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Wednesday, October 29, 2008
EA! and i'm coming for more. okay. past few day went KAP study and stuff. then town and town and town, if not vivo. okay. i swear marche was all the nicest part of the day. curving for it more. eaten that for around two day? thanks to deardear and another idiot. headed town today. with the same old people. i'm so in love with one of the GG bag. but i decided now to go for EA instead. haha. i'm working and i swear. study? leave it behind first. nah, just kidding. if i drop out of school i swear alot of people will kill me. ohya, i'm thinking of it anyway. i'm thinking of dropping out from dover and head somewhere else. somewhere which i only can decide next year. it's a top secret. i'm heading somewhere closer to you. it's kinda dumb, or maybe oversea studies? cool huh? i started to like loner lifestyle. nobody disturb you and stuff. then sometimes meet up with friends also not bad huh? i guess so. home home home. i love my room so much. i don't know why. my room just got too much memories. okay, i swear this few days i started to miss her like again. i can never understand. good try asking people to talk to me. but try harder next time. sorry, if you're stubbon. i'm more. so go on. i know you're happy with your life now. i really think that i'm such a pro that i actually can don't text her for weeks. maybe that's something good. thanks for leaving the photos. maybe that the only way i can stop myself from missing you badly. EA EA EA!!! i want the watch! i want the shirt! i want everything! okay shall stop here now. enough is enough. i shall stop dreaming and start working into it. do whatever you want. but you can't stop me from loving you. Saturday, October 25, 2008
update more later when i wake up. damn tired. change this song first which i wanted to change years ago but was too lazy. are you member? damn shit, this thing is stuck inside my mind now. later going KAP study and help my stupid dumb ass member to fix her dumb lappy. listen to this song, and you will understand what this means. watch high school musical and you will know how i really feel inside my heart. it's all about you and it's always you. nearly got water fall when song and song was pouring in my mp3 that remind me of you. i know i should give up. but somewhere somehow, something is stopping me to do so. thanks darling and brother alot when my mood was way down one find another topic to say and the other played dj max with me. even thou playing dj max remind me of her but still i was happy after playing it. update what happen in the later. i'm dying and i need sleep please. today my sweet alarm don't need to call me and we had a duel on high school musical 3. i don't mind watching it again, so i'm so sure i'm gonna win this bet by hook or straight. [: Wednesday, October 22, 2008
i had never went to places without you around but today i did. feeling was different. went simlim the day before yesterday. bought alot of things, but i must thanks darling for everything. haha. she bought a new mp3 for herself. after that went head to amk to find ahbee they all. slack there till morning and headed home. yesterday, night went out. headed to sembawang park, fishing! got lots of stupid catfish and CRAB! hahahaha. fish till morning and i really wanna curse and swear. had alot of fun with teehui, darling, currypok, karen! ah bee, steven and his gf. but then ho, i'm really burning black now. wth. i don't even know it myself till i went home. never seen myself so dark before. haha. but i sitll love fishing alot la. haha. oh ya, i got a very sweet alarm clock la. never fail to call me on time, but one thing is she fail to wake me up on time to school. haha, so jiayou ar girl. you still got long way to work by waking me up. we will see how many time you can wake me up. hahahaha. yes baby, you will alway be my baby okay? hahaha. study hard okay? jiayou. loves. Labels: but my heart still feel lonely., sometimes when i'm at crowded places Monday, October 20, 2008
tiring day after 5days of walking. thanks~ (with that fucking high pitch) really wanna thanks currypok alot. headed town today with deardear and darling and they get what they want. and i swear the three of us are fucking irritating. ate sushi and i swear i will never eat them for at least a month. we ate around 60bucks of sushi just the three of us. so make a guess how much of sushi did we eat. we laugh and laugh all the way to plaza sing. and i also swear i won't touch "GOD OF WAR" anymore as it makes me headache. THANKS~ deardear. KAP after that to meet baby, currypok teehui and another guy which i don't remember what is his name. lolz. thanks to some idian mother tehteh that i'm home now. was to go over to her house and find her but half way thou she called and say that we don't need to go over as she was tired. okay. sometime some people just get proud easily when they get somethings they want. sometimes they just tends to forget