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shuqun primary. (1996 - 2002)fuhua secondary. (2003 - 2006) itedover. (2008-2009) maro1233@hotmail.com 27 DEC 1990  ● Tagboard
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Wednesday, February 27, 2008
BFFF! nigelho!  to think some gay will have a SWEET loving GFFFF! 15 question about love. 1. Marital Status in a relationship. 2. If you can, what would you like to let your partner know? everything about me? 3. What do you want and need in romance and dating? love and concern. 4. What do you look for in a mate? not too tall, suits me well enough. understandin. 5. What turns you on? BAPOK! 6. What turns you off? CMI bungs. 7. What do you (secretly) wish your partner would know about you if you have a chance to convey that to him/her? i really do love her. she's the bestest best part of my life? 8.Are you still alone and often find yourself envious of other couples in bliss? hmm, i think i will often. cause i'm lack of love! 9.Do you feel your life empty without that person whom you have liked so much? i guess so. 10. Do you think of that person often? something like that. 11.Do you want him (her) to fall deeply in love with you? DUH~ who don't wish to/ 12.Are you frustrated when you feel this person slipping away? of course i will. don't ask stupid question. 13.Do you sincerely believe he (she) is the right one for you? i'm not sure if it is, but i'm sure that she's the right one, right now. 14.What do you want and need in your Relationship? MORE LOVE! MORE CARE AND CONCERN. and this is what i'm asking for. 15. Lastly, what do you love about the other person? everything but not counting that part of plasma tv. _____________________________________ i'm so damn bored. going to cut my hair later. i cant take it anymore. how i wish i can leave right now at this moment. so that i don't have to think so much about anything. i wanna leave! i don't wanna listen to any stories nomore. lolz abit drama over here. i relise everytime i'm feeling real down. i will so cut my hair. what the hell. one fine day, i'm heading to bald. oh well i guess bald is beautiful. i'm dying here very soon too. that freaking mum went home nag at my for putting my leg at the com. freak her. nothing but to do. mad one. then she carry on nagging some very soft things which i can hardly hear. lolz. think PMS. never mind. i'm heading to my happiness now. CUTTING MY HAIR! 曾经付出的每一天每一年, 我不曾想逃 i think don't need 曾经, right now at this moment 我很想逃. this is nice and it's suits me well. Akon - me myself and i Allow me to take the blame Everything I did, I did it all by myself, it was just (me, myself & I) Listen, Couldn't believe the things that I went through, because of all my wrong doings it was (me, myself & I) Ooohhh listen, tryin' not to worry about a thing, but it's hard when I know I put it all on myself it was (me, myself & I) Ooohhh listen, cause all the trouble I got myself in, it was up to me, couldn't depend on no one but (me, myself & I) yeah... 'Cause often times I feel like I'm all alone in this world and (I don't have no one) but me (me, myself & I) 'Cause often times I feel like I'm all alone in this world and (I don't have no one) but me (me, myself & I) Ooohhh listen, see I done left those streets alone, half my niggas long, long gone and it's just me (me, myself & I) Listen, Ain't got nobody to turn to Can't complain 'cause nobody can burn you, why must it be (me, myself & ) Ooohhh listen, even though it felt good to be alone It didn't feel that good to walk in my home it just (me, myself & I) Ooohhh listen, Can't believe I'm on top of the world But to me nothing feels the same no more, and i blame me (me, myself & I) So can you please tell me where my people at It was from way back when I started with I'm still tryin' to figure out where they went, and why is it (me, myself & I) 'Cause the world keepin busy girl', as I go, put your right go and feel alone It should be the other way around you know, but it's just (me, myself & I) and i'm starting to listen to 眼泪的味道 by energy. i miss this song alot. remind me of no one. by i sudd very random and think of this song. TAY YONG MENG! (Zheng Rong Ming)  oh hell!  cute!  never say die! _______________________________ going crazy over him. first time i think guys like him are cute. his action and stupid act. only one word to him CUTE! it's damn hard to find his photo. lolz. but i'm felt happy after looking at his photo. i'm so damn stress about alot of stuff/ firstly about some stupid stuff. DUH~ secondly, i'm losing my way to studies. i'm so lost now. i start to find it hard to understand. i think i'm going to fail my test on april. hell! today overslept like fuck. and i didn't went to school. and that alarm tone. . . i'm kinda use to it, and it doesnt work on me anymore. i can hardly hear the alarm ringing now adays. i didn't sent bii to school like for years. and please, can someone just settle that fucking thing. i hate when things are not being settle and carry on going like this. things going circle in my head. feel like i'm at some drama movie, and i don't wanna watch it anymore. fuck man. (using mae tone by saying this.) oh ya, that baitianyi wanna breakup with me. i'm so sad now. she got waiyu now don't want me liao. i'm going to tell the whole world! not my fault lo! this is something i wanna show this to smokers like me. The first few weeks after quitting smoking are usually the most difficult and it's safe to say that it normally takes at least 8-12 weeks before a person starts to feel comfortable with their new lifestyle change of being an ex-smoker. Withdrawal from nicotine, an addictive drug found in tobacco, is characterized by symptoms that include headache, anxiety, fever, nausea and a craving for more tobacco. Nicotine creates a chemical