enough of everything around me. you just don't understand how much it hurt. till the day you feel it yourself. sign today is really such a bad day. damn bad. haiz. firstly not enough sleep. then studying all those so simple math is really don't know. i don't want this kind if life. sign. what can i choose. nothing i can choose. i can't choose to patch up. i can't choose to not study. i can only to choose to go girl's home? or overseas. that my mum tell me. morning quarrel with my fucking grandma. please can someone kill me or her. i really having alot of stress. then quarrel with jasline la. then what. sze hui! over her phone. and saying i compair her phone and jialing, i was like saying joke. so you think only you drop the phone only? others won't? if you phone really so inportant then a friend now. then fine. i really got nothing better to say. then what being so stupid and asking her if i do stand a chance. when i know the answer. please la. i really hate this kind of life. i don't tink i will wann be so faithful anymore. maybe this will len a very bad way. learning to be faithful but yet you still get hurt. why? i don't know. stop asking me. stop forcing me to a side. i'm already very sad about relationship, and family members. then NOW WHAT? FRIENDSHIP. fucking shit la. telling that you are happy with some other guy, are you sure you won't get sad when ever all this happen? telling me i'm out of your mind. you are doing something that prove you so wrong. forgive what i have done. and try everything out again. i beg you, don't give up when you don't feel like. 213days. 400hundred plus of sweet messages. thousand of messages. two half of heart to make one. you are the one who i really love. not petty but truthfully love you. i won't say i love her. that one thing for sure. love love love, i wanna have that dream again tonight, it seem that this will be great. only daddy know. sorry to say all this but i really just want to try out again. still can't forget every little thing we did. 181205, 7month Wednesday, September 06, 2006
, it the end, she was cold blooded and she didn't want to see me . yesterday so damn fan la. ah ya. waited for my stupid grandma to go home then meet jasline one but best friend message me ask me meet her sell thing la. ok. then grandma come home le. then have to wait till sze hui come jurong then can go out. i guess my life is just waiting, waiting, and wait. sign. how my life. then never get to meet jasline lo. well don say le. idiot best friend. eat finish my favo duck rice at jurong east. then keep saying that i'm full. then i will go and started a little that ting again. keep making me laugh lo. ass. haha. after that went to lan shop then play lan lo, 4 hour? ya. after tat went to prawn again, yeah. this time i was heng. i catch 15 prawn la. then that uncle keep asking us go, go. like that la. then jialing was high but after tat low..... lol. ok fine then went home lo. sianed. so damn tired, didnt sleep for 2 day. haiz. damn tired la. sign. she update her blog but seem to update about her guy. why? i'm i going to wait for people like that? well how long have i been waiting? not tat i'm tired of waiting but you don see me, don even wanna care about me. then wat the point? sorry don't wish to update. cause mood swing again. cause of her. i don know wht to do next. everytime sit in front of com then tears start to drop. i hate this. do you know? haiz. you really don't know la. still didn't message. and didn't want to care. since there is no more ainnversary, so wat is the use of calendar? so wat is the point of foreverlove? sign. i guess i will still wait ba. if you don't believe. i will see mayb after n's i will be gone. forever. when you wanna come back? Tuesday, September 05, 2006
, tell me something that will make me happy. why can't we go back to the past when you still have feeling? why can't you just say good luck to me? how dissapoint. haiz. this is what i get again. i don't know why so many thing happen at a go. first feeling fade, then after tat got a guy, then fallling for vinny-man. haiz. how long can i take this pain? are you taking me for granted? i hope not please. i'm not taking you for granted but i really miss you and want to treasure you once and for all. but seem that you don't wish to. why? why are you so cruel? love is selfish. for this time i'm sure that i won't give up now. but how long can i hang here? not long. maybe you turn back you won't see me anymore. but for now i will still hang on there. as long as i can. cuase i really wanna prove that you are the only one i love. you are the only one i want. that all i wanna do now ba. feeling is so hard to fade. is just too hard. sign. and this is all want i get. blaming myself, cuase the last day if i know this will really happen then i sure love you more. let you feel how important you are to me. let you know you are the one i love of all. unfaithful. sign. i should have read your blog for that time. maybe this won't have happen. bustard me. dumb me. haiz. regret, just full of regret. too many already. how long can a person wait. just wish time can rewind. how i use to fell alseep in your leg. you don't even dare to move. cause you scare to wake me up. how we use to watch so many movie. how we use to do all these lame thing. quarrel over lame thing. this is just part of it in our relationship. but i just it over already. can all this go back? it is in your hand, not mine. i'm already yours. but yet you still can't see me. the wallet, the bag, the m&m, the cookies. sign. how can all this happen. how i really wish that you will write a letter for me. and that will be sweeter and anything. those kisses you gave me, those warm hug i had from you. everyday i'm still waiting for this day to come back once again. will you? come back anf trust me once again? i hope you will. i don't wanna think those day, cause i want to have those day, but not to think of that. tell me that you do. i will let you see the future. let you see the best in me, i don't wish you to see the weakness inside of me. i promise if you come back i'm sure i will not smoke, fetch you after your O's. celebrate my birthday once again. like last years we use to. like how i hold your hands. tell me do i stand a chance? waiting everyday, just to let you know how i really love you, open minded, but is not truth. how sweet those life are when we are together. but will u come back and love me again? trust me, and i will NOT let you down once more. i swear to you, everything. this is not a lie. but promise. i swear =) Monday, September 04, 2006
