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Tuesday, May 29, 2007
it's deardear birthday! lolz. it's a tiring day la. haha. went to ikea to buy things. then went to town to buy stuff for deardear birthday~ lolz. then went to cine BK there. make deardear thing. like so the~ la. all because of who! xiaoyuling la. haha. forget it. lazy to blog sia. well well well. everything i do, it's remind me of you. what the. hmm. i think deardear receive the present was happy? abit lame la, who receive resent won't happy? lolz. haha. ok i'm like talking to myself. well well. alot of things and feeling hiding inside of my heart. but....forget it. wellwell, happy one month anni, to you and you dear then, nothing much for me to say. i don't know why am i still here missing you. i'm useless. town, shaw house. momeries.. thank ar. haha. well lastly, i miss you. Saturday, May 26, 2007
i miss you =( lolz, today was bored, meet ileen, bui & darling. ileen and bui plus huiling wanted to cut hair. then ileen her hair ar? like no diff lo. bui bui ar, hmm abit diff la. the hair abit short at. haha. huiling still ok la. say about deardear la! her hair ar! damn short sia. comfrim is go in den not long come out one ar. her hair very funny lo. haha. army boy! then after tat went to spring play ball. like so the~ la, i mean the people ther, i rmb how darling shirt get wet! and it's damn wet ok. haha. then darling and i went for big big walk, like as if we from jurong east walk untill jurong west lo. haha. damn irritating can. well, after tat went to darling house ther de mac, sit down chit chat. then after tat went home. wolala~ bored, my com spolit untill like hell. the mouse not working! the reset button spolit. internet don noe wher everytime cannot use. so damn pek chek, it's all because of those uncle, who say they know how to repair com. give money like let them make spolit my computer. then think my mum going to buy another com? lolz. better don tell her i know how to fix it. let her buy another one then i fix the old one myself! yay! abit bad ho. who cares~ my life is great now. friends friends and friends. all thanks to myself for now, i don't wanna step into relationship at the time being, but just want to love someone, which i love. i not despo in r/s, i wann make this clear. think whatever you wanna think about me. hooker oso can, despo oso can. whatever it is, believe in yourself, so i believe i will change. apologies to all my friend for the past, i will change! Friday, May 25, 2007
i'm so SICK! lolz. at home sleep until 6 plus then wake up. meet darling. she very irrtating can. cannot stand her ar. haha. forget it. hmm. very bored. now a timah, playing pool and using com, haha. with deardear and darling. yeah. aiai at home. lolz. well bored till here. bored! yaeah yeah yeah, all you know is get a life, what do you know other then get other life. i'm not like you. saying it is so easy. i know you can. how many steps have you take already. i guess two or three? but me! so you're trying to tell me, all this 7months are fake? well i don't know why you so clod-blooded, but, forget it. i just hope that i can walk out of this trap, sooner or later. i wish i can. and stop living in the past. but i still got one more thing for you before i go, which i wanted to make for you for the surprice. but i never did. let me, and i will go. Wednesday, May 23, 2007
if you ever read this i wanted to let you, 181205, noone can ever replace, when you're gone, and yet you told another guy keep holding on. since like besties said hers, i shall say mine. i sudd wanted to say this, just to let someone know. on the day 03 08 2006, i went to her house downstair, cause i receive her message telling me that she was bored, so i decide to go to seng keng, and don't wan to let her know. and yet that day, i reach seng keng. she message me and told me she wanted to break up. cause her feeling fade, and i tot she was joking with me. never tot this thing would happen to me, that moment, that day, that time. i was damn sad. that i didn't want to accept the fact. i never know this would happen. i sat at her house downstair, where i use to sit there when i wait for her. at that time, i need someone to talk to, and i called my mummy, shi qian. i told her how i feel. i cry like hell, i remember. and it's raining. if i never see things wrong, i saw her walking pass me, i pretend i don't know her, so did she. but i think she saw me crying. then after a few min, she sent me a message said that she already fall in love, with another guy, how dumb can i be, when she wrote it in her blog so big. but my com was down at that time. waste still my heart like broke into million