dependency, so that the body develops a need for a certain level of nicotine at all times. Unless that level is maintained, the body will begin to go through withdrawal. For tobacco users trying to quit, symptoms of withdrawal from nicotine are unpleasant and stressful, but only temporary. Most withdrawal symptoms peak 48 hours after you quit and are completely gone in six months. and this is the result of quitting smoking. and now i'm thinking why in the first place smoke then. no wonder i'm having headach and fever this few days. nb. ____________________________________ whatever i hear. it's always stuck in my mind and heart. i can hardly let go of it. i can't believe what i'm hearing right now. and i can hardly believe what i have saw too. is it good for your to get back? i mean get back as a friend? or not? let's talk about the good side. -your will not be something like quarreling anymore, -can talk things out in a better way. -let go of each other? i hope so. and stop rumous from spreadin all around the world and to me! the bad side about it, -rumous will go around. -choose who i should believe and trust. -hear all those rubbish i'm hearing now. -doubt everything right now. -making my mood high up sky. -stunting news. okay. i think that's all. i hope whatever that is about you is not truth. but of course i wish to know nothing but the truth. no matter what. and today i say something which i can't or believe i had said it. i think it has become a habit of calling you bf already. damn i hope you didn't heard that word coming out. why is everyone coming and make me confuse. and i'm seriously not in the story of it. even thou i am but i'm not the one who filter it and talks about it. i seriously don't know anything. i'm stuck like middle of the wherever i'm now. i'm happy talking with my CAKE! even thou i miss her like the flower needs the soil. but she really helps me alot. she let me know that she's standing by me no matter what happen. i told her everything just now in msn. every single thing, nothing but the truth. i will not hide everything i do right now. and tell me if i'm the one who make you lose all your friends? am i the one who len all this up? am i so worthless for everything. or something like test market? or i'm just a toy? like a toy poodle? okay i'm crapping right now. nevermind, everything doesnt matter to me right now. seriously, i need a sleep badly now. and the time now it 4.30AM! I'M SO DEAD. and best of all, i love kris koo! MYCAKE! night to myself. Tuesday, February 26, 2008
something about your horoscope. VIRGO - The Perfectionist ( Aug 23 - Sept 22) Dominant in relationships. Conservative. Always wants the last word. Argumentative. Worries.. Very smart. Dislikes noise and chaos. Eager.Hardworking. Loyal. Beautiful. Easy to talk to.Hard to please. Harsh. Practical and very fussy.Often shy. Pessimistic. LIBRA - The Harmonizer ( Sept 23 - Oct 22) Nice to everyone they meet. Can't make up their mind. Have own uniqueAppeal. Creative, energetic, and very social. Hates to be alone.Peaceful, generous. Very loving and beautiful. Flirtatious.Give in too easily. Procrastinators. Very gullible. SCORPIO - The Intense One ( Oct 23 - Nov 21) Very energetic. Intelligent. Can be jealousAnd/or possessive. Hardworking. Great kisser. Can become obsessive orSecretive. Holds grudges. Attractive. Determined. Loves being in longRelationships. Talkative. Romantic. Can be self-centered at times.Passionate and Emotional. SAGITTARIUS - The Happy-Go-Lucky One ( Nov 22 - Dec 21) Good-natured optimist. Doesn't want to grow up (Peter Pan Syndrome). Indulges self. Boastful. Likes luxuries and gambling. Social andoutgoing. Doesn't like responsibilities. Often fantasizes.Impatient. Fun to be around. Having lots of friends. Flirtatious.Dislikes being confined - tight spaces or even tight clothes.Beautiful inside and out CAPRICORN - The Go-Getter ( Dec 22 - Jan 19) Patient and wise. Practical and rigid. Ambitious. Tends to beGood-looking. Humorous and funny. Can be a bit shy and reserved.Often pessimistic. Capricorns tend to act before they think and can beUnfriendly at times. Hold grudges. Like competition. Get what theyWant. AQUARIUS - The Sweetheart ( Jan 20 - Feb 18) Optimistic and honest. Sweet personality. Very independent.Inventive and intelligent. Friendly and loyal. Can seem unemotional. Can be a bit rebellious. Very stubborn, but original and unique. Attractive on the inside and out. Eccentric personality. PISCES - The Dreamer ( Feb 19 - Mar 20 ) Generous, kind, and thoughtful. Very creative and imaginative. May become secretive and vague. Sensitive. Don't like details. Dreamy and unrealistic. Sympathetic and loving. Kind. Unselfish. Good kisser. Beautiful. ARIES - The Daredevil ( Mar 21 - April 19) Energetic. Adventurous and spontaneous. Confident and enthusiastic. Fun. Loves a challenge. EXTREMELY impatient. Sometimes selfish. Short fuse. (easily angered.) Lively, passionate, and sharp wit... Outgoing. Lose interest quickly - easily bored. Egotistical.Courageous and assertive. Tends to be physical and athletic. TAURUS - The Enduring One ( April 20 - May 20th) Charming but aggressive. Can come off as boring, but they are not. Hard workers. Warm-hearted. Strong, has endurance. Solid beings whoAre stable and secure in their ways. Not looking for shortcuts. TakePride in their beauty. Patient and reliable. Make great friends andgive good advice. Loving and kind. Loves hard - passionate. Expressthemselves emotionally. Prone to ferocious temper-tantrums.Determined. Indulge themselves often. Very generous. GEMINI - The Chatterbox ( May 21 - June 20) Smart and witty. Outgoing, very chatty. Lively, energetic. AdaptableBut need to express themselves. Argumentative and outspoken. LikeChange. Versatile. Busy, sometimes nervous and tense. Gossips. MaySeem superficial or inconsistent. Beautiful physically and mentally. CANCER - The Protector ( June 21 - July 22) Moody, emotional. May be shy. Very loving and caring. Pretty/handsome. Excellent partners for life. Protective. InventiveAnd imaginative. Cautious. Touchy-feely kind of person. Needs love>From others. Easily hurt, but sympathetic. LEO - The Boss ( July 23 - Aug 22) Very organized. Need order in their lives - like being in control. Like boundaries. Tend to take over everything. Bossy. Like to helpOthers. Social and outgoing. Extroverted. Generous, warm-hearted. Sensitive. Creative energy. Full of themselves. Loving. Doing theRight thing is important to Leos. Attractive. Monday, February 25, 2008
