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Tuesday, January 22, 2008
i can hardly trust nobody now. kinda only for one person in this whole post. but some are for others. not trying to find a fight, but kinda seriours on how i feel. seriourly i don't know what is happening now. i seriourly see thou alot of friends. good one and bad one. i don't wish to blow thing up by writing stupid things here. i don't know who is leaving and who is not. but i can see clearly and feel it. i really should open my eyes big like how babi say. forgive and forgot? lolz, saying but don't mean anything. today i saw darling de bicycle ride by a china guy. and i didnt do anything about it. but after that i thou of alot of thing. i still rmb how your phone lost. and i still rmb how that stupid idian guy slap deardear face. all this are just nothing now. nothing at all. now leaving like i cant even see the shadow, no i won't blame anyone but myself. join those rubbish and i'm not disaapointed? oh ya great. thing are like so duh now. lolz. hear thing and feel so upset. so what if i put friendship first? lolz. don't mean anything right? i guess who's going i will understand. what take the first step? if disaapoint is the only word to solve or run, then i got nothing better to say. cause in the end you still leave. and join the crowd, which my mum got gave birth to me with EYES! lolz. i don't know what is this. and i guess if they wanna forgive and forget thing is kinda hard la. still say what you understand but when you don't. don't say stand by me when you don't. join the group work and lolz. backstab is very common. and i guess it's very very common soon. which i know all this will happen. lolz, don't just say when you seriours don't mean it. some kind ppl tell me this when in msn. true friend stand by you when you are wrong, they len you to the correct wrong and not give up. they will be understanding and tell you what to do. and not leave you when you're down. go and join the crowd. something like that la. cause i told him/her what happen. i got no idea what people are thinking. guess true friends are nothing? i treat them like one. never run but help. they don't know. but yet shit still happen. never mind. people did wrong things too, you don't tell me you don't made mistake. yes maybe not as huge as mine. but stil what you needed most was friend to be there. if friend don bring you to the correct way who will? family? my grandma? ya grandma is good. ahma can bring me along! and leave you just because of you made mistake. and enjoying talking again and again of those rubbish. and hey who don't make mistake? yes i did and it's a huge one which ppl don't accept it. i will understand why you leave. i just know i had never smile happily for friendship. and which YOU think that i'm very very happy now, that is what you ASSUM. ya great. you will never know who does it feel! never will you. i don't wanna quarrel but serioursly you wanna leave it's okay. i won't die die hold your hands and don't let you go, when you don't even wanna see me now. you can see that i'm avoiding you too. who give in and who don't? so what if i give in? at first i did? at that moment was talking happily, and the next moment you join to crowd, and hardly to even see your bloody shadow, tell me did i say things wrong? where are you when i needed you badly as a friend. you will never understand what i mean by i don't wann drag you in. like how i drag momo in when she did nothing, and she get scolded! you will never know how i really feel, don't say you know when you don't know. tell me you'll be there for me when you don't. and happily with your friends. which is i can see it too. yes i can see thing clear now. very clear. you? no..... what a sad answer. not trying to quarrel, AND by not telling me how you feel, what are you angry about, and YOU WANT ME TO GUESS? thanks alot ya. i'm afraid after you help me you will leave. i'm afraid if all this goes back fine, you will leave. now i swear i will put relationship first now. i know you're trying to help. but i guess don need? i don know what more to be say. but you still stand by me prove to me that you really didn't leave. not that i don't wann salvage but it's don't work. i knwo you are there for me. i know you are. i don't wanna vent my anger on you. i don't wanna make you worry. i'm sorry. |
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