the feeling of others and hit them straight which hurt so much. but they can carry on doing it, cause not as thou they got prize take right? as this is what currypok always tell me, THANKS~ and bot forgetting that story teller are wonderful. but those listener are dumb to believe the story teller that three little pig are real. that is how great that story teller can be. cause the make the story sounds nice and interesting. so jiayou for those story teller and i hope you will get some prize for being the great one. i'm asking for nothing right now. cause i'm happy with everything. but i ever wonder will i be happier than now i am or not? i doubt so. i'm not going to take any action. and i understand myself more right now. it's impossible and nothing works. sim lim tml with darling to get her stupid mp3. and much more things tml. and today was a funny and happiest day. it's been 1weeks and 3day. am i suppose to hope that days still count by or not? i hope it don't, but not in the bad way of not counting. when will i get to see your face again? i hope not your picture but i wish to feel your touch again. and don't forget that you're being love by me. so i will give you my full support okay? you have to work hard even thou you're tired and you wanna leave. jiayou! love by your ahming. Saturday, October 18, 2008
what a day. damn tired. been walking for 4freaking day non-stp. wth. yesterday, went to meet huimei and xuan they all. after that headed back to my house and wanted to fish. so headed to fish in the morning. damn tired. but still keep going on. fishing and tanning at the same time without knowing it. after that HKE and ball for awhile. meet deardear and pass her thing then home sweet home. i'm so tired. tired of waiting for a answer when i know there won't be any. headed to bed after watching that stupid horror movie with bitch sister of mine. some idiot cum dumb say wanna play audi with me then fell asleep la. idiot sia. what the hell! owe me a big day la. you idiot. so silly. Friday, October 17, 2008
ken leeeee~ i'm so in love with this that i keep singing it the whole day. i can't stop it la. even at home i'm still listening to it. thanks ar, bii. all because of you la. started to put the ken lee on your blog then i go see. now i really cannot stop singing it. was at serene centre before that to study. what the hell. i'm sorry karen! KAP KAP. haha. it's the funniest part of the day. currypok called karen and ask her to come down. as she don't know how to say the address and stuff she pass it to me. karen: where are your? me: KAP! come down le, i miss you le. karen: smiling and say okay okay. me: faster ar! come down now! karen: meet where? me: KAP! KAPPP! currypok staring at me as she's thinking why am i saying KAP to her when we're at serene. really wanna thanks currypok so much for that. she tot that i was playing with karen can! after a hour later, karen call. karen: where are you? xinyi: at mac la. karen: okok. 2minutes later. . . she call again. karen: nb. where're your?!!! xinyi: mac outside? are you blind or what? karen: i search the whole KAP but never see your le. xinyi: WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING AT KAP? karen: jiamin tell me meet KAP one! xinyi: nb can, we're at serene centre! passing the phone to me. . . karen: knn !@#$%^&* me: relax, relax. where are you? karen: KAP LA! me: ya la, we at KAP ar. karen: fuck you la, your at serene! me: (stunt) oh ya, sorry sorry i forget! come now. karen: (carry on scolding) ok la, i take cab there la! irritating you. after hanging up the phone, i went stunt. i ask currypok, did i tell karen KAP? she say yes! and teehui say i "amchio" somemore. knn, i really don't know la. and i don't know why will i say KAP in the first place. haha. second time, darling call. darling: where are you? me: KAP KAPP! darling: at KAP huh? me: yaya. . . HEY NO! SERENE! nearly kanna fuck by two person in a day. both taking cab one somemore. haha. i feel so guilty to karen that i keep singing and singing la. karen i really swear i don't know. but after all she's not angry with me la. the scolding part was damn funny i swear. she's yelling at the street can, and damn loud! hahahaha. went to ECP ytd, and saw the chalet. and makes me think of kris de chalet. i started to miss alot of things right now. i misses her being by my side. i miss all those fun we use to had. and that honeymoon thingy. but girl you know what, to me everyday is just like honeymoon period to me. i swear. sigh, shall skip topic. heading to sleep soon. it's going to be another night of studying again later. nightnight. =) and one last thing to that someone. you really sux a big time to me. really. Thursday, October 16, 2008