pieces, and noone could mend it back already. i swear that was the worst day, and my mood was damn bad and sad. sooner and later, my phone was flat. thinking i should leave this place. i waited for bus and tears was still flowing, people around me was giving weird looks, at bus my eyes and face were damn red. i didn't wanted to go home. so i went to canal, and cry. i guess that was my saddest day. looking at our message in the past. think how dumb can i be, when you ask me to listen to an jing, when you ask me what will i do, when you like other person. how dumb can i be?!? went home looking back at the nike bag you gave, for our anni, that you know i wanted it so much, but at that time, all i know was work, didn't really care much on you. looking at the m&m you made for me, by picking out the red and the black one, and ate the rest yourself. i was so touch by it. the billabong wallet you gave me, on my birthday, cause you told me, you can't stand my ugly wallet i have. i think that's all you gave me ya? well well. i don't know if you did remember our stuff? the sticks of i love you, the 1000hearts i gave you, the keychain i made for you, my photo, our photo, our sweet messages, the roses, the movie we watch. even tot i can't be by you side at all time. but you should know that i love you. so many stuff i wish i could forget, so many thing i wish that will never happen at that time. how can i bluff myself that i already forget you. seven months. and you should know. so many places, so many things remind me. i still look at those sweet messages you sent me. and the m&m you gave. i can't deny that i still miss you. but do you know all this time, i still miss those stuff and things we did. and i don know why i still can't forget you. if you ever read my blog. listen to this song. and i'm sure you will think of alot of stuff. i still can't keep the habit reading your blog. i never fail whenever i'm online. i never fail to think of you, everytime my mum buy HL banana milk. it's really everything that i do, reminds me of you. i really love the thing that you do, but you never know that all i need from you, was only a letter wrote by you. and that's all. and the past few months, i can't get my day, by not receiving your night messages. listen to the song. and this few sentence is for you, When you're gone The pieces of my heart are missing you When you're gone The face I came to know is missing too When you're gone The words I need to hear to always get me through the day And make it okay ,I miss you. And the bed where you lie is made up on your side When you walk away ,I count the steps that you take Do you see how much I need you right now? I haven't felt this way before Everything that I do reminds me of you And the clothes you left are lying on the floor And they smell just like you I love the things that you do. We were made for each other I know forever, i know we were, All I ever wanted was for you to know Everything I do I give my heart and soul I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me When You're Gone-Avril Lavigne I always needed time on my own I never thought I'd need you there when I cry And the days feel like years when I'm alone And the bed where you lie is made up on your side *When you walk away ,I count the steps that you take Do you see how much I need you right now? *When you're gone The pieces of my heart are missing you When you're gone ,The face I came to know is missing too When you're gone The words I need to hear to always get me through the day And make it okay ,I miss you I haven't felt this way before Everything that I do reminds me of you And the clothes you left are lying on the floor And they smell just like you I love the things that you do *When you walk away I count the steps that you take Do you see how much I need you right now? When you're gone The pieces of my heart are missing you When you're gone The face I came to know is missing too When you're gone The words I need to hear to always get me through the day And make it okay ,I miss you We were made for each other I know forever, i know we were, All I ever wanted was for you to know Everything I do I give my heart and soul I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me When you're gone The pieces of my heart are missing you When you're gone The face I came to know is missing too When you're gone The words I need to hear to always get me through the day And make it okay ,I miss you Monday, May 21, 2007
