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Thursday, June 28, 2007
today was quite a fun day! haha. went to skcc to meet up with "them", then after tat went to skcc play ball, after tat went to town to meet up with, aiai, bui, katek and juli! lolz. took lots of photo sia. haha. cannot stand la. keep lauging, cause got juli and katek the clown. lolz. so we went home instead to change then meet up again. i mean me aiai and darling? lolz. darling fell asleep i guess, then me and aiai was playing with her DS, so damn pek chek la. haha. then now i'm blogging here. yesterday was some special day to me la. it was 1year and 13day, sian. time passes so fast. hmm. well but i'm still very happy la. cause she sent some at least abit positive one to me. haha. ok la. tat's all for today la. toodles~ 一件黑色毛衣 两个人的回忆 雨过之后更难忘记 忘记我还爱你 it was like this from last time till then. 你不用在意 流泪也只想刚好合意 我早已经待在谷底 already in the trap, coming up soon. 我知道不能再留住你 也知道不能没有孤寂 感激你让我拥有缺点的美丽 thanks alot. 看着那白色的蜻蜓 在空中忘了前进 还能不能重新编织 脑海中起毛球的记忆 i don't think she can, or let's say will. 再说我爱你 可能雨也不会停 there will never be this day coming. 就让回忆永远停在那里 this is what she wants, and want me to do so. _________________________ thanks for being understanding, and thanks for listening to me, thanks for not avoiding me anymore, cause this will be enough for me. i will not disturb you? hmm, i don't know why i receive you message for the first time, i smile =) maybe kind of happy? haha. thanks alot. =))))))))))))) i miss you real bad. miss those day. but still 'm glad that you understand, and you have grown up. people do change, and i promise i will change for the better. =))))))))))))) there will never be a day that i'm happier then today. Sunday, June 24, 2007
so stress!!! i hate it when ppl just cant go in a group. why ar? i don't understand. sorry ahjie. i really don't wann go and i don't play all this de. lolz la.well well. 在你左右还有多 怎么样才能让时间倒流每一分每一秒都珍重 握紧的手不愿放松十点半的飞机 它在等候不要再让自己的眼泪流我必须要走要记得 我们的故事真难忘太多的回忆和希望 不管它有多疯狂我愿意一生收藏 我们的故事不能忘太多的情节要发展 不要放弃因为有一天缘份会继续 lolz today went to pcc to play ball, then after that we wemt to play CS, haha so bored la. now at brother house quarreling with, jurong point ahlian. so irritating la. still wear lik aunt lik tat go out. wa cannot stand. haha. then some people de RANDY with me. so irritating la. i swear tat i will make the leg at jurong, head at hougang lo. so prepare for the worst ar. lolz. i guess that the end for my today. tml don noe go where le. tml then say la. haha. sudd i miss my grandma. i don noe why. i guess never heard her nagging that is why. and at this point i must treasure everyone in my life. i think i will only quit smoking for her? ya. update tml... toodles~ =)))))) lol. didn't get to see her today. so sad. but never mind. forget it. nobody will underastand my feelings. nobody will know how i feel, nobody will listen, nobody will get it. i so tried of you. haiz. don wish to blog anymore. haiz. Friday, June 22, 2007
Rumous all around us! enough of ppl talkin all kind of shit la. i guess alot of fuckin thing happen around me or maybe us? lols, just hate it when ppl are talkin some shit stuff, which is so not true about me or maybe us. come on la, ppl got brain see my blog or hear ppl spreadin stuff should noe who i love right? i don understand why this kind of ppl, just can't shut their bloody mouth up? so not cool can! Oh well, ytd went to town teach some idiot math but instead i'm havin some bad mood swing. lols i guess i stil cant forget her! went out with darling, poon and bui to town! then we went to cuppage to play pool! haha. yeah me and darling keep winnin can! Yeah! then was playin half way though den saw three person sudd turn and look at our table here! the action too big already so i turn and look. lols it was "them" la. den ya. memories sudd came and so many things recall la.. after tat meet the three idiot to bistro and study, i was sittin alone at a table den listenin to mp3 den sudd jay's song play, mood swing like hell. went to cine some place den sit down, sudd tears lik wanted to roll down but i'm tryin not to, hmm so in the end the first drop roll down. message deardear to tell her about my stuff. then she say she comin to cine with her company friend to kbox, she say she can come and find us too