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shuqun primary. (1996 - 2002)fuhua secondary. (2003 - 2006) itedover. (2008-2009) maro1233@hotmail.com 27 DEC 1990  ● Tagboard
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Sunday, August 31, 2008
oh god, tell me what should i do? people always said that, if you love someone you should let her go and find her happiness. but i believe that's crap, like who the hell really will do that? i know using mouth to say it's much more easier then doing it, but what else? meet up with darling and teehui. damn bored. my posts are like so wordy, i see liao also pekchek sia. well, played alot of dumb cards game, trying to bet my love by it. hahahah. i know it's lame. well when you really wish to have something you will tend to do alot of stupid things. don't you find it true? like counting how many fries you eat and start counting, "she love me, she don't love me." that kind of things, or "should i go, should i not go?" that's dumb la. people always only know how to treasure after they have lose something. just like if you lose your wallet (ahhem, saying someone's UNDERWEAR BRAND WALLET) by carelessness, like lying around anyway or stuff. and when you get it back you will tend to treasure it much more. but who will really give you the chances to treasure it back? of course, the person who returns your wallet, giving you chances to take good care of them again. but how many will do that? no, sad to say not many. oh ya, before i carry on, KATEK, KATEK! I KNOW WHY YOU THAT SAY AT AMK KICK UNTILL UNDERWEAR ALREADY! CAUSE YOUR LOML GOT A NEW UNDERWEAR BRAND WALLET! THAT'S WHY!!!!. okay, i just tend to have alot of crap sometimes. well, i saw your post i felt happy but sad too. happy for the first, sad for the second sentences. well, never thou that i could be the one getting hurt. never know that loving someone is so hard as i thou, being faithful is not easy too. chances is all that i need to prove but i'm lack of that. lack of confin, happiness, love, care and concern. i know darling is giving me all this, but well her exams is coming. alot of things i start to know when i got alone, thinking and thinking. who will be there for you when you're sad, you're friends. they will do alot of things, just to cheer you up. but who will be the one hurting you at the same time? your love ones. what about family members? sad to say, they don't know anything about me. even if you asked them one simple question, the also can't tell you. when is my birthday? maybe my friends will know but i bet they can't remember. they always told me, what do you treat your house like? A HOTEL? truth enough, yes. but i didn't meant to treat it like one. who will wanna live in a house full of coldness, seeing that fucking face of my father and giving me freaking attiude when i got the same as him! too bad, it's because of him i don't wanna be there. you know alot of people will tend to put family's member as their first. second of course friends or your loves one. but me, i don't. i will always put my love ones first. and of course follow up is my grandmother. i remember how SILLY i am to always pray that she won't die first and i die. i will use my another half of my life to give it to her. i use to be very happy when she come over our house to stay because she stays in malaysia. but when she's leaving back to malaysia, i will cry like fuck and ask her not to leave. and she will tell me, "ahmin ar, i will come back and find you. i won't leave you, you know i love you. and i will keep pulling her legs not to let her go." thinking back it's funny, ya? but that's the truth. all they want was love and care, and not 200 or 300bucks you give them. but of course i will tell heaven right now, i still love you grandma. anyway, she's still alive okay? don't get misunderstanding! not cursing her too. bii, still remember this? Happy 2nd Monthsary, Bii! Love die you too & i hope we can celebrate the next Leap Year tgt! You said you'll protect me & make sure you do it okay! I want you to protect me from YOU! Protect me from your craziness for eg, biting me! Which means that i can bite you & you cant bite me back. Hehehe. If not i go SPCA sue you hor. I mean it. And and and i'll go missing one dayyyyy if you ever SAY & BULLY me again. ^^ Love yaaaaa! See you tmr? Haha. nothing is worth anything more like you to me. you know how hard i'm living right now? loving you is not just giving you care and love or stuff, most importantly, look at the heart. but giving you care and saying i love you and stuff is call love, then what's mine? i know i can't fight with others that waited for someone years or month, but i know i'm doing it right now just proving that action can't speak what my heart is speaking. proving is a sigh of changing. love is something that two become one. and they will share their happiness and sarrow together. we promise that to eachg other, haven we? why step back when you knwo that it's one? if i don't really put alot of love into this relationship, do you think that whatever/wherever i go/do, it will remind me of you? you know i'm not that kind of expressive person and mushy mushy type, but i still try to be like one. i don't use to do alot of things, cause my mind tells me that why put so much effort in it? i know i'm a fucking slug to play around, people learn their lesson. i've learn mine, and i didn't make history repeat. did i? cause you gave me the chance to prove that i can be. now you get what kind of person i am? i'm always too late to know where i am and what i have done. but who will really give me the chances? nobody, not even you now. |
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