newtag - cry like fuck. somehow this is nice. i don't know why but it does. after all i really know alot of stunting news. somehow you don't have to protect me. cause i'm already use to all this. i'm serious. i'm happy with my life, you're happy with yours too. nice one. but sadly to say i'm doing great right now. don't worry. i'm sure i will fucking hell know who is filtering things out. from the very very start i already know. but i just don't wish to put out your truth colours. you can carry on doing it, cause it doesn't kill me much. and if you think whatever you done right now, nobody will know? i make sure one fine day, EVERYONE will know. _____________________________ oh well, went to school and (bomb-ba-sticks) things happen. never mind. go ahead and kill yourself then. then kor and clifford they all keep teasin me. well well, run away for classes to go find people. blahblahblah. headed to vivo to watch juno. quite a nice show, but kinda duh! keep singing and make me doze off for awhile. headed home after that. well well, listening to stuff making my heart sank for more. don't try to act some kindness in front of me. cause it just don't work when people are talking about you. don't assumin things around. don't try to make things worst here. cause nobody will break us apart. shit those things you do, better behold everything before things get worst. ___________________________________ If you dont believe me,Then just look into my eyes, Cause the heart never lies. Some people fly, some people fall Others perfer, they dont care at all If you wanna fight, i'll stand right beside you I wont let you fall, i'll be right behind you So pick up your peices. Whoa yeah, now look where you are. You're in my heart now. And there's no escaping it for you. Cause this is real, and this is good. It warms the inside just like it should,but most of all it's built to last. is your love seriously fucking truth for me? i hope so. i don't wish to be the fool. poor me and poor ssssss, tsktsktsk. how i petty those who know nothing about anything. always a word iloveyou cover your wound. maybe we should exchange partner siol. good idea right? at least won't drag those nolink people down. i know trust is something very important. i trust you now, but please don't break this trust. if you never done anything wrong, don't worry. and of course nothing will happen. what for scare? huh? you don't have to ask around or hide around the bunches maybe trees will be better for you? bigger.. and i will tone some tamil music for you. to think i still got the mood to joke around. guess i'm still being relax here. and tell me is this fair enough for me? and that HER? i don't know what is her favo colour but i'm sure you know who. why each and everytime this have to happen? is this what i should get? being something in the middle of your? i only know you have gotten over her? by saying i also know. but somehow the truth have become the truth. i don't understand why must i always know thing that i don't wanna know. i'm just assummi thing around only. so don't think too much about it. don't worry everything is going fine with me. and if your wanna talk thing right out, please make sure you call everyone down. call your heartheart down too, and make sure whatever you say she will know it fucking well. when you know what wrong things you have done in the past. please change for a better person. i'm not sure your GOOD TRUE friends will avoid you anot. you can laugh at me, my states now. i won't be angry cause after all this is what i should get. done wrong in the past, please don't repeat in the present. it's my blog, my life, my stuff, my hands and my mouth. shit you, shit everyone. don't tell me white lies cause i won't believe. only the truth make everything rest well. Sunday, February 24, 2008
i'm so jealous. watching ai qin liang hai san huai. while bii 2watching her gong ZHU(pig) xiao mei. haha. meet up with bii just now. so damn happy. like finally meet up with her. i'm so damn stuck up now. damn. ahya after watching that show. i'm so damn jealous, cause the girl is damn sweet to her so call BF, have to watch the show yourself. it's damn sweet and nice. how i wish someone is also like that. but i think kinda impossible. after so much quarrel, i finally relise. how long i haven been saying i love you to someone i love. i can't help but to feel jealous. who don't wish to have someone to cook for you after you came back from work. who don't wish to have someone supportin whatever you do. who don't wish to change for their love ones. who don't wish to have a gf massaging for you. i suddenly relise that having a SWEET and CARING girlfriend is great! to think that i'm stay watching the show at this hour. it's 5! damn boy~ bii i sleep VERY early ho! wahaha. don't praise me! going to watch my show le. going crazy over the girl! SHE IS SO DAMN SWEET AND CARING! how i wish and i wonder. i guess i will be so damn dead. counting down for alot of things. i'm going to be so dead. i need alot of things. damn it. i need help~! Friday, February 22, 2008