it's fun learning something new. i'm trying to learn how to sing "ken lee", so that i can make people happy now. i'm seriously not laughing at the way she sings it, but i really think she's very brave. if you don't really know the words well but you at least try to sing it in front of everyone, you need alot of courage. she know people will laugh at her, but she just love singing it. i seriously love ken lee alot and i'm going to learn her style of singing. haha, make people happy right? you text scare me, but i knew you will stop texting after that. guess i knew you style too well. Monday, October 13, 2008
in short to say, i'm still a toy to you. i hate to hear the words chances. people always say that give others a chance and give yourself a chance, but to me it's never this way. so stop telling me about chance. whenever i heard that i feel so irritated. when feeling comes, i'm the one you love. when feeling is gone, sorry you're out. HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3! don't know why that day we watch house bunny. kinda funny. but i was too tired that i nearly fell asleep. my bangkok dangu darling! shit you man. headed to je mac study. with ivon and her gf, karen, currypok and yuhao. then ivon and that karen damn irritating. i was studying untill damn fucking high! then receive calls, hey ask jiamin come play pool le, i totally was like OKAY! and i forget about studying after that. never mind. all of them headed to my house after je by walking! from je to my house like fucking far. then that stupid currypok say wanna go tang cheng. so headed my house and cab there meet darling. then when we reach there guess what. tang cheng is being tear down. headed to 21floor and guess what? there's lift and it's working already la! after that headed to pm, to see if my gf they all there anot. cause yuhao wanna see bapok. lolz. nextday, currypok wanted to go och. so we headed och, and then we made friends over there. xiaoken, ahbee, steven and his gf. oh my god, and my LAO CAI is back at carpark! i was fucking high but i still don't dare to talk to her. she looks alike with my camille but camille is better looking la. some idiot damn spoilt our mood. so better don't say out,and this is the fucking first time we went there and police came. but they didn't went into och, we're inside. come so many time also nothing happen, this time got police. oh ya, the same old people went out on this day. headed to t3 as the mood spoilter was there. home sweet home after that. and the best part is we're still walking alot one this day. and aking bus home from changi airport sux a big time. we took 3hour to reach home. and i really think me, darling, yuhao and karen are such an ass. i sweear! =) today, meet up with currypok and karen at west mall. headed to ecp to meet xiaoken, ahbee, steven and gf. as they're at there don't know do what shit. headed there slack then morning we walk over from mac to bedok jetty. i swear i love walking in the night but not in the morning. wth. cannot stand us keep walking la. when we reach bedok jetty, i suddenly damn high. cause the best part of the day is here, FISHING! home sweet home after that. and i got a bad feeling that my dad is going to start his drinking period with me soon. and guess what happen la, i swear my dad is mad. as people who knows me and my father are not in good terms right. before the day we went hong kong, i told him. dad, help me buy martell can? he was like giving me the duh face, which means he won't buy. i went home just now, i saw the martell costing $510 outside my room! this martell i had never seen before one, damn cool housing. really, and the best part is he gave it to me! story haven stop. a note was place beside it, this is for you but cannot drink! like what the hell right, i don't think i will drink it, i will rather flame it please. the first ever thing that cost so much that he bought for me. and below that sentence was, "hide this bottle in your room don't let mummy see if not she know that i spent so much money she will scold me!" nb, really wanna thank him alot alot. this mean reason he say wanna give me was just to have some place to hide that $510 martell. -____-, how nice of him. last thing before i sleep. anyway i'm in karma states so forgive if your don't understand what i'm trying to say. ya, this last funny thing i wish to share. i had this dream pass few days and i told some of them. now i wish to say out. this dream started at my house and i don't know why suddenly i wanna take money from my dad. me: pa, i need money! dad: ok, how much you need? (lying on his bed, looking at newspaper) me: a few hundred? dad: okok, i ask you something ar. me: what faster ask, i in a rush can. dad: you know NBA? me: of course la, stupid. dad: you got play? me: ????? yaya, got play. (rushing in time so anyhow say.) dad: then fuhua got play? me: yaya, got play got play. dad: okay lo, then you take cab there. me: ??????