at deardear house ton. today was alright la. well well. coughing like hell! argh. aiai la. tsktsk. haha. well ton at deardear house. then got two dogs la. at first very scare but now not anymore. very cute. one name bubbles. one name "blarblarblar". haha. well ytd went to play lan at bukit tameh. and pool too. haha. was qutie fun la. morning i tot i saw ghost can. haha. long story. woke up at afternoon around 12plus la. then went back to sleep. ver tired and i'm coughin like mad la. haiz. i guess i should slowing quit smoke. lols, having bad flu too. then aiai, ileen came to see dogs. after tat ahjie came. haha. why jurong nite life so bored? why do we everytime ask each others go wher ar? so wat ar. haha. lolz rite. hmm don noe wat to blog le. toodles~ the girls in the next room. sometimes i wish she was you. lips of an angel. life totally sux without you. i wish, i wish. blogging another blog. Thursday, May 17, 2007
faithful? friends? lolz. aiai please don't think that the flirting post i was saying is you. please don't think too much can? haiz. i really really very lazy to explain already and i don't know what more to say. when it's really the time we will talk face to face about some other's thing. i just felt like i'm a fool. so wat the hell la. forget it i don't wish to talk about it. if not trouble come again. well well well. god i'm so tired. but playing CS later with darling and deardear. haha. hmm. i guess it's really very sweet to hear your love's one voice, and saying your name cause it sound so sweet. hmm. i had never post anything to scold "J" and aiai. so your please don think too much about the flirting thing ok? i guess after so many things. i still can't move on. i don't know why. can someone just help me with it? but i guess i don't need or what. so many thing happen. tell me why. haiz. so bored and tired. i know my english very lousy la. and everyone knows. my darling say one. "i'm so proud." <---- being forced to say cause of darling! i know la. i NT so my english like that la. NTNTNTNTNTNT. what is wrong with that? haiz. i guess it's time for me to say bye. __________________________________ i don't know what more to tell you. i promise that history won't repeat, that's all. and it's my word. i'm sorry. so sorry. for everything. Tuesday, May 15, 2007
what a day for me. well went to niang house celebrate mother's day. lolz. meet darling first then went to niang house. haha. hmm, well i sudd felt i never treat my mum so good, like how i treated niang. haiz. i guess that's all for my mum mother's day. it's been a sad day i guess. well well well. i guess something i wanna make it clear to YOU. the flirting thing i wasn't saying about you. that's all so stop askin me who is that person. i won't tell nor say out. only some people know it. __________________________________ i wasn't the one who wanted to take it out and say. who was the one who post it first by writing it? so you think i never regret? so you think i never sad? yes i did, but that time was young and i didn't know. but now it's diff. people make mistake. so do i, and i make a big one by doing the lame thing's that time. i'm selfish yes. but who understand. different kind of love by different people which i need. yes, i'm sorry about it. i know it's too late. i never knew who's important. yes i know why you hated me alot. yes i know why you so angry. so do you think i'm happy now? so you think i wont regret after tat? how i regret by not having the cheesecake and sushi. how i regret, why do i forget the anni. how i regret why i didn't treasure you. yes maybe at this point of time you don't believe. but i don't know wat more to say. i did those thing it's because i have a CHILDISH THINKING, and i agree myself. and i didn't know what i was doing. i'm sorry for everything i have done. i'm very sorry, i have made my mistake but my heart is faithfull. i really don noe what more to say, but words full of sorry. please don't think that i'm trying to quarrel with you, i'm not. i made my mistake and i'm really very sorry to hurt you, so what do you think when i see you and "W" so close. i don know wat i could do to prove to your that i'm really sorry. but i really can say i regret, and i don wan it to happen anymore. i'm a person who hurt you alot. and a person who you loved alot before. i'm sorry to do those thing. i know you wont forget. that was a BASTARD me. and i can say i want this mistake to be last time. cause i reall don wann lose the person i love again. and i don noe why i didn't stay at your house longer. i regretted. i'm sorry, really sorry. i can't ask for forgiveness but i wish you could cause i can SWEAR that i'm not that BASTARD anymore. i'm sorry, really sorry. please understand my wrong doing, and give me a chance to amend it. sorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorry if the words above i said have any lies, i want the god to punish me. cause i want to be true. Sunday, May 13, 2007
