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shuqun primary. (1996 - 2002)fuhua secondary. (2003 - 2006) itedover. (2008-2009) maro1233@hotmail.com 27 DEC 1990  ● Tagboard
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Thursday, September 07, 2006
, telling me that i have no more chance. truth to say you are the cold blooded one what did i ever say wrong. did you think about how i feel in the first place. bloody selfish. so is senting a good luck will kill you much. no only i unfaithful what in the first place if that guy didn't come between this will this kind of thing happen? so you think i didn't think of your feeling? i did. but did you. if i never tot of your feeling maybe it will be different now lo. indeed that you telling me that you will give me a chance to touch you. i try but you telling me that you didn't. are you telling the truth. craps are just craps. i try telling you in a good way but you don't seem to like it so i have to be like this not as if i want. i know nobody ask me to wait but i tot maybe by waiting you will seem to be touch but what did i get again? HURT HURT HURT. the reason is THE SKY WILL NOT TURN BLUE IN MY LIFE ANYMORE. i tot maybe if i ask one last time. and i think if your answer is NO. maybe i won't cry. i am so so wrong about myself. if in this world there i already someone who sing unfaithful. and she know that she won't do it anymore. so? why can't others do? why don't you just give someone who love you so much chances? so you think everytime i walk out of the door i seem to have a smile in my face? NO I DON'T. i just wanna let you know that nobody really love you so much as i really do. nobody ever make me cry and hurt so so much. so long too, i maybe thinking maybe i let go is will be good. this will be the end. but i can't. you means think this is all crap. ya. after all i am always thinking cause i really don't want to hurt you anymore. cause i really don't see the reason why. this is what my world life i did such a wrong thing. you say you don't wish to let go. you won't do things that hurt me.but what are you doning now? promises are meant to break. am i right? are you going to tell me this? ya after you have tell me that you don't wanna get sad anymore. i know what to do already. what you baobei love her sweetheart truckloads la. what your friend still say first time see you in relationship so long la. say though i'm a pig, but is a special pig to you. you only kiss this dearest pig of yours. you miss this pig so much. you love this pig so much. so you think if i really don't love you then why di i still keep your messages. i already deleted everything all the messages inside my phone in front of you to really prove that you are the only one. so what my fault la make you miss me so much la. all this you are telling me is just lies? calling me dear for that one time? though is just one time but this already make me happy. from the one time muackz you sent to me. even tot is just one time. but still i'm happy. i really don't need anything but all i want is just you. viewing tot , i saw this message and make me think. how you care for me. asking me rmb to rub my blue black if by wed or thurs still haven ok yet you help me. maybe this to other is just a message nothing much but to me. is still love. telling me just hope that we won't quarrel. and will be together long long. is not i don't want but in the end. choose to let go. i don't know one of those message you told me sorry for everything. you will never say those thing again. and you will NEVER leave me too. just rmb that you will always be with me. and you will understand everything too. well this is just what you say in the start. what uncle won't leave auntie. i still ask what if that one day if a guy like you? you answer me. no i won't leave me pig la. i won't leave my auntie la. and this is how much i really trust you. asking me not to be too sensitive. NO GUY WILL LIKE YOU. yayaya. and saying if there is, you also won't like them. you only love auntie la. you don't want me to get hurt or to be sad. like that you also won't be happy. you need me only.the rest you don't care and i'm already good enough for you. you are already mine la. so you will alwaya be with me. being force to call jay pig. no one really can read my mind but only you could. i still rmb how your mum and my mum nearly know we two la. well the ring it is still hanging in my phone. it have never really took out from my phone till the day. what having love sick. haiz. you say you won't run away one. even if i want you to go. but now it seem to be the other way round. asking you to try messaging me first, but you seem to don't like this way. sign in the end nothing really matters after that. keep telling me you won't hurt me. you say this that make me really feel so hurt. if i don't love you i wonldn't have care, TRUTH. i won't cry for you, QUITE TRUTH. but i'm so xin ku can, I'M SORRY. I hate long distance relationship, it's so hard to see you. SO DO I. and all i can do is just to miss you, ONLY YOU? i know it's no choice. but i really miss you, SO I DON'T? i'm tired of everything. WELL WELL WELL. this is after she have sent me and i really cry, telling me she won't hurt me anymore. so i also don't want to hurt you, see you crying. everyone like to say, haven get that girl and treat her like treasure. but once you had her, you start treat her like shit. this is not what is meant to be said lo. it like what my dearest daddy say. is that they just can't feel the starting of the relationship of how sweet that time was. this may not be the sweetest la. but at least there is something that will make them think of you. so 7month and i think she will forget everything so clearly. daddy say NO. just like mummy and daddy 1year 5month. and it is so easy to forget right. it is not as if you already don't have feeling what. out of your mind? plus that smiling face. how sad. you already say that tears is feeling we can't say. alright i'm mentarlly tired already. i have enough of everything around me. you just don't understand how much it hurt. till the day you feel it yourself. sign today is really such a bad day. damn bad. haiz. firstly not enough sleep. then studying all those so simple math is really don't know. i don't want this kind if life. sign. what can i choose. nothing i can choose. i can't choose to patch up. i can't choose to not study. i can only to choose to go girl's home? or overseas. that my mum tell me. morning quarrel with my fucking grandma. please can someone kill me or her. i really having alot of stress. then quarrel with jasline la. then what. sze hui! over her phone. and saying i compair her phone and jialing, i was like saying joke. so you think only you drop the phone only? others won't? if you phone really so inportant then a friend now. then fine. i really got nothing better to say. then what being so stupid and asking her if i do stand a chance. when i know the answer. please la. i really hate this kind of life. i don't tink i will wann be so faithful anymore. maybe this will len a very bad way. learning to be faithful but yet you still get hurt. why? i don't know. stop asking me. stop forcing me to a side. i'm already very sad about relationship, and family members. then NOW WHAT? FRIENDSHIP. fucking shit la. telling that you are happy with some other guy, are you sure you won't get sad when ever all this happen? telling me i'm out of your mind. you are doing something that prove you so wrong. forgive what i have done. and try everything out again. i beg you, don't give up when you don't feel like. 213days. 400hundred plus of sweet messages. thousand of messages. two half of heart to make one. you are the one who i really love. not petty but truthfully love you. i won't say i love her. that one thing for sure. love love love, i wanna have that dream again tonight, it seem that this will be great. only daddy know. sorry to say all this but i really just want to try out again. still can't forget every little thing we did. 181205, 7month |
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