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Monday, April 23, 2007
yeah. so sad for today. i guess i'm so wrong to like a person whom already doesn't belong to me anymore. i'm so damn sad that i should not have go and find her in the first place. lolz. i guess nothing much more better to say le. haiz. there are sadness in my heart. well well well. sometime i though that by hiding myself into a hole, so that it won't make me think of her anymore, but i was so so wrong, the more i don't wanna see it, the more it hurt when you out of sudd saw it. i guess nobody knows this kind of feeling. i have to made up my mind soon. i know who i want, but yet why is this happening once again. what the fuck am i doing. i don't know, don't ask me why. feeling down for the whole day. went to town also sad, went to PS worst still. i cry like hell, and deardear, brother, darling knows that i can't take it anymore. sometime's even i myself also don't know what i really want and what i don't, who i really love? WHO am i just taking that person to just take over someone who really hurt me alot. i got no idea. but all i know for today is that i can feel that pain in my heart coming, when i know that you like someone. i guess you don't that i cry for you, but i guess you know the best in your heart. i wanted to ask you, have you ever really given up on this 7month of relationship, or are you just trying to hide just like me, i don't think you know the pain i had for the few months. it's sad whenever my friends say something and i think of you, phone full of your sweet message, songs you told me to listen, make me break down and cry each time. drawings that belong to us, that make me feeled that i'm in love. scars in my heart, that makes me hurt so much. photos, that make me feel so upset each time i look at them. presents that you gave, makes me cry and i don't even bear to use them. is not just simple memories to keep it just in phone or in com, but it's in my heart. do you ever look back at thing i gave you? do you ever think back of thing which belong to us before? do you even remember when is the first time we had our first's hugs&kisses? i do, but why let me see you? i know i haven't really let go of you. i'm sick and tired of sweet stuffs topic, that always link to you and me, can you tell me how you really feel. that you still remember till now. that you still kept all those stuff i gave you, instead of throwing away. there are too much question i wanna ask till i get the answers to. but i don't dare to. cause i know that i'm running away from fate&trues. i guess i'm still full of sadness till now i still can feel it. cause i know from the way i cry, i have been hiding all my tears untill today i let it out. nothing much more to blog. i guess my blogs are writing all this stuff and nothing better. am i wrong in the first place to go there? i guess so, cause what's worst is running away from problem that won't help, but it's hurts when it came back and haunt you. i'm confuse. |
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