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Sunday, August 31, 2008
oh god, tell me what should i do? people always said that, if you love someone you should let her go and find her happiness. but i believe that's crap, like who the hell really will do that? i know using mouth to say it's much more easier then doing it, but what else? meet up with darling and teehui. damn bored. my posts are like so wordy, i see liao also pekchek sia. well, played alot of dumb cards game, trying to bet my love by it. hahahah. i know it's lame. well when you really wish to have something you will tend to do alot of stupid things. don't you find it true? like counting how many fries you eat and start counting, "she love me, she don't love me." that kind of things, or "should i go, should i not go?" that's dumb la. people always only know how to treasure after they have lose something. just like if you lose your wallet (ahhem, saying someone's UNDERWEAR BRAND WALLET) by carelessness, like lying around anyway or stuff. and when you get it back you will tend to treasure it much more. but who will really give you the chances to treasure it back? of course, the person who returns your wallet, giving you chances to take good care of them again. but how many will do that? no, sad to say not many. oh ya, before i carry on, KATEK, KATEK! I KNOW WHY YOU THAT SAY AT AMK KICK UNTILL UNDERWEAR ALREADY! CAUSE YOUR LOML GOT A NEW UNDERWEAR BRAND WALLET! THAT'S WHY!!!!. okay, i just tend to have alot of crap sometimes. well, i saw your post i felt happy but sad too. happy for the first, sad for the second sentences. well, never thou that i could be the one getting hurt. never know that loving someone is so hard as i thou, being faithful is not easy too. chances is all that i need to prove but i'm lack of that. lack of confin, happiness, love, care and concern. i know darling is giving me all this, but well her exams is coming. alot of things i start to know when i got alone, thinking and thinking. who will be there for you when you're sad, you're friends. they will do alot of things, just to cheer you up. but who will be the one hurting you at the same time? your love ones. what about family members? sad to say, they don't know anything about me. even if you asked them one simple question, the also can't tell you. when is my birthday? maybe my friends will know but i bet they can't remember. they always told me, what do you treat your house like? A HOTEL? truth enough, yes. but i didn't meant to treat it like one. who will wanna live in a house full of coldness, seeing that fucking face of my father and giving me freaking attiude when i got the same as him! too bad, it's because of him i don't wanna be there. you know alot of people will tend to put family's member as their first. second of course friends or your loves one. but me, i don't. i will always put my love ones first. and of course follow up is my grandmother. i remember how SILLY i am to always pray that she won't die first and i die. i will use my another half of my life to give it to her. i use to be very happy when she come over our house to stay because she stays in malaysia. but when she's leaving back to malaysia, i will cry like fuck and ask her not to leave. and she will tell me, "ahmin ar, i will come back and find you. i won't leave you, you know i love you. and i will keep pulling her legs not to let her go." thinking back it's funny, ya? but that's the truth. all they want was love and care, and not 200 or 300bucks you give them. but of course i will tell heaven right now, i still love you grandma. anyway, she's still alive okay? don't get misunderstanding! not cursing her too. bii, still remember this? Happy 2nd Monthsary, Bii! Love die you too & i hope we can celebrate the next Leap Year tgt! You said you'll protect me & make sure you do it okay! I want you to protect me from YOU! Protect me from your craziness for eg, biting me! Which means that i can bite you & you cant bite me back. Hehehe. If not i go SPCA sue you hor. I mean it. And and and i'll go missing one dayyyyy if you ever SAY & BULLY me again. ^^ Love yaaaaa! See you tmr? Haha. nothing is worth anything more like you to me. you know how hard i'm living right now? loving you is not just giving you care and love or stuff, most importantly, look at the heart. but giving you care and saying i love you and stuff is call love, then what's mine? i know i can't fight with others that waited for someone years or month, but i know i'm doing it right now just proving that action can't speak what my heart is speaking. proving is a sigh of changing. love is something that