(totally blur) this whole bloody dream, i dream of the same thing 2 times. i don't understand the part of NBA and he ask whether i got play? then still ask whether fuhua got play anot! haha. then got play ask me take cab there? like wth la, i totally catch no ball what is this dream trying to tell me. okay. that's all for today. my life is getting one track. and one last thing to say. not everyone move on easily like how you do, i'm different and you made me know that there's no such things as true love in this world. and i'm serious about what i'm saying over here. you may say that it's easy and stuff but not everybody is the same. and now i'm telling everyone the truth which i never let anyone not even guanhong. darling you remember you ask me, who do i love most in all my ex's? and i told you yanling? you said you knew it, but you're wrong. the answer all along was not her. is "her" i'm sorry that i never tell you this. cause i didn't know it was her untill i cmf everything was right. that's all. =) and now you know this big answer which i bottle it up very long. but now i felt so silly, really silly. so do i even love her so much? i don't know, i really don't know. maybe she's being force to come and change me and my everything? so that's why she told me she like me? i rather this is the answer and i rather you tell me you didn't love me before. so that i won't be so xinku now. tell me you're someone who sent you to change me and my attidute. and say that you didn't really love me before. put a stop to my heart cause i don't wanna be stuck here watching you moving on happily. cause the more i see the more i know you're lying in each word you say to me. please i'm begging. two more day and you have been gone for 2months. and you already had two who stands somewhere in your heart. good one. it's been one week and you're still sleeping. and i'm telling the god that they can never take you away from me. to the other, thanks for leaving me in this shit. really seriously, i love your style. i don't know what you hear this time, but whatever it is, i won't care. cause this is your style what. leaving when shitss comes. then in the end say what i'm the one who started everything first. i know you will never be serious in anything. i know but i'm running away from the fact, every fact. i'm running from everything. shit you a big time. Labels: currypok and karen have been walking for 3 days., me Sunday, October 12, 2008
i'm starting to miss the pasts. accompany my sister to buy her stupid bubble tea. was sitting some where waiting for her. but when i turn around i saw i was sitting outside our "shop". and i start to miss those old good days with you. you know? i start to think of alot of things. where to things are place. i start to miss the one playing her old PS1 and her DDR gaming. i miss all those talks with her and those store setup. but i know this friendship won't go on any further, not just you and it's me too. cause i'm running from it. don't ask me why. i am just doing this. it's the 12th of the oct. and i know it's been going 2 months since you're gone. happy 9th anni to me and myself. =) it will always be the happiest day on the 12. i'm like some idiot who keep on waiting for alot of things. and i know this. that's me. Saturday, October 11, 2008
you can carry on hurting my heart like FOC, cause it doesn't matter anymore. i just hope that someone know what she's doing. what you have told your best friend last time i hope you won't do. it won't affect me don't worry. i'm still happy. go ahead and make me jealous, but you will be fail to do so. just because of that time, losing a good friend feel so great huh? so happy losing her as a friend. cause i had never treated her as a friend, never. =) i will give you all my blessing. it doesn't cause everyone never say goodbye, feel so like a fool. i'm always right? i am. don't hurt her in anyway. cause i will still be here just for her. ahpo, you will wait for me right? you will wait for me in heaven right? you know i'm happy now right? you know that i will be fine right? i know they will never bring you home to me, but will you wait for me? i did tell mum that when i'm dead i want my body to be beside you no matter what. i don't care who the fuck is beside you and stuff, but i know i will be the one. i know i'm gonna stick with you. you love me and i knew it. i really know. i'm sorry i took you for granted but i don't wanna lose you. i don't want. i know you will make it though cause i'm here waiting for you. wait for me okay? don't leave me so soon okay? you know i love you too, so wake up and tell me that you love me. you're the only one in this world who really love me. don't make me upset, will you? don't leave me when i'm trying to be happy and thinking positive right now. cause i won't accept the fact. cause you know i will break down. i will be there beside you and talk to you soon. i will tell you every single little thing you did to me, you know i will. i will say about our promises. i will wait for you and i will be the first person you see when you wake up. you know i will. i wish to receive calls but not some bad news okay? promise? you know i don't like bad new right? oh ya, popo, i'm smoking now! i'm smoking! you hate smokers, don't you? so tell me you want me to quit them, i will