la. hmm ya. after tat some shit things happen den ya la. quarrel quarrel. blarblarblar. THEN DARLING WALLET LOST CAN! haiz how careless can she be? VERY! hmm so went home after tat slp den wake up go find deardear at her shop.. then was talkin some stuff and i think i reall should not waste my fuckin time le. So damn stress can..den later going mac to eat and chit chat ba..ya..i guess so? blogging now and then deardear talking to someone ya. haha. so damn bored la. hmm. chitting with some idiot on msn la. lolz. so damn bored now. this is some meaningful sentence that i saw on tv, life is like a one way road once u passed it, you cant go back to the past wad u can do is to look back but things will never be the same anymore and love, is something that dropped from the sky if u do not cherish ur chance to grab it properly and let it slipped through ur hand sit will be broken into pieces and no matter how u wish to do it mend it back it will not be how it was like originally cos there will be cracks i guess i reall need alot of time to get over you can. i don noe why at this point of time i'm stil cryin over for you. haiz. tell me wat to do to stop all this? lik as if apart of me was dying already. i noe you already hav move on and so should i but i don noe why am i not doing it.. so many things link to you tat make me rmb of everything we did.. why should i still tinkin of you? while i reach home lying on my bed listenin to fm98.7 as usual, den sudd i tink of how we use to get to noe den sudd unfaithful this song played. and tears in my eyes are rollin down soon. i rmb how we use to walk all the way to explanet, how we use to play while workin at mac. those stuff belong to you and me stil on my table. i hope you will know that i love you, i hope you would know noe my love for you is true. i hope you will know that i only love you know. even tot i still cant forget her. but i know i won't love her anymore. but only you. i think we are too far from each other and all this is because of me. i hope i wont be irritating la. please trust me and trust my love for you is true. ok? i will try to find a job soon. i know being a slacker, wasting time is useless la. haha. so don't worry. i will try my best to do everything. i'm sorry about everything. i hope i wont need to keep taking money from your. ok? i hope our friendship will last ba. Saturday, June 16, 2007
wa is 6am and i'm awake! lolz. so tired la. have to wake up and work. but never mind, can see my irritating jie. lolz. this is not the mind point la. those people know me will know who la. haha. lolz. yeah. so damn tired, at night still got tracking la. tired. haha. update till here la. don feel like updating bye =) Thursday, June 14, 2007
am i just some toys to you? i look like one ya? lolz la. i'm so damn tired can. so slpy. -__- i want sleep!!!! lolz. at darling house now la. went to vivo with darling, after her interview for the prison office. wanted to watch movie. ocean 13! but when the moment we wanted to buy ticket, the Q was damn fucking long. so that irritating tan ji bong, wanted to meet at town, so me and darling went to town. THEN she told us she don't want go le. wanted to go play pool. lolz. went to play pool. took photo. please XYL. don't say out we are the same team can?!? damn pei seh with her lo. like idiot like that. haha. cannot stand her sia. still dare to say out that, WO MEN. not WO MEN, is you only ok? haha. =)))))))))))))))))) then now went to darling house, waiting for deardear coming over to cook lobster. lolz. so tired can. hmm. going to die soon! _______________________________ i had a mp3 player le! yeah! so damn happy. haha. well still alot of stuff i needed la. waiting for my bike lisences and to become a police! yeah! waiting waiting~ tralala. haha. ok going off soon le. toodles. ________________________________ i want to thank you . always help me out whenever i need them. you will never let me go hungry. i guess i don't know how my life will be without you. i want to thank you veryvery much. even tot i may treat you very bad, but you never fail to bear my fucking ATT. thanks alot. for all those stuff you buy for me. thanks alot of alot of things la. haha. hope you noe who are you. this one abit diff ya. i need to thanks her alot and alot