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Tuesday, July 29, 2008
i relies it's been years i haven blog. kinda busy in life. hate blogging suddenly. so mf. well i will be going school from onwards. and i got my own psp and lappy. so happy. haven been sleeping for 2 days. will be going to sleep soon, i hope. aiai, i will play maple with you soon! haha. stead, sorry that day i'm really very busy, i didn't mean to paiseh you. meet up with you soon ok? i promise. really. this is going to the end. i kinda moody by alot of thing. it's aint going my way. why? i got no idea. should i or not? Friday, July 11, 2008
i'm sorry for the past my dear mum. i felt so sad after looking this show in channel 8. i guess it's god that want me to learn this lesson, no matter what your parents do they still love you . of course parents is the one who love you most. i treat my mum very bad last time. this is the truth. she use to call me at 8 and ask me whether i'm home or not. she use to wait for me to come home in living room before she goes to bed. she use to cook dinner and wait for me to come home and had dinner with them. she try to get me things that i wanted by not asking for too much. she scold me when i did wrong things, but i went to room straight went she start nagging me. all she want me to do is going to school everyday. she don't even bear to hit me since i'm young but only my dad. i had never spare a thou for my mother. i guess my mother will use to cry everyday, even thou she didn't show. my mother is getting older and older each year, the time is passing each day. the day i can spent with her is getting lesser and lesser. she must be blaming herself for being a useless mother, but i want to tell her she's not. she juut don't want me to become a bad person. i am a very hot temper person. she give me money to see doctor when i'm sick. she give me pocket money everyday even i quarrel with her. if she didn't feed me and stuff, i won't be here now. i never use to think so deep for my mother. she work from 5 to 5 each day, she only earn 800plus. sometimes she even do some night work to earn some money too. but did i spent time with her? i never did talk to her more than 5 mins each day. i never care for her. i already forgot when was the last time i eat dinner with her. i don't know what to do to say that i love her. all i could say is i'm sorry mum. this is something that bii give me. I found a meticulous description of the crime of Issei Sagawa, furnished of photograph, read it yourselves here. Issei Sagawa, the cannibal. ![]() Renée Hartevelt, student German; the victim. ![]() The open bags from the French police. ![]() The house of Issei Sagawa, Rue Erlanger 10, Paris. ![]() The bedroom of Issei. You note the tracks of plaster traced where Renée, and the playboy on the bed was killed. ![]() His kitchen. ![]() The twenty dishes found in the refrigerator. The dishes, removed the plastic. Et voilà, Renée is served. ![]() A policeman opens the bags and itself meeting place in front this. "For Issei nothing it was more delightful.. it looked at Renée in its eye deads and there said it.. was enraptured to have let go his fantasies.. had that attractive body everything.. had waited for until the 32-year-old age but now was able to fulfill the its desires.." ![]() A piece of Renée. “..E began to give do itself. Using an electric knife, Sagawa began to cut Renée to pieces. They put some strips of meat to preserve to eat them later on, dopodichè one fece break of meat fried with mustard. Some Fece photograph of the body mutilated and if swept it. "When the embrace", registrò, "emits a sigh". It told them that it loved it." ![]() The attractive legs of Renée. "After the cooked and eaten other pieces, listened to the before made record to Renée while read a poem. Ended the record, used his pants like handkerchief to clean itself the mouth. Therefore it returned on its body, it amputated a bosom and put it in oven. When it was cooked it tasted it but not the piacque by means of the consistency to its said too fat. It found the thighs a lot more agreeable." ![]() Roofs being lacking. "The next day, finding that the body still did not stink, continued to cut the pieces, particularly of the arm, that it always so had charmed. It chewed it all how much, from the elbow to the armpit. "Me not sarei ever imagined", scrisse, "that an arm had been able to be so good!"