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shuqun primary. (1996 - 2002)fuhua secondary. (2003 - 2006) itedover. (2008-2009) maro1233@hotmail.com 27 DEC 1990  ● Tagboard
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Wednesday, July 02, 2008
i knew this is going to happen. early in the morning, i had swollen eyes, uncounted times of bathing. and most of all, uncounted times of heartbreaking. this is the greatest of all my time from young till now. not even my family member have gave me this kind of hurt. how i wish, might. i try to bath as long as i could, so that nobody like kris and darling will know. but somehow darling know what happen. cause she was the very first person beside me looking as my first tears started to drop as i read the message. in this month i had alot of unlucky things happen. past work thing, friends from good to WORST. and now in relationship. will you put a stop over here? i don't know and i don't want. heading 6month and i guess it's time. i don't know what to do now, i'm so confuse. and of course i know alot of people will start to laugh and i know who are they. they will start to say that i really deserve all this from you. i haven been going well on in my heart. there is alot of guilt in my heart and alot of unsaid apologies that i wish to say. nobody had know that. i haven been living to the max for myself, i'm putting in all only in a act. trying to take it that i'm not even get hurt nor guilt for thing that i have done. but i can't. i know this already have been the past. 2 out of 3, i choose to run away from them. 1 of them, i choose to pretend that i don't know her. but if i really have the courage i will say all those unsaid things to you. one of the most i wish to tell you was, i really thou that you are the one i wanted but in the end, i hear and see thing clearly that i know i'm not the one you wanted, when you told me that i am. 2 of this, i choose to explain. the more i explain, the more i get scolded by others. i choose to avoid now, and really there is much more apologies that i wanted to say, which make it left unsaid. this len me to a bustard of all. 1 tight slap and i will remember hard in my mind. and i wish to let you know that, even thou you are not my type if girls i wanted, but i try my very best to change my type just for you. i really try but i find it very hard. 3 but not least, i left myself unsaid of guilt to her. even thou we still have talks and conve with each other, but i always and wanted to apologies to you, maybe you are my type but sometimes, you are not the one who betray yourself but it's your friends. way many things i had and one of them was, you will change you heart way first when others still to woo you. i was happy but and stunt when i heard things about you now adays. that all i wanted to say. to the other one who waited for me for months, i know i had never really took a close look at you, the good sight of you, but you dissapoint me times and times when your friend told me about you. i'm really sorry that i have broke your heart for times. way many times, i don't know if you have gotten over it. and most of all we drift like nobody business and got back together after months cause of some other friends. i don't know why was it so, but now i don't think it matters. and i wish to tell you that the problem between us was the feeling and the driftness you made way too much. i hope after saying all this, my heart will get much more better, it's been in my mind all over my body for nearly half a year, and for those who's parents have just pass away and those who just broke up, take time to let the person rest well in your heart. friends will make all this way down no matter what, only a call and you will know how important your friends can be. i can make it just for you, and i hope you will let this matter rest off well soon enough, i had put my grandmother in my heart. and there is no way there is going to be taken by others. i will wish your to be strong and wish that you treasure your loves one more right now. okay i don't know what am i talking now, it's way out of topic and i know, something is wrong with me. maybe i really need some rest after all of this, and tell me this is just a dream. just like my swollen eyes right now, it will be gone the next day. it will be gone and it will be just a dream. and it will be . . . a dream. |
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