la. she was the one, helping me when i was down. lending me stuff and giving me the best things, never fail to give me the best. helping me alot and alot. i can never really get this chance to really thank her alot. i guess you will never fail to stand beside me, thanks alot for being a friend. thanks for bearing with my fucking ATT too. sorry, i will have ATT when i'm having mood swing. thanks anyway. think whatever you wanna think. yaya. all this things i said was not truth? huh? oh ok then. come on, i don't "act pathetic" gaining ppl's sympathy?!? COME ON! I DON'T NEED PEOPLE TO PITY! AND I'M JUST POSTING MY FEELINGS. ya la, i'm like a FOAD to you rite! think whatever you want la. i know it's like going to one bloody year! so you think i never try! you will never know the fucking feeling. you know how is it to get fucking hurt when i get this shit. have you ever know that kind of feeling being the one watching you moving on? do you know what is LOVE? or you just need someone to ACC you along your way? why do you get pissed off? i don't understand. whatever it is. YOU WILL NEVER KNOW THE FEELING OF IT! all you know was just to keep walking on. ya, whatever la. i know i'm wasting my freaking time, doing all those thing, it's because of what! it's because i want to let you know that. someone who always wanted to let you see him/her, that really does live in this bloody world! and not just walk and stop then move. have you ever did thing to someone you really love? like something sweet? i don't think so. is this wat you call LOVE? i'm not here to quarrel but just wanted to say out my feelings. ya la. since i'm such a FOAD to you then never mind. if just wanted you to know my feeling seem so wrong to you, then I'M SORRY! thank for the FOAD, you said to me. since i'm already a so called HOOKER, then don't lose out! be a FOAD THEN. thank ar. so this is what i get after broke up. this is what i get A NICE WORD FOR ME, after all this seven month. A FOAD! YEAH DARLING I GOT NEW NAME! A FOAD! FOAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FOAD!!!!!!!!!!!!! what the hell. so many fucking things happen. ya? oh well. what goes around and come round. 我一直坐在咖啡厅的角落,没有人发现我还在难过 anyone knows? no i don't think so. 就算再怎么舍不得,你还是走了 no matter how i try, you're still gone. 我还不想承认这事实,怎么会变成这个样子 how i wish i can pretend that nothing had happen before. 没有了,我真的什么都没有了 it's truth, i have left nothing! nothing in my world now. 就象一个废人 i already am, plus a FOAD! 回家的路上我哭了,眼泪再一次崩溃了 the day we broke up, i cried. i try not to but tears still roll down. 无能为力这样走着,再也不敢骄傲奢求了 i can't do anything to save this relationship, i can't ask anything farther on. 我还能够说些什么,我还能够做些什么,我好希望你会听见 what more can i really really do? what more can i say to prove? i really wish that you can hear it. 紧握着你的手,彼此都舍不得分离 it's the very last thing we have done. 给我一分钟专心,好好欣赏你的美 how i wish i still have that one min, to just see you for the last time. 幸福搭配悲伤 i have to said this two word can't leave each other. 付出的爱收不回,还欠你的我不能给 whatever i have give, i can't take back. this word i gave you, my action haven been taken. 和你分开深深的被你打败 this time i really really break down. 每一次放弃你的温柔,痛苦难以释怀 giving up on thing that belongs to me, i'm not so use to it now. 爱情的滋味此刻我终于最明白,我才明白爱最真实的滋味 i now really know. really. _________________________________________ today went to deardear shop, went to did those last min work can, then after tat went to jurong. blarblarblar, i'm lazy to blog.... haiz. no mood. but one thing i need to say. happy birthday ah jie! sorry never been there ytd. didn't really know what's going on. explain to you soon. happy happy birthday!!!! from AHDI to JIE. LOVES~ only sisters and brothers love,please don't mistaken me! even tot my name is hooker! ___________________________________________________________________ oh well. that's all. ytd wasn't in a very good mood. walk from clemtic to jurong east ytd, then took bus. lolz. i'm so tired of alot of thing. why do i have to get such a SHIT! i'm such a FOAD! such a nice name i had! yeah =))))))))))))))))))) ______________________________________ you will never know the feeling, beening called as a foad by someone you love before. thanks. and i think i really like it. a hooker and now a foad. what's next please tell me! haiz. what the