leaving a note, for you my only one finally me and bestie said out the fucking things to "B" about how her love one do and say. lolz. and when she hear it, the first thing come to her mind was like BHB. lolz. same like mine. cause someone had fucking change untill like don noe wat la. haiz. changing your ATT to me wont help de. really cant i wont care. try me and you will know. really don make things look bad yourself. i guess only ppl who know what you do then will know. only ppl who you had psycho will think that you are such a nice person ya. and i know who is the may rotten apple, but i can't do anything. will you please stay away from us and please go do those fucking thing in other place not here. don try to think that alot of ppl like you. don try to think that you are the best. and i know i'm nothing better then you. well i guess that's all for you. __________________________________ i'm going back to work. so damn tired. i'm not sick of tired but just the crew there sux like hell. haiz. well thing don get the way i wanted to. working is just making me not to think too much. hmm. i think my life have been mess up. by friends and love. i still don understand why do my friends have to do this. haiz. thing are going bad. i cant hold on for too long. well when i'm down, my deardear bought me a spongebob wallet? abit gay la. but is SPONGEBOB! haha. so damn happy. well update till here. don't think too much. i will slowly move away from you. don worry i will try not to appear at your side. don worry. i wont disturb you and besome the so call stalker. if you don like then don see my blog and see what i post. cause you really hurt me too deep. don't think you eidt you post then thing will be better for you. ya for you but not for me. nothing can make me feel better. being childish is not wat i wanted. ppl take time to grow up. i'm fucking not in a mood now. wat the hell can. i don noe why someone have to say something to hurt someone like this. i don understand why. if since it's like that then i got nothing more to say. i don noe why this few sentence will just hurt my heart so deep. am i wrong to just love someone? am i wrong to just post something which i miss long ago? and i don think i'm putting hope on you, cause i noe you wont love me no more. am i wrong? i don understand why do you have to say thing until like as if, the one who love you will get all this. alright since you don like to see me den i wont appear, since you see me le then fan gan then i wont appear in your sight. since you don like it den i wont do anything. since you already post it in your blog so BIG. then sorry i'm wrong. i should say nothing at all now. since i'm already a so call stalker to you already. i know wat to do. i'm sorry to love someone. i think it's against her law. i'm sorry for everything then. please my friend. let me be alone sometime. i guess this time it really hurt. someone say i wont be staying long for her, but this time my friend you are wrong. ver wrong. i guess i'm serious this time. Thursday, May 10, 2007
we are at lan shop! F4 le, got me, aiai, darling and deardear =) lolz. haha. it been long we all never come lan shop together le. so happy, listening to yi bai wan. haha. today was happy cause of some thing. haha. yeah! but still feel sad la. haha. lolz. was happy and tired. settling some thing sia. hmm. sad was jialing change alot. haiz. i still rmb how we use to play all this and my girlfriend! haha. in the end jialing went to find fee that moment we all cry. cause we all feel that she reall change alot. it's sad izzit it? _________________________________________ i'm sad after aiai told me aomething, well i guess i wont move on for the time being. cause i guess that i really really fell deeply into it already. and i swear i wont change in a few months. that all. i have to settle down. i'm sad to hear alot of thing not from one but two. wat the hell can. haiz. is my life going to be like that? i don noe. but i know i need friend. i need friend and i need you thirteen, someone who use to watch me sleep, when she is doing nothing. someone who use to buy my favo food when i wake up from my nap. someone that i could tap her to sleep. someone that my grandma like to talk with. someone can ask me not to play and study. someone who use to watch me play game when she is really hungry. someone who use to warm my cold hand by putting my hand in her shirt. someone who use to sms me and it make me melt every single word she told me. someone is use to miss me and call me just to hear my voice. someone help me do all my housework but no complain. someone who use to play ball with me everywhere. someone who use shout in school out loud just to call my granny. someone who gave me kisses when i'm sad, and that's enough for me. someone who use to do little thing to cheer my life up. someone gave me a hug whenever i sent her home, and we still cant bear to leave. someone who use to be my superwoman, and that's you. lovelovelove in my phone, dengdaizhe. Tuesday, May 08, 2007