do so if you said it. all the tears i have cry, they won't bring you home for me, i know. i'm not crying now. it's been the 6days and you're still sleeping. i know that no matter how much i have try you won't be there for me anymore. so this time round you try and i will be just beside you, i will hold you when you fall. i won't let anything hurt you this time. let's turn the time back, if i'm there i will wish that i'm the one who is sleeping now. not you! as long as you wake up, i'm willing to sprain my ankle in anyway. it's hard to let you go, and i know i must try someday even if it's not this time round. if i promise not to feel this pain, will i see you again? if you really really wanna go at least tell me a goodbye, tell me the same old thing you said to me. "be guai, listen to what mummy say, smoke lesses, go home early, go to school often, eat more and last but not least say you love me." you know i wanted to at least hear this words coming out from you. you say you will always be here with me, you said that. don't leave me without saying goodbye okay? wait for me and i will be there to talk to you everyday. i will be there to take care of you, no matter how long you take. i will wait for you, calling my name! i really will! let me do something nice to you okay? i don't wanna lose another person whom i treasure. you're the second person i really don't wanna lose. losing is painful, so treasure them. and i will remember this for sure. headed to KAP, really did self study and i'm so proud of myself. i study like mad this few days. and i'm starting to eat like how i use to. finish eveything nicely. i really can't wait to go to school, but one last thing i don't want to be in is having cca. i hate that feeling of sprainin my ankle. so i shall get over this thing before i really play again. and i will start my self gymmin again when school starts. i can't believe that everytime after school i will head to gym alone, and do some training. that's so not me right? but it's gonna be this way. i will not be a promise breaker anymore. amd maybe is time i should wake up my mind. what's yours is yours, you can't hold onto them forever. but i know that i'm still waiting for nothing. and i know i won't see "you" again too. the first person who really make me know well what is heartbroken and i'm glad. totally heartbroken. i know i must try. i will try to study well, do everything well. went JB and i swear everywhere i go reminds me of you. took 160, pass by woodlands then yishun then ZOO. and some photos i took yesterday when i was at chinatown. some stuff that keep on reminding me the past. [so what if two person got couple face? that does not mean that they're gonna last. so what if they're a waste? so what if one side try to salvage everything? by one word everything ended up nicely. so what if changes is made? feeling is not there anymore, is not there. watching your loves one moving on and on is the saddest thing on earth. but she won't know how much hurt she have done to you, cause she can't see you and you're the past of hers. so what if you try to text her and cheer her up? sorry you're not the one she need anymore, cause you're past tense. so what if you cry will she even bother and care? so what if you're sad and hurt? will he/she knows and feel the same way? no they don't, cause sorry to repeat" past tense" .] someone told me this and this really hits into my mind. it's really the fact and people have to accept it right? mood was down now songs are playing, tears are rolling down but i hang on. bought stuff and here i am, home. (?)moreweeks. that's so long to me and you. but i know you're always with me. your heart is always with me, even if you're playing with me, i'm still happy. it's doesn't matter now, cause i really really can't feel anything. maybe by trying harder and you will see my smile. you're the second person who i take care of. you DRUNKER. and you totally sux to core. vomit on every part of mine. shit you badly girl. thanks for being here with me always. cause i really know who is the one who really care for me, and who the one taking uncountable step and far far away from me now. :) you make me smile and laugh even if it's not everytime. but i'm still glad that you're here. Labels: let's talk again okay? i love you. Friday, October 10, 2008