hell! friends? tell me what are them for? what are them really for? tell me la! what the hell can. i don't understand them. non of them are really one of it? whoever can listen to me? whoever can understand? i know you will. thanks for being there when i needed someone everytime. thanks. blog is some places. i post my feeling out. which no one really know la. ya, my post, my blog like is being made up, all because of you, ya? thanks for making me so damn crazy. making me, myself like a fool. what the hell. i'm sorry i woke your whole family out ya? sorry, and i think you already know everything. sign. i guess nothing i can do anymore. never really tell anyone. how i feel to you. maybe you won't be the one i mention most. but in my heart, you always will stay in it. never change. Saturday, June 09, 2007
what a day. 我讨厌阴天的风, 冷得那么刺痛, 只有你能够抚平所有的寂寞 but wher are you? when i wanted you to be there for me? 昨天的风筝在角落,被谁丢到了路口 or am i just something that whenever you like you pick it up, whenever you don't like you throw far away. 每一夜闭上眼睛,我看到了恶梦 everytime i close my eyes, i will think of our stuff. 你微笑但是旁边的人不是我 now when you smile, the person beside you is not me. 天空切开一道裂缝,直接割到我心中 those words you said, just hurt me so deeply. 其实我非常爱你,不想失去你 you know that i really love you and don't wish to lose you. don't you. 难道我没有权利说我不愿意 and now i don't have even the right to ask you not to leave me. is it? 可知道我多渴望抓住你的心 how i wish i could just keep you somewhere so that you wont go. 我知道他很爱你你怕他伤心 i know you love him, and scare to hurt him. 我每天假装开心害怕你离去 how many years do have have to act that i'm very happy that you leave? tell me. 可不可以任性, 求求你不要去. can i at least tell you this, please don't go. 藏在我心里最后一句,其实还爱你 and i have never told you that, actually i still love you alot. ______________________________ what do i have to do? to stop missing you? do you know all this while, i always tot that i wont miss you anymore. but now i know. i'm just lying to myself. what hero he is, i don't care. so what. you ask yourself. did you ever blog about our little little stuff? I HELP YOU ANSWER, no you didn't. why do i have to get shit when that guy get gold. tell me. near you house so what? you know how difficult it is to travel so far each day? I HELP YOU ANSWER TOO , no you don't. all this shit i get from you. all this while, and i don't understand why, when i'm still missing you when you are not. imagin one day if you were me, everytime you got a habit of going to my blog, just want to know how are you. and each time i see, is each time you took a step. when you still can't forget me. how will you feel? hero hero. wth. when is the very last time you told me you love me? the 3 day before you wanted to break. just because what you friend told you and you broke up with me. nice one. just because i'm in jurong. do you know the feeling of waiting and getting hurt? I ANWERS FOR YOU, NO YOU WILL NEVER KNOW. CAUSE YOU DON'T HAVE TO! ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS WAIT FOR PEOPLE TO LOVE YOU! __________________________________________ and i think i have to calm down. ok today went sbc watch match then after tat, went to geylang eat, with ahjie, aiai, darling, eunice and katek. and guess wat?!? we eat zu chao, and it's around 20buck ba? after tat we sat there for quite long ya? hmm, then sudd darling say we are going to miss last train, so we just went off and didn't know we never pay money! haha. untill after a distance, darling told us. lolz. haha. so good eat free meal la. hmm. then now i'm at ahjie house. going to yishun to fish later. yeah! and it's been long since we last went there. haha. tired now. bye world. i'm leaving you soon, cyl. but i will wait for gnap. ya? no matter what happen. and this will never change. even if you don't like me. Thursday, June 07, 2007