i'm better off this way. shit all those thing that i got. shit everything. what the fuck. and what is wrong with me? oh well, wasn't in a very good mood since yesterday. how i wish, i might. and now adays. got those weird person adding me in friendster. like duh. don't even know who are they. maybe is deardear de friend and they add me. how i wish i don't know all this. how i wish that thing won't get so far. oh well, you got your bloody stead, and so don't come and tell SOMEONE you miss her when she already have a stead too. i make sure i kill you ar. kill you, Kill You. KILL YOU! what a day i had today. what a meet up, and what a stunting news. ytd was enough plus today GREAT! best part of my life. you just won't understand how i feel. and great i'm bottling everything like once again. someone is leaving and yet this is all that person get. nice try but seriously try harder next time. maybe let the person break down will be great. being honest is a good thing. but think of that person feelings. kill every single cells that i got, so that i won't think so much then. counting down like once again. praying hard that SOMEONE plane crush and neevr get back again. or maybe a bomb and that will be cool enough. fuck every single shit that * have and * hear. maybe sometime not knowing that answer will be much more better. =))))))))))))) _________________________ even thou this is kinda random. but sometime having a great buddy will be nice. but somehow, somewhere. LOST it. stop saying buddy this word in front of me. i miss those old good days and quarreling. Thursday, February 21, 2008
what a blue day. tml will be better than today. what rubbish. only say thsi to yourself when you are feeling down. even thou it's useless. bii, i will motivate you to study, and it's like duh. but niam you untill you die also won't work de. today still say what sleep awhile more jiu wake up and study. in the end le. bii, i very tired so i shall continue slping, still HEHE with me. what a pig. and i comfirm it's not me who make you become like this. better make sure you will study if not i kill you ar! i call gang down and beat you ar! oh ya, and bii your blog skin, it sux. i hate it. sweet is one thing la. i'm saying for the sake of saying it only. and i going to slp soon. going to school tml! damn it. it's something like that. didnt go school for 3 bloody day. went to deardear house last night. gaming psp all day long. lolz. she and her monster hunter. overslept and didn't went to school. headed home after that. __________________________ thanks momo for takingcare of me for like 3years? when i grow up each day. i can hardly forget how you help me. loveyou. 1314 3344 3434 __________________________ and i miss you badly too today, even thou my message said it differently. no you won't regret. you're the beautifullest plasma tv that i found in my whole life. and this is to some freaking bastard. even thou you know my blog. but i'm praying hard you will see this. let me start from the very beginning, the moment, when i didn't even treat you as my *. that very long long ago, when i was just a small kid, was happily finding my PEN for homew. and YOU took that bloody hard pencil BOX (i mean when i say BOX) throw it right at my head. i bleed like duh and you're scare. BUT you didn't show it. well, i was kind enough and clam enough to walk away. and next you punch me. bleedly and didnt went for class and i didn't fight back right at you, as i was so damn dumb to respect you. and what is the reason for hitting me? because i kept quiet when you scold me for not cleaning up my room. nice one, and thanks alot too. scolding, throwing stuff and HIT me. i finally fought back with you. and let me tell you why. for all those rubbish i bear i couldnt bear with it anymore. so from that day you throw that bloody thing on me onwards, i didn't even call you whenever i saw you. now. cowards like a cow. don't even dare to talk back at me when i throw all this pass back right at you. why?guilty? damn you. this is the main reason why i hated GUYS like you more. i'm not proud not scare, if you're not happy about me writing you in my blog. scold me, HIT me like how you did, coward. i know you will read this. i didn't owe you anything. but you owe me. and i make sure you pay for all this you have done. and i'm sure you will know i mean it when i say i make you pay for this. 10plus year and this is what i get. GREAT! and i'm loving all this you give me. talk back to me and i dare you try. hit me like you use to. no i won't fight back like how you did to me, i won't scold you like how you did to make. i make sure you pay back mentally. and get what i mean. don't ever say sorry try to make it up for me, as you're doing this everytime when its over, cause this is all useless. as you know it well. don't worry too much now. worried more when each year passes. Tuesday, February 19, 2008
nearly dead last night. oh well, today my sweet bii, was kind enough to like finally takecare of her pig. was having fever and headach like fuck. so today didn't go school, so did she. so bii came my house, bought porriage for me and my favo doublecheese!!!! oh well, she didn't want me to eat heaty stuff, as she nag from last night. keep asking me to go drink water. as i'm already fine after all. she didn't allow me to smoke at first. but don't know why she didn't care after all. lolz. slack at my house. then went to find yunnie jie as it was her birthday. with that kingkong and boon. semt bii home then went back and find them. hong zhan was there and kok hua too. playing some stupid game. and if lose have to eat the damn sweet de cake. but i ate not much. that kingkong kanna most. then that me kor and kk was talking about the fuhua passes. then that koh hua nearly made me and kor whack him. he's saying things that pissed us off. totally off please. then he dulan jiu went back home le, as he can see me and kor got black faces. headed home and here i am! 3plus in the morning. i'm so sure i will be dead if bii know this. bii i miss you! today you're the sweetest of all. loveyou. _____________________________ oh ok. ya can see the long post but i saw the idiot thinge below. so i went to translate it. haha. you still can contact me la, nothing change alright, amy won't mind after all she understand. i just don't want rumous start to spread that's all. i'm fine if that happen. cause we still friends. =) and i'm sure of this. Monday, February 18, 2008