two become one. and they will share their happiness and sarrow together. we promise that to eachg other, haven we? why step back when you knwo that it's one? if i don't really put alot of love into this relationship, do you think that whatever/wherever i go/do, it will remind me of you? you know i'm not that kind of expressive person and mushy mushy type, but i still try to be like one. i don't use to do alot of things, cause my mind tells me that why put so much effort in it? i know i'm a fucking slug to play around, people learn their lesson. i've learn mine, and i didn't make history repeat. did i? cause you gave me the chance to prove that i can be. now you get what kind of person i am? i'm always too late to know where i am and what i have done. but who will really give me the chances? nobody, not even you now. Saturday, August 30, 2008
where are you, where are you? where is this beautiful girl?  Stupid flat white wall/mad dog/guailan kia/bird face/bii, I love you & you better remember the bet i tell you! Ohya, stop being so xiao qi alr pls. No wonder you're aging so fast. Muahahaha. Love die you. :D today was another day. i relise that not only me, ai also. well cheer up aiai, i will still be here. the most both of us emo together lo. haha. i'm sure you will be drinking right. hahaha. it's been long seen i last see you. no reply, no nothing. it's empty inside my heart. i can feel that i'm walking with a empty heart, cause my whole heart is with her now. i had never felt like this before. i could feel that my heart is missing something. it sank and i keep all those pain inside myself. heading to je to watch movie with darling. guess this is the only way she can cheer me up. but thanks teehui and darling, i know your did alot of things to cheer me up. love you darling! why is there only "missing you" in my heart? there is alot of "why" question living in there too. can't stop but to think. those viwawa char we have. . . "When you need some shelter from the rain When you need a healer for your pain I will be there time and time again When you need someone to love you Here I am, Here I am Xoxo, I love you very much." those sweet words and photo we use to had. it's never gonna update and never gonna be there again. who can understand lossing your love ones those kind of pain. i'm really trying alot and alot just to change myself and now you're gone. growing up is a part of learning, and i have learn that you're the one i love most and all.  If you dislike someone, you'll bound to see all the weaknesses that one have no matter how hard that person try to change. But if you could try to look at the good points he/she have, maybe you'll realise that he/she ain't that bad at all. Sometimes, the problems dont lies on that "bad" person. It may sometimes lies within you. You'll never know unless you look hard enough. Did you(s)? this was what you told me, but have you? i still love you and misses you alot. :( do you still remember that i have said, our one year anni, i will bring you to sit one the DHL balloon? and you ask me go die, cause you're scare of highs. but i will keep my promise, cause i know we still have a long long way to go. bii don't give up, cause i'm not giving up. Friday, August 29, 2008
treasure them before they're gone, losing is painfull. i will show everyone your photo, and say " if you see this girl, tell her where i am." when for work in IT fair like the 3time in this year. damn tired, didn't eat breakfast. never mind. wake up at those don't know what time, can't even eat by yet have to rush over. when there like late, and waited for boss. i swear i got abit feeling like i'm working toy's r us. saw the abother bird face, KOR! tommy. nb i swear we last life must be brother and sister. everytime go where see him jiu forget it. now work in the same company like AGAIN. can't believe that alot of people saw that we look alike. tired of standing. this time's IT fair sux, don't know sell what kind of nonsese. saw jasmin (gh's xyg), was in a rush so didn't really talk to you. sorry. teehui was as irritating as usual. dinner sux like hell. finally can go home, and went kfc to eat. home sweet home. tml will be another hard day for me. and i'm no longer working with teehui, sk and kor. i'm working alone! at LG. -___- never mind. alot of cute girls. i can't find my rachel ong! wish me luck loves. tojiawei the bitch, mei, i tryed my best to keep my words. but i failed to. you told me not to bully her and i did. you told me to last long with her, i tryed. but i failed to. i'm sorry. i guess it's all up to you and yanqi already. pray hard for me and my love for her okay? i will be waiting for that day to come true! thanks mei. today was quite a happy day for me! a good start off i hope. seeing those replies are making me happy. but i keep thinking of those days we went over there. seeing couples are hurtful and songs that keep playing over and over. first cames always be my baby, next come with you, then when you're gone last when we're leaving tian tian de. wondering, if there's anything another chances that we will appear over there and look for our things in the future like we have said it before. i will be just the same old me and never change my love. loves, whatever i do, i do it just for you. Tuesday, August 26, 2008