." ![]() TSagawa was curious on the flavor that were able to have the parts of the body to the appearance more repulsive. It hesitated to do, and finally decided to go ahead.. it cut via the ano of Renée and if put it in mouth, but after little spat it. It experienced to fry the to decrease it the smell, but nothing to do; left the thing and returned to the body." ![]() "Different Moscows already had begun to turn around the body, therefore Sagawa is convinced some fact of to have lost Renée.. the honeymoon was ended. With a hatchet it cut it in enough pieces small to be able to put in the suitcases that it had bought specially for this. Smembrandola is excited to the point than dovette to masturbate itself (with the hand of Renée). While it the nose make them chewed it and it heard the noise of the cartilage than scrocchiava. It thought that later on it would be pleased to chew him them the lips.. cut them and preserved them. "I want its tongue.." said, “..non I can open them the jaw, but I can take it from its teeth.. eccola quà, finally..". Issei cut the tongue, if put it in mouth and a mirror before went to look at itself while enraptured chewed it. Dopodichè passed to the eyes.." To be rich pay, and its father, Akira Sagawa, president of the Kurita Waters Industries to Tokyo, succeeded to make to transfer Issei to the psychiatric clinic Matsuzawa in Japan. According to the sovraintendente Issei was healthy and would be have to go in prison.. but Issei stayed to the clinical one 15 months and after that.. returned free (thanks to the father Akira) in the August of 1985. After to have killed a girl and consumed his counting, Issei Sagawa was again free of to return in the society, alone 5 years after the crime. Ottenne absolutely a passport for the Germany. What it worsened the situation it was the fact that Issei was more than I satisfy, a free time, of to tell the story in the special minimum, and participated in different talk show and pornographic film. Scrisse four books, and that in which told the details of the crime revenges beyond 200,000 copies. ![]() Adieu renée. okay. end of my post. wa, first time put bold and largest font like so irritating can. this is about some stupid guy eating a poor and pretty lady. eunice and jacqpang is this going enough? big? haha. even the photo also big. i shall try eating humans someday, ya? haha. but kinda sick. so forget it. plus i ham also. so don't want la. tata. Monday, July 07, 2008
it's getting lesser each day i spent with you. mood now. abit down. but never mind. everybody is asking me to change my stupid font! nineh, really very hard to see meh? went out with my new best friend and her friend. okay i think it's kinda stunting too. i shall keep quiet for all this day of my "best" friend and i. great asking question don't want to reply. what explaintion, and i think i can keep it to my house dustbin instead. if you don't wanna know then don't keep on saying that you want but i don't wanna tell you. want is all this? and get this clear, i'm not here for all you this kind of not replying messages or stuff. this is going enough. maybe i am the one i should go mia from you and i'm the one who is disturbing you, or maybe maybe, you are trying to turn a very big round and try to tell me this. why is this so? never mind, now i guess. truth enough, i only got hate and feel happy towards you. i give you all my blessing and all those good memories you gave me all back to you. whatever it is i won't contact you anymore, disturb you nor a hi-bye friends. cause this is the way you wanted it, right? i'm having lesser and lesser time with you, i can't feel the warm of your heart anymore. it's that so? or is your feeling. . . i don't know. EUNICEYAN HAPPY NOW? JACQPANG HAPPY ALSO RIGHT? ORANGE AMYMORE. Thursday, July 03, 2008
this is enough. one sided story are always happenin. why was it so? i don't know. i really hate this. maybe this is getting enough. way enough. maybe you don't know the world out here, or maybe you are not opening your eyes, i can't say much about this. maybe when someday you will get to know, what am i meaning. and if more than 5 people are saying about you, and do you think i dare to even ask you? and please get this clear, i had never say anything about HM thing here. i know nothing about what happen between your. "and u know how fucking long i get myself to let go?u know how fucking hell it hurts that time?" ya ya, i don't know. everything i also don't know. i only thou of myself and not you, if i'm bustard enough i will have do whatever i want. instead i didn't choose to run. and so you think i don't know that kind of feelings?! let me tell you, i fucking get over yanling for 2years! and i know i'm fucking hurt by yanling too. what more do you want to say now. i'm not picking a fight here, i'm just trying to tell you. then what things about me you heard? so you are also the one who know things and assum by listenin and not asking. you are doing the same thing too. and so you think timing is fun?! go around and ask people who tim, do they feel happy? they feel confuse and lost!!! if you are always here, you won't go mia like i have said. =) i think i'm really tired, i need a rest. for euniceyan sake, i put my font large. nineh. Wednesday, July 02, 2008