I am bored of you so. I choose of not to contact you thought that there are periods that I feel as to carry you to my telephone to the text a message. Since I want left you go out of my heart. I cannot help it but always to go to your blog to see how you done and go how the things between you and she. I hope all very good for you. oh well i'm not dumb enough to not know this. still i found out this meaning in seconds. you can still contact me like you use to. nothing will change, it will only change if you wanted to change it yourself. even thou alot of things had change. but i still won't change for the good, not the bad huh. ya. even thou everytime i saw you online i didn't wanted to talk to you. cause i don't wanna bother you that all. after all you wanted to get over. i'm sorry. do i know? Step one you say we need to talk He walks you say sit down it's just a talk He smiles politely back at you You stare politely right on through Some sort of window to your right As he goes left and you stay right Between the lines of fear and blame And you begin to wonder why you came Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a life Let him know that you know best Cause after all you do know best Try to slip past his defense Without granting innocence Lay down a list of what is wrong The things you've told him all along And pray to God he hears you As he begins to raise his voice You lower yours and grant him one last choice Drive until you lose the road Or break with the ones you've followed He will do one of two things He will admit to everything Or he'll say he's just not the same And you'll begin to wonder why you came Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a life teach me how to save a life. why do i came? To fuhuasec class 4H'06 We are having a class meeting on the 1 march. Please turn up. Meet up by renapng. Boonhuat, Kelvinwong, Sherman teo, William, Ismail, Patricktan, Chris, KINGKONG. if i miss out anyone tell me, cause i can hardly remember who else. please take note of this. meeting for don't know what stuff. anything ask renapng. i'm missing class in fuhua like hell. Sunday, February 17, 2008
it's a lovely sunday! oh well. wake up by some idiot. then went to meet her. went taman for studying, but ended up i was playing game (monster hunter) being force to play by that birdshit. haha. but kinda fun in the end. didn't study at all, only bii did. then went to meiting house as she called us to go. slack there. at night bii cook for us. kinda shock la. but the food sux~ got no choice but to eat. never mind. went home after that. oh ya, going to Bangkok with deardear. plan change. looking forward. and i'm very very sure that we will have lots fun over there. cause the two of us will go mad like nobody business. fang will be joining us on the 4? guess we're going on a 4day3night trip. clamp it! and i'm really wondering how do bii look like when she's fat! oh god. i swear i will dump her as far as i could! haha. imissyou. hongkong coming on the way. lolz. ytd meet up with bii after her lesson. and i relise that i haven been senting her to school. my stupid alarm don't work anymore. okay let's say i'm getting more and more pig then. then after tat went to cck to see volleyball match. hmm, i saw my NO 7!!! BPGH. even thou they lose, but still i love her! then went to meet up with kor and saw my doverstead. then headed to jp. watch movie with bii, xiaoyuan and qihui. watch CJ7 like again. okay but never mind. at night went to find deardear. went to chinatown after her work, tot that there will have firework. damn boy, i missed don't know how many times it. i will never get to see it. but it's okay. headed town, wanted to play lan but didn't. so walk walk around, then went back to deardear new house. kinda same with the old one, like no different. learn how to play guitar, and i did! today. went to accompany deardear to go work. spent most of the time there. then shumin and jeslin came. jes brought a psp slim. i'm kinda happy at this part. lolz. cause like finally me and shumin talk, but it's like when we're smoking. oh well, ask about me and jack stuffs. after her work, went to pearl centre to find fang. eat and rot. headed home. ___________________________ tml i'm meeting my bii for studying! yeah, i'm kinda exited with studying, and i don't know why. seem like everythings going fine on. but not you. oh ya, i'm going to hongkong with that birdshit. kinda exited. but two of us oso very funny. she can't go taipei cause of her beh. i can't go thailand cause of my bii. so we decided to go hongkong! think flying there at 29? happy happy happy! i miss my bii, i swear she's growing fatter and fatter. wondering if my arms still can hug her like the same? Friday, February 15, 2008
 thanks bii! happy v'day everyone. meet bii and meiting, to go plaza singapore to meet timothy. then don't know where to go can. so anyhow walk. then it's like the second time i walk from town to mustafa. and now i know that there is a shortcut. lolz. better than me and gh that time walk de. went to mustafa headed to eat. then home. i swear i love bii damn lots.  this is what bii gave me.  another one. whenisayiloveyou,imeanwhatisay. Wednesday, February 13, 2008