at aiai house. =) niang is nagging like hell now. haha. lolz. don noe wat is wrong with her. haha. then jas like idiot like that. haha. yeah me jie come to SAVE US! haha. later rotting again i guess. well today never work sia. overslept lo. bored. update soon toodles~ =)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=) ilovethirteen=) i'm at lan shop in taman, like AGAIN! lolz. at lan shop, playing the "don't say goodbye-b.a.d" let me think back alot of memories how we use to play maple. with a couple which no longer together anymore. lolz. hmm. thinking back how i use to cry when playing at this song, cause it will make me think of yl. FUCKFUCKFUCK! haha. sadded we at lan then left my aiai at her house, so sad for her right. well JIAMIN DON'T MOODSWING! I MUST GET OVER HER! FUCKFUCKFUCK! well the F word make me think of wat i heard in 98.7fm, guy A: what come to your mind first when i said the F word? guy B:FUCK!!! guy A: well for normal people which those who think of the F word, the word come first will be FREE! guy B: ya ho, why didn't i think of that? i will be very happy when i heard thing which is FREE! guy A: haha. so too bad, you are not NORMAL! abit lame right. well means that i'm not normal then. haha. tired sia today do busser, from 7pm to closing. my DEARjie, eunice, karin, jo and niang came and DISTURB me instead of support me can. lolz. then deardear came and find me then sat down at je mac to chit chat, and YEAH we ended up here in lan shop. haha. and yet i'm listening to JIEKOU! NO JIAMIN NO MOODSWING! DON'T THINK OF HER~ FUCKFUCKFUCK. _____________________________________________ moodswing le la~ fuck one lo. well i guess sometime i wanted myself not to think of her, it's a ver wrong thing. i wanna get over her, since she get over me so DAMN FAST. fucked up. don't say le. am i so bad? well i guess i only can sent you this two song. ai qing bu neng zuo bi jiao & jiekou. cause you alway write in your blog how good is he. he treat you ways like i never did. well whatever it is. i got my good point. he got his. for this i sent you this song. as for jiekou, looking at photo we took last year, how we use to have the xinfu smile on our face. thinking alot of things we use to do. looking at your face full of sadness, waving goodbye to me. never really did to see you, you already went far. maybe you already give up on me, maybe it too late to get back. i know i have my wrong doing. give me one more reason, saying that you really don love me anymore. telling that i don't know, will you forgive me? please don't say breakup as what you wish for. i noe you want to go, is because i hurt you alot. please come back, i will be at your back following your footstep, and this time if you turn back i will want to be the one who always be by your side. yes i did promise you that i won't hurt you anymore, i'm sorry to break the promise. you kept slient because you don't wish to say anything more. if you really want to go, please rmb me. if you rmb our sad story, then please forget me. _______________________________________________________________________ so happy to hear the song YI BAI WAN can. haha. i don't know why but i'm sure my friends are irrited by it. lolz. haha. so happy la. i'm back from my moodswing. haha. to the one like orange, i will wait for you no matter what happen. i cant tell you anything i know. but if you really like her, don fall too deep. haha. lolz. i may not show that i love you. but in my blog you will know. cause that's when i love you. rmb that i will wait for you? ok. to aiai, well friends are for sharing problem, rmb that you will never walk alone, cause there will be a friend like me, don alway keep it to yourself. talk to a friend and you will feel better. understand. i will love you with all my life. and rmb i'm a good listener. cause i won't put my friend to die. but just rmb some friends are good and some don't you have to know it yourself. cause i have been tot alot. and i know what really are friends. to my deardear, well deardear, you go and die la. haha. hmm ya i understand, i will rmb every little SWEET thing we did ya. haha. yeah the both of us like blue can. haha. take care my friend. you will never walk alone. that's all for today. friend are not forever but i will try my best whenever you guys need me. cause that is wat real friends are for. for the time being i noe i need friend best. Sunday, May 06, 2007