i knew this is going to happen. early in the morning, i had swollen eyes, uncounted times of bathing. and most of all, uncounted times of heartbreaking. this is the greatest of all my time from young till now. not even my family member have gave me this kind of hurt. how i wish, might. i try to bath as long as i could, so that nobody like kris and darling will know. but somehow darling know what happen. cause she was the very first person beside me looking as my first tears started to drop as i read the message. in this month i had alot of unlucky things happen. past work thing, friends from good to WORST. and now in relationship. will you put a stop over here? i don't know and i don't want. heading 6month and i guess it's time. i don't know what to do now, i'm so confuse. and of course i know alot of people will start to laugh and i know who are they. they will start to say that i really deserve all this from you. i haven been going well on in my heart. there is alot of guilt in my heart and alot of unsaid apologies that i wish to say. nobody had know that. i haven been living to the max for myself, i'm putting in all only in a act. trying to take it that i'm not even get hurt nor guilt for thing that i have done. but i can't. i know this already have been the past. 2 out of 3, i choose to run away from them. 1 of them, i choose to pretend that i don't know her. but if i really have the courage i will say all those unsaid things to you. one of the most i wish to tell you was, i really thou that you are the one i wanted but in the end, i hear and see thing clearly that i know i'm not the one you wanted, when you told me that i am. 2 of this, i choose to explain. the more i explain, the more i get scolded by others. i choose to avoid now, and really there is much more apologies that i wanted to say, which make it left unsaid. this len me to a bustard of all. 1 tight slap and i will remember hard in my mind. and i wish to let you know that, even thou you are not my type if girls i wanted, but i try my very best to change my type just for you. i really try but i find it very hard. 3 but not least, i left myself unsaid of guilt to her. even thou we still have talks and conve with each other, but i always and wanted to apologies to you, maybe you are my type but sometimes, you are not the one who betray yourself but it's your friends. way many things i had and one of them was, you will change you heart way first when others still to woo you. i was happy but and stunt when i heard things about you now adays. that all i wanted to say. to the other one who waited for me for months, i know i had never really took a close look at you, the good sight of you, but you dissapoint me times and times when your friend told me about you. i'm really sorry that i have broke your heart for times. way many times, i don't know if you have gotten over it. and most of all we drift like nobody business and got back together after months cause of some other friends. i don't know why was it so, but now i don't think it matters. and i wish to tell you that the problem between us was the feeling and the driftness you made way too much. i hope after saying all this, my heart will get much more better, it's been in my mind all over my body for nearly half a year, and for those who's parents have just pass away and those who just broke up, take time to let the person rest well in your heart. friends will make all this way down no matter what, only a call and you will know how important your friends can be. i can make it just for you, and i hope you will let this matter rest off well soon enough, i had put my grandmother in my heart. and there is no way there is going to be taken by others. i will wish your to be strong and wish that you treasure your loves one more right now. okay i don't know what am i talking now, it's way out of topic and i know, something is wrong with me. maybe i really need some rest after all of this, and tell me this is just a dream. just like my swollen eyes right now, it will be gone the next day. it will be gone and it will be just a dream. and it will be . . . a dream. Tuesday, July 01, 2008
because you loved me, or you love yourself? yesterday went over to sk in the midnight, when i receive a stunt call. whatever it is. everything was just stunt to me. please take care of yourself. stop joining them, they are bad company. will you listen to me and go back school? will you stop doing thing that hurt you family heart? i hope it's time you really really do something about your life. if you think me and guanhong don't care about you we won't have take cab down in 3am, and ton more than 24hour with you. early morning i got nose bleeding, and darling keep cursing me to die, shit her. and when i spit there is bleed too. guess i'm really dying ar. haha. went home i was totally dead. and i'm awake at this hour. because i can't sleep well. it's been days, i'm getting all this coldness like again. i really don't know what is wrong that make me desev all this from you. what is more that you wanted to give me exp for love. it's really been so hard for me right now. if you want me to leave you alone or stuff, tell me then. if you love others then tell me, i will understand. |
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