oh ya, i'm here to blog about something. i always had this weird wishes. i don't know why. i will start with my wedding first. i wanna have my wedding dinner in kopitiam, any will do then. and as for the wedding song, will be in techno style. plus the wedding photo must take in cemetery. and i think this seriously will scare everyone away. my second wish to have is have a bapok girlfriend. i find it kinda cool, cause after all it's something different from others. to think that yuhao also have that same wish with me. and i wanna have a baby bung! cool~ kinda normal day. lesson starts at 12. went late like again. school ended at 4plus. went to meet bii, then was about to leave school, i saw DADDY! headed to jp together with daddy, on the way there. we talked about alot of things, THAT i didn't know about it. how i wish most i don't know. am i always the last one to know all this? meet up with bii at jp, half talking & half studying. i guess i'm such a nerd or geek in class, i do my work, handed in. teach mate how to do. i'm feeling like some geeks. i can't believe myself that i keep having that feeling of studying. i have been studying days at home, outside or some other places. i think my classmate are kinda irritating, i was sitting in front with kor they all, while kor they all went to disturb people. was writing notes teacher give, next moment, JIAMIN go smoke la. (with malay girls) went back class in around 10mins, went back to carry on writing my notes, not half an hour pass, another group, (kor they all) JIAMIN go toilet la. went to boy's toilet with kor they all this time, alot of guys walk in like nobody business, didn't know that i'm a girl. lolz. never mind. went back to class, next group ask me go smoke. i rejected, can't take it anymore. i will dead of cancer one fine day. one moment HOT, next moment mentrol. i shall smoke lesser for SOMEONE sake. if not i think she really will fuckcare me. today abit PS bii, sorry bii, this will not happen anymore okay? i'm sorry. loves. Tuesday, February 12, 2008
a happiest day of my life. well well, today was kinda fun? meet bii after our lesson ended. and headed to SPCA, as i wanna see my SHIHTZU! but sadded, can't get to see it. cause we're just alittle too late. went to meet up with deardear. then rot rot rot. ended finding the don't know what keychain. kinda funny la. won't say out what is that too. lolz. oh well, on a separate note, BII, happy happy 1. we will go thou more i believe so. this is the happiest day of my life! love you. Monday, February 11, 2008
i wanna be a GAY! oh well, today meet bii in the morning. went to marina to watch KUNGFU DUNK! JAY is damn cool, shuai plus CUTE can! i swear i'm so so crazy over him more than bii! headed to fort canning park, and i nearly dead there please. kinda bored over there la. and guess what that BABI did, she was kinda high over playing the coke and the mentos thinge. after that went to PS, walk walk THEN wanted to watch AHLONG PTE LTD, after so long of boredom. so we went to shaw to see the show. it's worth to watch the show after all, kinda funny and cool. haha. even thou fann abit cui, but never mind. ANWs, on a separate note, today was abit duh, but happy la. and guess what, bii's mum called 38calls to her. lolz. headed home and i fell asleep like again. damn shung plus tired. counting down for 22hours more. and you've been mine for 1. =) Sunday, February 10, 2008
i wish i could put a stop to this. http://www.emp.hk/kungfudunk/ kungfudunk. i'm kinda sad now. i tot tml can watch kungfuu dunkk. but cannot. and i don't know why change to 27dresses. sigh. why is it going deeper and deeper. i really really feel lilke watching it. sigh, and i swear there won't be another to watch it. i really really wanna watch it. i can swear i'm just very very sad. and HEARTBROKE. i guess i'm not meant for watching jaychou show. first time was initialD, say wanted to watch with me but same thing happen. maybe i'm not meant for all this. maybe i'm just being childish. promises are meant to be broken. Saturday, February 09, 2008
happy belated birthday. last night was thinking of stuff. well well, after all i have move one with her. but i'm here to say happy belated birthday. even thou i guess you won't be seeing this. but after all i never did sent any birthday wishes to you for 2 years? thou it doesn't matter whether you see this or not. oh ya, yesterday i wore that ring out. damn and guess what. i lost it somewhere/somehow. i guess it's meant to be lost or let go after all. even thou my heart sank but. i'm happy with my bii~ CJ7 is nice! oh well, ytd meet up with hippo and go out. meet her at chinatown. then after that we went to find deardear and fang. headed down to bugis to watch movie as we're damn bored. watched CJ7. i swear that so called "BUNG" in the show is damn cute. so in love with her! meet up with kor too. but sorry kor! i didn't mean to PS you for the one and half hour. and i wanna blog out this stupidest thing out i swear. someone suggest to go bugis watch CJ7. and after that we don't even know where is the theatre. what a joke of the day can. am i inportant? i hope so. i'm kinda miss you too much already. i'm sorry bii! sorry... Friday, February 08, 2008