i will start from the day on wed. headed KAP to study with baby, darling, currypok, teehui and yifang. so so bored la. nothing much to blog about. a guy came along cause it's baby new friend. home sweet home after that. yesterday. headed PLAY for some reason. lolz. raggy dance it's so in now, i swear. i really regret why i didn't go up when that hot babe calling me up! shit mama! she's dancing raggy la, but maybe she's not that hot and pretty that's why. maybe if someone else i will go up without notice. haha. heading to KAP to study again. i'm so into it now. i don't know why. i'm so into study now that i can't wait to go to SCHOOL! don't know which part of me is wrong. i don't feel the same old me anymore. 5 heading 6 days. are you going to wake up? are you going to be another promise breaker? you're not going to leave me right? you say that you love me and you care, but why are you still sleeping? if this world is fair, they will know that i don't want you to go badly. i'm willing to change my life or the rest of my lifetime to you. don't be another one to leave me. cause you know i won't accept the fact. you know i won't. i don't know if i should tell you something. but by telling it will be useless i know. cause you won't even believe what i have said. whatever you do i can already see that i am nothing to you. cause you hurt my heart like it's FOC. carry on but i know i will still be waiting. shot like FOC. do you still even remember when will my gentle comes girl? when my love one is drunk. why am i always having this repeated history? they will only get to see them if they're drunk. but one thing about this is, not everybody get to see it. and that's the truth. only my gf or people who i like will only see. if not too bad. i still remember you told me you will wanna be drunk everyday to see me like that. and it's so sweet but i know i will never be the one next to you anymore. never will i be the one again. Thursday, October 09, 2008
my dear grandma, will you wait for me? will you wait for me? it's been the 4 day since yesterday i know the news. don't cheat me by not saying goodbye, don't say goodbye in my dreams too. no i won't accept that. i got alot things to tell you, alot. Wednesday, October 08, 2008
to my always dearest grandmother. i know you will make it thou, i know you will. i know you will be okay, i know. i know you won't bear to leave me here alone, i know you won't. please don't leave me, you know i need you. you know that i will be there for you. you know i will be here. you know we still have alot of promises haven been done, you know i will make my way down to see you! open your eyes grandma, stop sleeping! wake up call me! tell me you miss me! tell me you love me! tell me you wanna see me, tell me! as long as you wake up and call me i will go down. don't be stubbon grandma, i won't go down to see you unless you wake up! everyone is waiting for you to wake up, nobody wants to see you go. i don't want your soul i want you to talk to me. scold me! you still remember how you carry me all the way to NUH? do you still remember that? you promise me that if i ever get athsma you will carry me up no matter how old i am. don't make me cry here for you, you know you don't like to see me cry. come over come and let me see how much you have change, it's been long we haven talk. i'm sorry grandma, i'm sorry. you said that you won't leave untill you see me getting married, you remember? you remember everything you said to me? you said that you will cook for me, my favo dishes of yours. you know i love them very much, i use to go home after my secondary school training, you will always wait for me at sofa and sitting beside me ask me to eat more. i ate alot today! i really did! i ate 5 chicken which mum cook for me! i did! i'm sorry that i scolded you when you're irritating and stuff. i won't anymore, i promise. come back to us and i will be hug you and let you knwo that i love you. i know i'm not suppose to cry, but i can't help it. you took great care of me when i was young. i always make you angry but you always give me what i wanted from a family. love. you know we all love you, you're still as young as you're. you're still as pretty as the photo you hang on your wall. you still remember how i use to hold your legs when you're going back to malaysia? i still remember. you'll always tell me. "ahmin, ahpo will come back and see you. be guai, okay? must listen to what mummy say and ahpo will be very happy." i cry and keep hugging you asking you not to go. i cry like as thou you're not coming back. that's how much i really love you. i knwo i'm wrong now, i know as i grow up, i didn't care much for you. but i still love you alot. come on, don't be angry with me anymore. wake up and call me, don't leave me and make me feel guitly. i knwo you won't bear to leave me. wake up. please. i'm begging you i'm begging everyone. you still have to sit in my car and i promise to drive you around malaysia. there's alot of nice places you haven been, i told you that i will earn lots and lots of money and bring you to eat. now i don't want! get up your feet and cook for me now! I WANT NOW! 