it's only left with hurt and watching you walk away. watching you walk away makes my heart break. i can't stand this pain you gave me. those messages with your name makes me smile, but i'm still thinking alot each day. do you think it's worth to break up just because of a stupid guy and a bitch? is our relationship not even strong enough to get thou all this? i miss you so much. Sunday, August 24, 2008
i'm totally out of mood. me and darling's going mis from everyone. maybe to our love's one we won't go mia la. we will see how then. i had plan everything myself nicely. i will stick in hke i guess? studying studying studying. i don't wish to think much now, or maybe i hope i won't think much right now. i will fuck off and i know you hate me. it's not a nice feeling to have being avoided and those short replies. it's getting to the end and i totally down. i wish i could do something but there's nothing i can do. i'm crawling back to you. Saturday, August 23, 2008
i'm sorry. i didn't scold you in my blog. i really never did meant it. i never really got the heart to scold you or blame you. if i really do that's very dumb of me, cause i still wants you back and why will i do that? i'm sorry if i really make you think that way. i had never got the heart to scold you. it's not gonna end just like this, cause you never gonna shake me away. Friday, August 22, 2008
headed school. ended at 12.30 went home sleep. that gonna be my life from now on. i really didn't blame you or shout you in my post. but you will never know the sadness of waiting for someone you love. i still wanted a family most with you. very much. ps: i always love you. Thursday, August 21, 2008
那一片阴沉如海的天和你擦身 而过有些晃神你再回头 才发现我的行路在延 我却无法解释是谁乱了我生活 该怎么做才能把回忆都删去 错过了幸福我像跌入迷雾 遇见你有种似曾相识的感觉 仿佛有种同样感受在你的眼底 能不能让我们再相遇 能不能让我再次认识你 似曾相识犹如游戏 那一片深入你的世界和你擦身而过 却忘了要往哪里走 才感觉我的心看不见 我该怎么解释是你 乱了我生活 该怎么做才能把回忆都删除 错过了幸福我像跌入迷雾 我看见同样感受在你眼底 遇见你有种似曾相识的感觉 是否在前世我们有逆转不去 能必能这次改变命运 能必能这次让我真的爱你 还是往事别在提起 遇见你有种似曾相识的感觉 是否在前世我们有逆转不去 能必能让我把你忘记 能必能把我定下对你追寻或许我能不再想 你遇见你有种似曾相识的感觉 it's end with a WITH YOU and ends with a I'M SORRY. everytime i heard with you, i start to think of how we got together. i promise to do everything i said with the songs. and now you're leaving. Labels: AND you're happy but i'm sad. today like finally wake up, but then when out for a walk then headed home. this is the first time i cry in front of my friend. i can't take the pain and i really cry. i know there must be someone you like or what. i know you don't wanna reply. cause you have never spare a thou of me. you always like to do it your way. you will never know that there are people waiting for you. cause you never wanted to listen to my explaintion, never. not even a chance of changing. not even one. Labels: ` Monday, August 18, 2008
love to be loved by you. I can't believe I'm standing here Been waiting for so many years and Today I found the Queen to reign my heart You changed my live so patiently And turned it into something good and real I feel just like I felt in all my dreams There are questions hard to answer Can't you see Baby, tell me how can I tell you That I love you more than life Show me how can I show you That I'm blinded by your light When you touch me I can touch you To find out the dream is true I love to be loved by you Your looking kind of scared right now Your waiting for the wedding vows but I don't know if my tongue's able to talk Your beauty is just blinding me Like sunbeams on a summer stream and I gotta close my eyes to protect me Can you take my hand and lead me from here please, yeah Baby, tell me how can I tell you That I love you more than life Show me how can I show you That I'm blinded by your light When you touch me I can touch you To find out the dream is true I love to be loved, I need to be loved I love to be loved by you I know they gonna say our loves not strong enough to last forever And I know they gonna say that we'll give up because of any weather But how can they understand that our love