, why can't you turn back? . how do i live without you? well i guess your blog is putting the guy that you like alot ba. haiz. so dumb of me to see her blog but yet hurting myself. everyday waiting for nothing, everyday think that you are just beside me. haven i did alot of thing? but nothing just touches you. nothing at all. i'm nothing better then that guy in your heart. just shit to your sight. just shit. how long do you want to len me on? how long? sometime i really feel lik giving up. well everytime i say but i can't do. why? how i wish i lost my memories. lost everyting. everything start anew. don't let me rmb the past. how much do i have to do? how long do you need to forgive me? how long? tell me please! stop treating me like i don't excit at all. why everytime i only feel hurt? why do you have to lie to me by just saying giving me a chance? but yet nothing i did touches you? nothing at all. do you know waiting for you is just what i am doing. how am i going to let you see me! how? damn you. i love and hate you so deep. but yet all you see is that guy? how am i going to live? why must i be like this? i hated myself. do you know all this pain i'm going tot? no you don't. even when i breath i feel the pain. do you know how much i miss you? no you don't. have you ever tot of saving this relationship? NO you don't. can you even see me standing in the crowd? NO YOU DON'T. a truth love and all it left is memories and hurt. but all you are doin now is moving on. from me, from that guy, and now i'm so far away. tell me now. do you still really love me?i turn back and think i see those thing we did, those loving days, those loving us. tell me do you ever tink? let me answer no you don't and you don't wish to. have you ever think of how it really hurt. do you feel sad? tears droping. a person waiting for you. but yet you don't wish to see me.what if turn the whole thing round. and you see how will that feel. so you really tink is fun huh? fuck you. i hated this kind of pain. tell me la. i'm not pushing everything to you lo. so you tink everything is my fault? and now you turn back all in your mind is just that guy! if you are me, doing so much ting, waiting for your love's one. but all your love;s one only tink about is the person she like now. how will you feel. this world is so unfair. why should i be here now? why should i work in orchard that time? why everything started so easy but yet ended do diffcult? but to you is seem so easy. tell me now! all i just want is to be with you. treasure you, love you once more. but you don't seem to care. standing in your side ,tinking that i'm irriting you life. turn the whole ting round. and stand in my shoe. all you see now and then is that guy. what about me? waiting for you, everytime. never tot of giving up. knowing my wrong to turn it to right. smiling inside but i'm crying. tinking of you and the past but do you? tell me. ytd went to lan shop heard this song it was nice la. haiz. but now it is a sad song to me. making tears fall. everynight i just don't like blogging but blogging vent all my anger out. then went to eat mac. sleep at jia ling house. with best friend. then wake up go eat la. at yishun. call so many ting, got shack fin, then alot of. so full till now la. then that idiot sze hui keep saying on our way home that she is so full. then i will say abit lo. then she say again, i answer back. abit lo. everytime she say i answer the same. playin wif me la. idiot la. wanna smack her la. dotz. well fun but tml i'm going to die soon. how i wish you rmb the ting that i say. i just hope that she will message and wish me good luck. but i don't ink she will at all. haiz. that all i can say. sign. nothing much i do gonna make her come back? tell me i'm wrong. story repeat everything is just shit la. haiz am i going to live without you?update soon. guess those word you say is just telling the guy and you already forget me already. forget about everything................ Sunday, September 03, 2006
, unfaithful . there are too many undone. sign. playing maple. sian why just can't she undestand all this ting sia. haiz. i'm still waiting for you. update till here ba. mood swing cause of you. when can we go back to the past? when can everything be normal? when can you come back home? i don't know. i'm so selfish, cause all i want is to have you and your love. Saturday, September 02, 2006
 , the prawn we catch. yeah! 65 wor. , unfaithful . well ytd it was like at nite i meet jasline. hmm. the went prawing la. fun sia. there was me, jessie suddenly jasline say like don't carry on with your life like that. they started to say their life story. well i know la. but i just don't know why it still bother me alot. haiz. zhang lang say girl can still find but you can't find back the time to study i only left 2 day to catch up all my work of 4 years. damn la. haiz. but it is truth. thankz brother. thankz jasline. thankz guan hong. i know what to do le. finally like someone wake me update but too bad. i still can't wake uo from my relationship between me and her. haiz. what am i going to do more? to hold you back? i try everything aleady but it doesn't seem to work. you know it kill me inside so deep. so do you. haiz. i don't know why. hai xin still hanging there too. cause peishee stil don't know what to do la. haiz. same for me but i broke up le. well guess that i still don't wish to wake my mind on this. now i guess. all this is still the beginning. haiz. i don't know why. i guess this friend of mine is who i need ba. playing lan and slacking my life can't help and now i have to study on my own le la. miss so many lesson sia. haiz. but still don't know alot of thing so i ask guan hong lo. she was nice and teach me. haiz. truth to say this is what friends are. they are there when i need them. i love them so much. i mean as a friend la. haha. ok la. update soon la. bye guys. thankz alot. i'm still waiting as long as i still love you. i will wait my whole life out. but what about you? can you see me? i'm in the crowd. i guess not anymore. put a gun in my forehead. let me die with no pain. i will do anything for you. but still i love you. 181205 |
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