外婆她的期待 慢慢变成无奈 大人们始终不明白 她要的是陪伴 而不是六百块 比你给的还简单 只有爱才能够明白 i know i know you don't want money, i know all you want is care! i will give you all my care, grandma nothing is too late to know! i'm still upset. why? i love you grandma. i know and i believe you will make it thou your way here to me. you know i love you, i really love you with all my heart. i promise i only love you! i really will. Labels: i need you, that's all you left behind., you're always on my mind the things we take for granted can sometimes lose. that's kinda true huh? okay, me and darling are such a ass to laugh at people la. i swear we're such a ass! really! better don't be one of them to let us laugh at you, cause you can never take it. play play only mah, so serious for what?! right darling! okay. darling, underground huh?! still so "IN" huh. hahahahaha. i'm such a great pretender. was at tpy mac with currypok, but today her hair was still okay. haha, didn't really laugh that much about her hair. saw alot funny people over there, all thanks to darling arh. shitter sia. i can't believe that i'm studying like fuck can. i really don't understand why. and that two shitter was playing psp. don't really feel like talking to darling when she's playing NBA. she can be as irritating as she is. keep talking to herself can. so irritating. the other one, don't know do what. studying not in a while then touch here touch there. don't know who's really the one having freaking major exam la. oh ya, i will like to blog something big when we're in zouk. really wanna scold irish cause she's such a ass. the two of us was sitting somewhere near the dancefloor. and we saw a damn hot plus cool babe dancing raggy on stage. and i swear that i really so deeply in love to girls who know how to dance raggy. so i ask her whether she saw her, she said yes. so i decided to ask her to go over so that we can see her in nearer view. but i don't know why i didn't ask, and she wanted to ask me too but was too busy. so the two of us didn't in the end. after awhile, we head over to dancefloor cause baby wanna go over. so we headed over. at the same stage but this time it was four girls, two nice one and two cmi one. deardear came along and i swear we're like so fucking irritating freak keep looking at them. me, deardear, darling and irish, baby cannot take the four of us so she went back to table. the four of us was not even facing the DJ or stuff. so sick la thinking back now. after that what happen i don't wanna say. i swear i wanna find a girlf who know how to dance raggy, all i want for anni was them to dance. to teetwee: p.s i don't want your that friend who dance raggy, hot babes please. to dumb cum idiot: thanks ar, having stm is proud okay! but sometimes i really don't know if i got reply you or not. ya, i know i fail to do so. sorry la! hahaha. i will try my best to let go of the past. you too okay? please girl, we have been texting for weeks la. hahahaha. jiayou for me! i feel your pain but can i make it right? nothing feels right when i'm not with you. cause i miss you. nothing but your t-shirt on. and of course i will like to see you but with my t-shirt on. i feel like i was cheated cause you never say goodbye, but will i see you again? Labels: maybe i'll never learn to smile., time will past me by Tuesday, October 07, 2008
can you fix h-e-a-r-t cause it's d-a-m-a-g-e-d. what the hell. been busy on the phone this few weeks. thanks ar. keeping me busy. currypok! even study also, but lucky i'm smart enough so texting and studying at the same time is easy for me. hahahahaha. I CAN'T BELIEVE LATER I'M MEETING CURRYPOK CAN! shit. later i swear i can't study with her hair like that in front of me! so i'm gonna stay away from her. haha. night studying is fun la, studying in the night is better. i suddenly got the studying mood can. haha. can't believe it myself too. why am i changing to this? when i don't have to? =), jiamin it's too late to change now. i know i know, i'm always too late one, never on time one. will you wait for me? I: can you fix h-e-a-r-t cause it's d-a-m-a-g-e-d. kinda stupid right? lolz. Labels: i miss you so bad. Monday, October 06, 2008
something are just better off this way. if only you're here. izzit good to see her or not? was i wrong to go or not? should i start to talk first or not? or maybe it's better off this way? which is which? she already took alot of steps ahead already, so what am i doing here? yesterday was the nicest day in my whole life. i'm so hungry. thanks currypok, you make my day today. so happy. dumb cum idiot, you too. haha. so happy that i have know you. was all the while alone today, wanted to go pm study alone at afternoon but then fail to do so, cause need to meet deardear, headed to her work place. then headed to pm, self studying. home sweet home. [: i miss you so so much. this few days headed to town. went zouk on sat. don't know is to say fun or not fun. nb, me and darling forever go zouk damn happening de. headed in to zouk, it was trance so still alright not after awhile of shots, one was down. fucking irritating that all of us cannot take it. she was glad that all of us still bother to care for her. never mind, headed into zouk, saw girl they all, fuck that someone keep letting her drink when she didn't even touch her's. girl, sorry my fault that i didn't take good care of your. she don't even know what she doing can. okay after not awhile i came in, waited for darling to come in, everyone started leaving the tableto go out smoke. throw