is just heaven sent We keep on going on and on cause this is where we both belong Baby, tell me how can I tell you That I love you more than life Show me how can I show you That I'm blinded by your light When you touch me I can touch you To find out the dream is true I love to be loved, I need, yes I need to be loved I love to be loved by you Yes I love to be loved by you i can feel that this is all crap to me, everytime i will get all this shit when i'm not in the wrong, everything is unfair for me, nothing is fair from the start. everytime the first thing is wake up was to see my phone, on my com. but there is nothing, those hope are droping. just now, i walk out and i saw my mother, i don't know why i hug her and i cry, she ask me what happen i didn't tell her, but i keep crying. i can't take it anymore, i think i can't go on further as i think i can. she's too cruel and she just don't let me do anything. why? thanks hippo for all those caring. i'm fine, don't worry about me. i'm okay. i'm really very okay. i don't know what to do more. i have really done everything i could.  this is how we start.  left hand.  right hand, blue black  stupid guan hong ugly hand. there is nothing much more for me to say then i'm sorry. my hands are dumb now. i can't even take a pen well. and my index finger, it's gone. nothing is pain, not this, compare to my heart. things ain't the same, days ain't the same, feeling ain't the same too. and now i know that treasuring the person beside you before you are really too late. just like my grandmother. i try my very best, but nothing work. screaming my lungs out, just hoping that you will hear me. praying that you are always mine, when i know i can't hold anything of yours. crying doesn't help much, i know. only wishing you will come back to my door. nothing for me to live on. i'm proving everything to a nobody. chances are not gaven as i don't know why, don't tell me people need chances to prove themselves that they will change. cause i can see it right now, it's not. having the heartache everyday but have to pretend that i don't, it's very hard. those igron and rejects you gave, sank deep inside. how long can i go on. how long can i surive? how long this is going to go on with me? nobody can tell me, but asking me to cheer up, i'm trying to cheer others up but i didn't told them mine. i'm trying to act like one that i'm strong and tough, but i really fail to do so. not even spongebob can cheer me up, i million of it also won't. as i grow up and i know that the hurt you get is deeper. and now it's breaking down, i don't know why. i don't feel like eating anything thou out the day, or maybe one meal will make me full. i don't feel like doing alot of things i use to do. i just don't understand your heart. Sunday, August 17, 2008
i'm sorry. Oh i had a lot to say, was thinking all my time away I missed you and things weren't the same Cause everything inside it never comes out right And when i see you cry it makes me want to die I'm sorry i'm bad, I'm sorry i'm blue, I'm sorry about all things i said to you And i know i can't take it back I love how you kiss, I love all you're sounds, and baby the way you make my world go round And I just wanted to say i'm sorry. This time i think i'm to blame it's harder to get through the days You get older and blame turns to shame Cause everything inside it never comes out right And when i see you cry it makes me want to die I'm sorry i'm bad, I'm sorry i'm blue, I'm sorry about all things i said to you And i know i can't take it back I love how you kiss, i love all you're sounds, and baby the way you make my world go round And i just wanted to say i'm sorry. Every single day i think about how we came all this way The sleepless nights and the tears you cried it's never too late to make it right Oh yeah sorry! Cause everything inside it never comes out right And when i see you cry it makes me want to die I'm sorry i'm bad, I'm sorry i'm blue, I'm sorry about all things i said to you And I know i can't take it back I love how you kiss, I love all you're sounds, and baby the way you make my world go round And I just wanted to say i'm sorry. i'm sorry baby, i'm sorry. i really meant what i wanted to say. Saturday, August 16, 2008