staying at home is nice. oh well, damn tired today. slping and woke up by my stupid father, singing karok at home. shit him. went out to JE plus IMM, with that bitch sister of mine. i swear i will curse her to hell, make me walk here and there. asking her whether wanna buy that stuff here at IMM, she told me don't want. so went to JE. then after that we reach JE, she told me she wanna go back IMM, to buy that stuff, shit her. make me walk like fuck can. maybe going out with hippo to chinatown. and i need to go people's park to buy stuff =) fireworks! i still wanna see it much. sunday meeting BII, mae and others to go alicia's house. after that watching movie with BII! oh well, watching the KUNGFU DUNK! hard-core JAY FAN. oh ya, i forgot to blog out this thing. i saw JULIAN HEE =), elvinng, tao le and NAT HO while eating in chinatown. damn it, JULIAN SITTING RIGHT BESIDE US! I'M SO DAMN FUCKING HIGH CAN. sadded thing was i didn't took photo, damn shy to ask for it. miss you like hell, i guess i'm kinda getting use with you everyday. is this good or bad? sometime when i close my eyes, i can feel that you're right beside me. P.S I LOVE YOU. Thursday, February 07, 2008
i swear i hate sore loser! even thou he won't get to see this post, but i swear i will curse and swear him. lolz. went to meet deardear and fangfang to go see firework. but in the end that stupid aunty damn slow. and we miss the firework. -____-''' never mind. jiu go chinatown, walk walk. . . after that went to xiaohui house to bet money. lolz. like me and sh. i won't say how much we win/lose. but somehow i just hate sore loser. he has been a sore loser for 2 bloody years, but yet never change. -___-''' is money so important than friendship? to some of them, YES. but most i guess, NO! oh well, win money jiu say win la. don't need to freaking hell hide it. hide the money, like nobody saw it. damn you la. nobody will hit you for winning money la. but at least have something call sportsman can? lolz. i curse and swear you freaking hell go broke man. and i mean it. i just simply hate sore losers now adays. Wednesday, February 06, 2008
going to watch firework! =)))) lolz. at that bird brain house using com now. waiting for time to pass, well well well. some idiot can't go. and i'm so so light bulb here. today went to meet bii and mae, went to eat at jp. after that mae went home, me and bii got no where to go, so she say wanna go dairy farm. happily we took 178, heading to DAIRY FARM, then some idiot FELL ASLEEP! damn! i'm so lost in the bus don't know where to alight, don't feel like waking that pig up too. then ended up in causeway which i don't know why too. damn...... but never mind, some idiot can just carry on with that CHIPmuck thing de lo. went home after that. now at that birdface house waiting for time to pass. oh hell, i got no idea how to contact you, i'm so so lost. feel like you are so far away right now. i don't know when will i get to meet you, but never mind. i'm damn hell sad right now. can't watch firework with you. sigh. nehmind~ storing my own feeling to myself like again. Tuesday, February 05, 2008
imissyouboo~ oh well. i was a good stead. to sent bii to school and home. but kinda tired after school. and school hoilday is here! i got no school from tml till monday. and i don't know why. went to meet ahmeng. haha, and his friends too. and after that went to jp rot. went home. damn tired. ______________________ 我又想起某个夏天 热闹海岸线 记忆中的那个少年 骄傲的宣言 伸出双手就能拥抱全世界 相信所有的梦想一定会实现 一切看起来都不会太遥远 转眼之间过了几年 轻浮的语言都已经慢慢沉淀 即使难免会变得更加洗练 我们不曾妥协 那是我们都回不去的从前 世界尝试改变 当初的那个少年 那是我们都回不去的从前 stop saying you worth nothing to me. what if i turn around and ask you those then. do i even worth anything to you NOW? i mean NOW. yes i told sh say but 6 you come i will disappear. i just don't have the courage to talk to you. so i choose to run. turn around if you're me what will you do then? i really don't know what your want, i HATE MIND GUESSING GAME. and what you want me to say when i don't even know how to start. don't say untill like as thou YOU DON'T WORTH ANYTHING TO ME! am i everything to you? guess so. =) Monday, February 04, 2008
i can't believe i did it again. meet bii like usual. went to queesway to find deardear. then sudd i don't know what the fuck is wrong with me. i started.... bii was nice and caring. loveyou. never know that she was... guess what, bii bought chocolate for me! that's so touching. during it, she gave me a very very tight hug to comfort me down. i felt that she was really really there for me all along. i felt love in it too. =))))) after that went to meet with that kingkong, at bugis. she is damn irritating. oh hongzhan and hongming was there too. (sorry bii, i left you out i know. i promise that won't happen anymore.) then went home with bii, bii today abit man la. cause i was damn tired, running out of batt. sleep on her at the train like nobody business. headed home after that. love you bii. 6moredays and it's coming. =) tattoo or no? oh well untill this hour i still haven sleep. well that irritating kor ask me go tattoo. haha, well tattoo is nice but . . . forever there. and i think tattoo is kinda cool. then that bii, i don't know what is wrong with her. i ask her, me: bii, i wanna go tattoo le. bi: can ar, but not too many. me: (stone) oh okay. =) well kinda stone to see that reply. erm well well, i guess after all i shall think about it. i'm ham too, i scare pain la. i always say i wanted to but never did, i know i don't like people who tattoo, i remember i swear to szehui. but in the end. lolz. i guess tattoo are okay after all, but must see whether it's nice or not. oh well. here are some tattoo i wanna have. lolz.  BLINK182 TRAVIS  kinda cool to have one side only right.  and one the face! should i or not? Sunday, February 03, 2008