it's a boring day again. 假装多好 我只要只想要 再拥有一秒 去相信你的拥抱 一直会让我依靠 继续等待 心甘情愿不想逃 imagine one day u're driving down this lonely road and there's this bus stop where the last bus has left already there's no cars on that road at the bus stop, there's 3 person 1) the girl you love 2) ur best friend/ buddy 3) a grandma who's dying and need a ride to the hospital asap ur car only can carry one passenger, who will u chose? it's a one way trip u will chose the girl u love, ur best friend, or the grandma who's dying already? only can chose one jm: can squeeze 3 person inside? sh: no! one person only u stupid jm n gh: grandma who's dying well.. guess they're really kind n nice pple huh? but the perfect answer to this question will be.. ask ur best friend to drive the grandma to the hospital den u walk home with the girl you love but there's condition to this answer jm n me; 1) ur best friend must know how to drive 2) the girl you love must like to walk 3) ur best friend wont mi lu on the way to hospital 4) the grandma dun die so soon _______________________________________ i woke up at 5. then i went to toilet, then i put down the toilet bowl seat, and oops! i forget to flush the toilet!! then brush teeth. LOLZ, LAME LA. IDIOT DARLING DE IDEA LA. then went to hke to meet bui they all. then after tat went to jurong point, then met darling and here we are! at pioneer mall! haha. doing the same thing, ROTTING. haha. blogging now. yeah. i got a audition gf! lolz. 23 years old. haha. abit happy la. haha. only darling and dear don't have. abit sad. if not can 3 on 3. haha. ytd play like hell lo. spent money on lan again! tsktsk. aiyo. watch 200pounds, was a touching show la. haha. and i cried. lolz. ___________________________ 一个人喝醉好想找个人来陪,我们之间有太多的误会 abit truth la. haha. abit too many ar. 我不要再为谁掉眼泪,爱过才后悔想要用酒来麻醉 haha. i hope i can. 我不要再为谁而心碎,求求你给我个机会 i really don't wan, hope you really can give me a chance. 就让我们用真心去面对,求求你给我个机会 hope we can our heart and talk ya? deardear said it was quite meant for me la. haha. hmm. quite true la. how could i ever let you know how i feel? haiz. 我守候在你家的门外,整个晚上都不离开 i wait for you, just to ask you to forgive me. 我想你靠在我的胸怀,我要将感觉留到every night when you fell asleep in my arm, i wish the moment will stop right there. 望着遥远灰色的星海,一个人孤独的发呆 whenever i'm alone, i will think about us. 我依然还在等待,等待你会明白,一颗坚强的心在等你回来 i'm still waiting for you, waiting for you to understand, that this heart of mine will keep waiting. 继续等待,心甘情愿不想逃 waiting, still unwillingly to move on. 一个人无理取闹,两人世界的煎熬 alone at here doing silly thing, while together will have quarrels. 其实早明了,你的爱已随风飘 i should have knew, your love for me is already fate. 我被自己困在自己设下的圈套 i have fall into the trap that i made up myself. ______________________________________________ maybe you don't know all this, but we once was a sweet couple. and now we are like two person, pretending that we don't know each other. haiz. why is this happening? 他很好,他多这些 我并不想要知道 再难忘掉多狂烈的拥抱 这回忆他怎么给的到 他多好和我不同的好 最后是谁不重要 因为我知道爱情不能做比较 Tuesday, June 05, 2007
i'm damn broke now!! today went to cafe cartel, with darling. haha. ate damn lot can! hmm. i will hate BP de cafe cartel! it sux lo. i think the chef sux ya. it the end we complain de macaroni there. then change to salmon set meal la. hmm we total eat le 2 set of food each. one and a half bowl of soup each. eat ice cream, haha. lolz right, the eat ice cream. eat bread ya. drink one and a half cup of drink plus plain water. ya. me and this crew was talking about the macaroni, and wat totally happen, me: excuse me. crew: yes can i help? me: the macaroni, the mushroom taste very weird. crew: hmm, ok i help you check it out. after awhile later. crew: ok, you may change it if you one? me: ok, i want to the grill salmon. gh: me too. waiting~~~ lights off..... me: lolz la, go out smoke la. gh: so suay sia. me: ya lo. went back sit. crew: please check your order. me: sorry can we add a $3.60 more to have a complete set. crew: ok. me and gh thinking we abit ma fan ya.... then food came and we eat. argh. so damn full that when the ice cream came at last. we are so damn full already. and we spent 53 buck on it. lolz. pek chek. then went to hke sit sit. do things la. wait for deardear come then chit chat like usual. toodles~ it's a small small world. saw so many people today. i guess i wanted to work cafe cartel is cause of you. cause i wanna noe wat you are writing in your blog. and the feeling of it ya. ok forget what i have said, it's over already. ya, i have to face it so that i will get over it. ya? i guess so. hope that whatever i do. it can just amend my wrong doing. hmm. so damn bored! my hand is so pain! writing and writing all day. haha. i guess we are so damn far apart now. that you won't know that i'm waiting here. bye world. Monday, June 04, 2007