now blogger is not a place for me to post out my happy feelings and everyday life. cause it had already change. everything is already not the same. i don't know what is wrong with me today. i'm feeling abit crazy i know. since yesterday till now. mad one sia, early morning trying to make everyone wake up by listening to music. and i swear next block also can hear, mad one right? and the thing is my mum didn't stop me! never mind, headed to sleep then stupid sister wake me up then i headed back to sleep soon. i swear i'm so going to make myself dead or get more lung infection. i find no point for me to listen to anything. cause i know you will say that you got no wrong and i'm in the wrong. fuck la. what am i? when you bored then come find me?! when you got no one to meet then come find me?! if in the first place you wanna play with me don't make me be so faithfull?! tell me that you're really doing that then. cause what you are doing now is totally trying to tell me that. don't tell me what you love only me la, and whatever shit. cause you really make me such a useless person. enjoy your DOUBLE DATE quanchun wilson and that girl okay. don't tell me you got no feeling towards him. bless the both of your with much more happiness. 张信哲--过火 是否对你承诺了太多 还是我原本给的就不够 你始终有千万种理由 我一直都跟随你的感受 让你疯 让你去放纵 以为你 有天会感动 关於流言 我装作无动於衷 直到所有的梦已破碎 才看见你的眼泪和後悔 我是多想再给你机会 多想问你究竟爱谁 既然爱 难分是非 就别逃避 勇敢面对 给了他的心 你是否能够要得回 怎麽忍心怪你犯了错 是我给你自由过了火 让你更寂寞 才会陷入感情漩涡 怎麽忍心让你受折磨 是我给你自由过了火 如果你想飞 伤痛我背 是否对你承诺了太多 还是我原本给的就不够 你始终有千万种理由 我一直都跟随你的感受 让你疯 让你去放纵 以为你 有天会感动 关於流言 我装作无动於衷 直到所有的梦已破碎 才看见你的眼泪和後悔 我是多想再给你机会 多想问你究竟爱谁 既然爱 难分是非 就别逃避 勇敢面对 给了他的心 你是否能够要得回 怎麽忍心怪你犯了错 是我给你自由过了火 让你更寂寞 才会陷入感情漩涡 怎麽忍心让你受折磨 是我给你自由过了火 如果你想飞 伤痛我背 怎麽忍心怪你犯了错 是我给你自由过了火 让你更寂寞 才会陷入感情漩涡 怎麽忍心让你受折磨 是我给你自由过了火 如果你想飞 伤痛我背 Wednesday, August 13, 2008
where is the love? i was feeling terrible this morning when i wake up. i can't take it anymore that i wake up this morning, it can't feel myself moving. i'm coughing like mad dog like that. i can't get up to eat this morning, can't even reach my medicine. and i fell asleep after that, and wake up in 6. i slept for more than a day. untill now 8, i still haven get anything to eat because there is no one for me. i don't know why i seriously can't feel you love. forget it. i really don't wanna quarrel. Wednesday, August 06, 2008
how dumb. meet up with deardear and i relise what's a suck cock buddy. really suit to the topic ya? i'm getting over everything. i got no more feeling towards anything. thanks. Sunday, August 03, 2008
don't tell me. don't tell me what to do. don't tell me and fid what very close. if your dare to say, dare to own up, dare to face the fact and the truth. don't just only know how to say and ask her to break up, what do your know about anything about me and her?! why hate to see that i have change and wanna get some fucking story to lie to her? go ahead it's okay with me. i'm fine. and you fucking fat pig, make so clear that you better have your limit. you think i'm scare of you, no i don't. so sad to say. simple english don't understand still must make me repeat myself. i thou my english was horrible enough but you? come one la. don't anyhow try to tell me that what i made her go for lesbian that why you got no chance. hey you think what? having drama show over here ar? like to act go mediacorp don't come here act in front of me. and you? have you ever trust me? after found out so many things i felt so down. everything seem like you more stress and i'm not. where are you now? when i'm sick and i'm still waiting for your messages? yesterday talk to huimei she told me alot of things. i think is the first time she saw my cry, was holding it as long as i could. darling bought things for me to eat. i shall stop everything over here. i'm feeling bad. i'm having bad coughing and fever's coming. going to be dand have somemore rest, telling myself everythings gonna be alright. if i'm okay in the later i will go study i guess. don't know where to go, i guess i shall be a loner with no friends that will lent me to great. Saturday, August 02, 2008
why is all this coming? you will never know what you have done wrong. you will never say that you have wrong. everything also i wrong. asking you to tell that guy you don't like him! i wrong. ya, side him. telling you that me and "her" got nothing on not even close you don't belive, i "lie" , i wrong. don't trust. what love is all about trust?! this is all bullshit! you make me see that this sentence don't suit in us! wanted to end this relationship is you, not me. times by times, you throw my trust anyway. the hotel thing i'm already keeping quiet, and now this. you make me see that i'm being so faithfull is wrong. you make me see that trust is not about all this. so you think you cry only not i don't. have you ever slow down and catch what i say? do you even dare to ask people about what i say is right or wrong. when someday i'll make sure you will feel the feeling of not saying " I DON'T LIKE YOU AT ALL" |
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