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shuqun primary. (1996 - 2002)fuhua secondary. (2003 - 2006) itedover. (2008-2009) maro1233@hotmail.com 27 DEC 1990  ● Tagboard
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Thursday, January 31, 2008
i talk to "her" again and i'm really confuse. zozo told me this, i guess you're not good in friendship thing, cause all you know is running away from the problem. yes, alot of others are trying to help you, but are you helping yourself? if friends they won't leave you in this state, but yet walk with you and teach you what is the right thing. yes, by scolding you they're doing the right thing, by telling you what you have done wrong is doing the right thing. but somehow the tone of it is something wrong, not everyone is the same, same as in, not everyone will work on this tone. like me, my friends talk to me in a soft way because i don't take the hard way, as they know me well. maybe you're still young and they're still young to think of this. you're still young to think of anything now, friends i believe do come and go. not much friend are willing to pull you up from where you have fall, but most will laugh at you. i don't know much about your friends, but i believe they still somehow care for you? at least they bother to reply. if you really treasure friendship and want to salvage them, think of a much better way. if they don't take it, just leave them alone. i don't know why they walk away instead of telling you what is right, what is wrong. but yet want you to find out yourself. i can't comment much but i wish you to think about it. i'm confuse now. maybe telling a older one how you feel it's good, cause somehow they went thou all this. but i guess whatever they say it don't work on the younger one's. which i believe it's age gap. this post is for you i believe you know who are you, well a ECP was the very last day you talk to me, and then i see no more. which i don't know what happen, one moment you talk to me so happy, next moment i found that you're gone. but somehow i felt that you're trying to have a fight with me. cause i can't hear the tone you're trying to tell me, but i only can see. then what are those rubbish i hear? never mind i don't wish to blow things up i juz wan u to understd e pain of being betrayed.to wake u up. yes and all those rubbish i hear is something like back to me? and i can feel how it hurt to be being betrayed. i can feel it right now. and you have wake me up. that part of the "don't bother to message me if you wanna say never mind" and what you want me to say? want me to be so thick skin to die die reply you when you sounds like you don't even wanted me to message you in the first place. (this is how i feel about this message and my feeling for it.) okay okay, if let say i do thing never tot of your feelings. let take sh down and say then, whatever i did last time to her, i also never tot of her feelings, but what did she did after all? she told me. but did you? you told me nothing about anything. which i don't even know what happen. i giv u chance to explain n yet u sae nvm, m i juz so worthless tt u can sacrifice anytym? if you think you're so worthless to me, then i can't stop you from thinking that way. you never say that you give me a chance to explain myself. all you told me the very last day was " i will stand by you help you along which your very last message of the word brother behide" i can hardly forget it. if i don't even wanna salvage anything between us, yesterday i won't be so damn hell sad and PS amy all this, just because of you. i won't have think of ways how to talk to you. yes i know i'm trying to say myself untill i very noble, but take it or leave it then. tt im nt even worth ur explanations? like when i can explain myself when one tell me, ahya jiamin talk to them la! ahya message them la! ahya let them cool down first then talk to them la. ahya jiamin wait untill they talk to you la. okay, tell me what to do? all four above? i don't even know which way your take above can. n guess wad? all u tink bt is urself agn? y do i sae so?cuz even when i told u wad m i upset abt, u stil tink tt im upset over u snatching amy? so how can i don't think this way when the whole world is thinking is this and making me think that you're thinking this way. of course i know amy is not a thing. this is what i always told amy. and i can't found others reason that you're upset about. ppl tell me, jiamin you're such a damn bastard. "betrayed" your own borhter BY snatchin amy away, and this is what you called brother. i hear all this. your betrayed is not this meaning i guess and hope so. so let me tell you not everyone know everything. not everyone know what betray you talking about. and this is the only thing i hear and nothing much further than this. i utterly disappointed so dun bother t ask anyone t help u. i've seriously given u enough chances. i believe since you can said this then you can do this. okay then i shall not bother anyone to help me then. and take this, i didnt bother anyone to help me too. cause i really don't know what you want, take it as i'm doing childish thing here, don't know what happen. still young not mature or whatever you can think of me. you said you give chances. okay name them then. where is the chances. when me and amy saw you are huizhi that time, you want me to say hello to your when i know your are avoiding me? to think that you will think i siao one. i don't see any chances and i don't even know there is. i know alot of things don't need to use your mouth and say. but saying is much more clearly then making mind guess? but i don't even know anything about anystuff can? last nite was e last chance, u choose nt t reply. 4GET IT. you ask me don't even bother to message you. and what you want me to say? you sound piss with me then i still so thick skin say, hey zl don't like that la. like what the. sh get all this oso. that's why she choose to talk to me instead. you can ask her anything. she know best when all this happen. like i have said myself, i don't even know when my chances is given. (this is how i feel.) u sae bro is nt juz a word frm ur mouth but ur heart? but thngs u do proves tt e previous sentence is juz RUBBISH. okay, thing i did in the past was in the past. which i don't know. i taking chances and chances for me to prove, i started schooling, going to work soon. not schooling means you're useless? then got breast is my mum? what rubbish. which i'm not saying you. and when i know that "thing" are coming to the worst end, "thing" flinging aroung thing. i choose not to tell you still. like i told you alot of time i don't wanna drag you in. like how i drag momo like this. and i'm not even angry in the first place. i didn't wanted to end the friendship, but i seriously think you're the one who wanted to draw a line between us. that which i can see it very clearly. to think have given in to you, but yet the first thing i always get was to get scolded. you have given in to me yes, that was the past. not now. you always said you know how i feel but seriously i don't think so. cause the thing you're doind it now, prove that you don't. |
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