the drunker to me. stupid girl, can't even walk or stand straight. she feel like puking so i hold her to the toilet. on the way to toilet, nb alot of noisy like zoo. cause i was holdin some"hot stuff" huh. so headed to toilet. waited outside. so toilet aunty saw me and ask me, aunty: your girlfriend? me: erm no? aunty: oh ok. me: (fuck care what aunty say waiting for her) aunty: erm, excuse me? me: ya? aunty: you boy or girl ar? me: aunty girl girl. aunty: ???????????? can see she don't understand my langauge. fuck care her as girl was done. so wash up, bring her go outside have a smoke. and i learn something, darling's one was worst than mine la. some other people was worst than darling. lucky darling one still can walk huh! if not we really don't know what to do sia. headed somewhere to sit down. deardear came along ask me: hey saw guanhong and teehwee? me: don't know just now call them, tell me at don't know what smoking area sia. deardear and me: aiya don't care them, let them have some free time huh? haha. darling we're so nice right. i shall not blog out what happen to her as it was too A. and i nearly got a photo of hem hugging! haha. but girl la, her stupid phone memory full. headed to someone name call ivan, was in his car. waited for teehwee to get into the car sent the both of them home. one puking like fuck, the other one damn irritating. guanhong and fid laughing so happily when they sent her home huh? hahaha. stop at alot of places, don't know for what. home sweet homw after that. headed airport today, shall blog out later at night. i miss you and i'll be waiting still. always. Friday, October 03, 2008
so in love! this song is nice. =) anyway, below that photo is not my stead or whatever! she's my boss of 303! okay. so don't think too much, plus still put this so in love song. why is there so many things happening? both are my friend but why can't they be nice? stop all this? maybe things will be better? mei, i'm sorry i know that day i shouldn't have bring them down. i'm really sorry. it was my fault too. you had all your lies on me, i know but i just don't wanna say anything about it. not you. and i think i should do something in this time round? i don't know. i'm always some scary pussy. i'm so afraid to text you all this. i never kept my promises to anyone, and i can't believe that i kept yours. =))))) so must i be happy so sad? oh ya, headed town yesterday like again. meet that two idiot. so damn sleepy but still headed town. all thanks to someone huh. darling came down too. slack then headed home. as that two idiot two days never sleep already. haha. so me and guanhong head to find huimei. home sweet home =) i will take a step at a time again. try to know the secret to your heart again. i'm so in love, so in love with you i''m so in love if you only knew i'm so in love i'll never be the same cause I'm so in love i'm so in love with you~ and you were gone when our love felt so good you unchain my heart and set me free or tell me that you're gonna be with me again? so should i be happy or sad like again? i don't know why a little thing can make so happy. maybe it's like i just took a big step ahead now? bet i'm gonna lost my way with you soon again. but i'm much more happier that you have change and leave that "fucking" place. at least i won't be so worried. work hard jiamin! you can do it! =) cause i'm so in love with you! Thursday, October 02, 2008
will you wait for me in heaven? bet i'm going to be dead later. damn tired. haha. had alot of fun today i guess? all thanks to xinyi and her "currypuff" hair. really cheer my day man. oh ya, and those song with the "mr currypok" haha. regret that i didn't took photos of her stupid hair. but she's a nice girl to have. haha. going to clean my room and stuff. it's been days i left my clean clothes at the side. my table is as messy as it was. i'm so lazy to clean everything up last few day. thanks to don't know who. i really can't stand my room so messy now. irritating. i still miss you alot i guess. but i hope you really know what you're doing. think before you really regreat. and thanks for lying to me. really thanks alot. i love being a fool all along from the day we get together i guess? thanks for changing me and all. last but not least i know that your love is a lie. girl i miss you! shit you. get out the way bitch, get out the way! hahahaha. i start to love alot of song ya? maybe i shall start to stop everything? damn why so they just love to play around? stop at my side and let me be someone. Wednesday, October 01, 2008
ok. towntowntown. forever stuck at town. what is there to do? you know what should be and what should not be girl. i don't know what have you change to. but somewhere and somehow i try. i try to burn the freaking photo, but somehow darling's stupid lighter don't work. maybe it's meant to be kept then. if there's really a change for me, i'll have it then. :) another bitch of mine :) |
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