somehow, somewhere this never stop. wake up and meet bii, damn tired. waited for her and meiting to come down, then go taman mac study. raining like again la. damn cold. tired plus bored too. i can't believe that i study for 5 hours? i guess. oh well. i guess i love this course alot. after that went to snake bar and see. make me think of alot of things. at taman mac too, it make me think of tang cheng. but well never mind. damn lots of thing coming out of my mind today. the shop at jurong. oh well. after that went home. damn tired after playing with that irritating. went home, tml meeting her again! =)))) 8more days and it's still counting. =))))) i felt love and much much more. today wake up went to meet bii, look kinda blur. went to hke to meet bii, shoot shoot ball at hke, and i relies i still love balling after all. and i wanna change sports! tennis i'm coming! next is dragon boat! (stead i'm coming.) haha. went to vivo, and guess what! I WENT TO ZARA LIKE FINALLY! damn happy, oh well. i have decide to dress my daughter like a bung, but sometimes choichoi. i guess i'm kinda dumb to even know that zara sell kids stuff too. so cute la. and so "IN" oso. then went to the don't know what hu ba bia su. then see see look look. haha, was raining. but nothing stop us from walking. i swear we are going to get so sick someday if this carry on. and i swear i want a SHIH TZU! it's damn cute la.  went to mustafa after that, like AGAIN! don't know why so happy. then jiu went home le. tml will be meeting bii and her friend, study! i love my course and i will make sure i study hard! i love my friends over there too! clifford, my "stead no2" and my KOR! well well well, i feel so happy and i swear this is my happiest day in my life. i don't know why, don't ask me. but i just feel that it is. =) 4 to the 5. 9 more days =) loves. (for more go read bii de livejournal.) Saturday, February 02, 2008
Hannah Montana - True friend We sign our cards and letters BFF You've got a million ways to make me laugh You're lookin' out for me, you've got my back It's so good to have you around You know the secrets I could never tell And when I'm quiet you break through my shell Don't feel the need to do a rebel yell Cause you keep my feet on the ground [CHORUS 1] You're a true friend You're here till the end You pull me aside When something ain't right Talk with me now and into the night' Til it's alright again You're a true friend [VERSE 2] You don't get angry when I change the plans Somehow you're never out of second chances Won't say "I told you" when I'm wrong again I'm so lucky that I've found [CHORUS 2] A true friend You're here till the end You pull me aside When something ain't right Talk with me now and into the night' Til it's alright again [BRIDGE] True friends will go to the ends of the earth Till they find the thing you need Friends hang on through the ups and the downs Cause they've got someone to believe in [CHORUS 3] A true friend You're here till the end You pull me aside When something ain't right Talk with me now and into the night No need to pretend You're a true friend You're here till the end Pull me aside When something ain't right Talk with me now and into the night' Til it's alright again You're a true friend [3x] ____________________________ here is something about friendship which i readed. And I want to encourage us all that friends in their over-abundant multiplicity can encroach upon friendships, unless we treasure each person as an individual; that is, we delight in them and appreciate them personally as well as collectively. I know that time itself, and all those preoccupations that come with it, constantly obstruct the pleasure of appreciation. But we are told that nothing is too much for us - we are told that we can move mountains. I personally, am more enthused about what is going on now that I have been at any time previously. This wide circle that we have come to love is at its peak of growth, and it really looks like a big difference can be made on this city and beyond. But what does it all mean if any of us forgets what friendship really is? Some people fight so hard for peace that they become fiends themselves. Some fight so hard for equality that they become tyrannical. And equally, as good as it is that we can help change people’s lives; let us never forget that we are doing it, primarily, for the very same reason that Christ did it for us. Because His love for each one of us is equal to His love for all of us. With love we always have hope. We are told that love (of which friendship is a constituent part) always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres, and never fails. this song is nice. and it say everything about true friends. to think i can tell krist koo cake about this. but what am i doing here? lolz, somehow somewhere i'm lost to len myself to the right place. i can never understand. say that you love me, say that you care. counting down for 10 more days =) when to meet bii just now to study. well i did alot of self study to catch up with my class. damn after so much of readin and stuff, i only understand abit. how? i'm so dead. i can't believe that i'm studing everyday at home now. well well well. maybe too bored? haha. tell me where is the love. i just can't feel the sweetness in everything. i just can't. Friday, February 01, 2008
this blog is to my stead PEKTIANYI! guess what stead you betrayed me too! think i don't know you got your love love also ar! idiot la. be carefull i tell you ho. hey back seriously i suddenly think of you sia. kinda miss you la. (don't know why) but i very very long never see you liao wor. idiot ask me make your birthday present, then go MIA. then my birthday also. go and die la. (draw one line liao!) don't cross my line i tell you ar. i know i everytime forget to call you la. not because i got my love love, i forget you ho! don't know who forget me first de loh. i wanna see you soon! what am i busy for the whole morning? oh well, went out with mum while she go work i go fetch bii, when reaching bii house she told me she not going school (i kill you ar!) oh well headed back to jurong thinking to go school anot? hmm. . . . after all that thinking i shall go school. BUT clifford sent messages and say. . . no school today! teacher never come! -_______-''' tell me what am i doing the whole morning? |
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