i'm done with my things, and i will try my best to leave you. 我犹豫着还要不要 承认我放不开手 yeah, last night went to did alot of things. well well. i'm done, and i need to force myself to leave now. i cannot keep standing here, watching her moving on. 已经冻结的爱, 也不会再暖和 i cant just stand here, watching you moving on, i have to go, i don't know why after i did those thing to you, i still feel like crying. i don't know why after for so long. 127日的分手就有 127颗心在痛一天一点 让后悔教会, 我怎么能够忽略你感受 你用多少眼泪, 才找到离开我的理由 也许一直容忍的都是你 因为温柔而为 我犯下的错 i'm now like at macdonald, and make me think of alot of stuff, and now i thinking back how i wish. that the time will just stop right at the moment, when we just noe each other, how i wish that time can stop right there, when there is no starting point, and no ending point. it's good right. well well. but i noe i can't, and if i can. it's already too late. haiz. forget it ba. today went to pepper lunch, eat with deardear and ileen, make me think of that time we went to eat pepper lunch, sigh, and now i'm like at mac, making me miss those life of working mac, so fun and no worries at all. sigh. 原来最疼痛的表情竟是没有情绪 原来最残忍的画面可以甜言蜜语 我不懂得如何更爱你 影子讽刺地跟着我难分难离 原来最孤单的是我还是那么想你 原来最悲哀的是我不能面对自己你收的干净 _________________________________ after doing all those thing. my heart keep asking me not to go. but i have to go. those memories are dead already. no matter how you think back it's still won't alive, jiamin use you brain la. people already move on! come on. haiz. maby when this time you fall, there won't be me at the back to catch you. when you turn back to take a look, you won't see me, but i hope i can. 眼中只有你美丽身影 耳朵只搜寻所有关于你的消息 就算我已经往前走 我也徘徊在所有美好往事左右 我的心已死好久它失去了生存的理由 就在你不再爱我了那一天停止跳动 你说要我死了这颗心, 最好永远存放在埃及 _____________________________ after so long, i think you will know that i'm waiting for you, watever it is, i will be waiting for you la. don tink that i'm a very good person in your mind? maby just some bastard? well well. i guess you should not believe everything other's say. cause you won't know whose filtering it, no comment for it just just telling.
Friday, June 01, 2007
it's a tiring day. i was tired after alot of day, toning. then went to meet mummy, to take tent, bought breakfast for mummy. i was nice, ya. haha. never did this to anyone, but mummy, haha. so nice right. well well. then that irritating xyl, so slow like slow poke can. haha, met her at jp, went to sh house. cause she was fell alseep la. haha. then after tat we sleep awhile. went to PU. went cycling. blarbalrblar~ so tired, but happy la. we like rushing as if we only got one min. this teach us a lesson, eat before you go cycling and sleep well. PLEASE BRING ALONG A WATER BOTTLE. lolz. we like three idiot like that la. then went to pasir, took that 403 like the second time. remind me of something. haiz. then went to play playground, cause didn't wanted to appear at juli birthday. some reason. just don't like. but anyway happy birthday. ya, me and ileen like idiot like tat lo. tired~ then went to sentosa ton. me, bestie, brother and the blur. haha. lazy to explain other stuff la. well then went home sleep, for three hours. i'm tired now. which floor already? which place? it's been 5month plus, since the very last time i sent you home. well well. the very last thing i wanna do, before i go. feeling inside of me i had never said out. i don't know who to talk to. maybe, i can only blog out in another blog ba. well well, pasir, your sister chalet. the place where we use to sit, to watch the seaview, same place, different feeling now. haiz. only memories. i living in your memories. how can i ever walk away. never mind i have a life time to forget you. i will try, but don't know when. it's been months we're together, but it's like years for me to stop saying your name everytime. it's been a life time to walk away from the shadow of your's. tell me how, tell me what can i do? i don't know. feeling inside of me, lots of thing i wish to tell you, lots of thing i wish to give you long time. lots and lots of memories. i pretend that i'm glad that you went away, but i'm dying inside. like a flower without soil. why didn't i say, those thing i wanted to say. i just keep thinking about stuff, and nobody know it, but us. |
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