it's a slp day for me! yeah ytd was fun at west coast can. haha. and i'm SOSOSO happy!!! cause of somesomesome reason la. haha. i guess i can't stop my smile. even tot is just a game but stil i felt so happy about it, even tot there is no meaning in it? ya, was dumb bloody fun la. took photo and MTV?!? haha. will upload soon at darling or aiai de blog ba. i guess. hmm. i guess sometime being with a group of close friend that kind of feelings is great. sianed la. tml have to work! 7pm to closing! why sia. i don't wanna do busser! lolz. but it's a good thing that i can see cute girls la. and the crew there are friendly can. haha. the heng yi. he's cute la. hmm. working and working and working for more money! for some problem ya? it's emo time. sometime friends are good and friends are up for no goods. i guess now i needed my friend more then having a lover. even tot friends that kind of love cannot compair with lover's love la. but i'm very sure that i really need my friends whenever i fell down. as for stead or my love one, i guess you know who you are, or you know who she is. i think i will wait in a slient way ba. but thinks she will know ya? as for the past i'm sorry about it. cause it's already the past. everyone will grow up. and everyone have to get over the past, even tot it's hard but still i guess i'm so wrong to do it. i will love you with all my life. doing things which i never really did before? like? -senting you to school? -fetching you home? -DON'T FORGET THE ANNI! -loving you no matter how you become? moremoremore..... so i guess i haven even step one step into your heart yet? but i will try even tot you will throw me out? but still i will wait ba. iloveyou, thirteenheartz. ________________________________________ as for someone you got you big bird, i feel happy for you ba. and now it's this time i sent you a song. jaychou-jiekou. which i think it it suit me well ya. haha. so don't need to run anymore from me. i won't follow anymore iguess? wellwellwell. it's all for today. update soon! toodles~ Thursday, May 03, 2007
, there won't be a day that my friend know what i'm thinking. i tot some friends are good listener but i'm wrong. some friends they just want you to hear them talk but they won't listen. so i'm the listener and not the one i talk my feelings out. this are some friends which is not a very good one. -some friends are just passing by to say hi and sooner or later they are leaving with a bye. -some friends just use you up to no good. -some just only want you to give "love and care" but they won't give any to you. -some came and took away your love one's. -some just want to come to flirt with girls which it's because there are good looking girls in your group. -some just want money from you. -some just want to join your group cause they got no friend. -some just like to suddenly leave your group to join some famous person. -some friend like to backstab you. -some just like to say bads thing to your love one, cause they cant stand by seeing your sweet. -some friend will help those most famous people when they are in the wrong. above all this are just some comments made by me which is not saying anyone. _______________________________________________________________________________________ this are just some comments of good one. -some friends just will be by your side whenever you needed them. -some friends will know the best what to do when you are in trouble. -some friends gives the right comment by saying out the truth and not hiding behind you. -some friends will know what you need more and what are you thinking. -some friends understand best out of you. -some friends help to woo the girls you like most. -some friends will be there when you needed them most. -some friends are always by your side to cheer you up. -some friends will help you when you are totally broke. -some friends are for good motive. -but some don't. goes the same for above. __________________________________________________________ well let's talk about today! 3/5/07 working in imm cafe cartel. working for 3 days only. haha. learning busser for 3 day, and i'm going to learn host and order taker soon! yeah so happy. but i broke a glass today. cause i gei kiang go stack the cup high high then drop one lo. haha. but eric was nice and didn't scold me. yeah. haha. tired of standing. i was guai that i went home early each day to sleep and get ready for tml work. i was nice to help a lady at bus stop today. haha. tired of standing le. feeling sleepy now! blog soon! |
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