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Saturday, October 11, 2008
you can carry on hurting my heart like FOC, cause it doesn't matter anymore. i just hope that someone know what she's doing. what you have told your best friend last time i hope you won't do. it won't affect me don't worry. i'm still happy. go ahead and make me jealous, but you will be fail to do so. just because of that time, losing a good friend feel so great huh? so happy losing her as a friend. cause i had never treated her as a friend, never. =) i will give you all my blessing. it doesn't cause everyone never say goodbye, feel so like a fool. i'm always right? i am. don't hurt her in anyway. cause i will still be here just for her. ahpo, you will wait for me right? you will wait for me in heaven right? you know i'm happy now right? you know that i will be fine right? i know they will never bring you home to me, but will you wait for me? i did tell mum that when i'm dead i want my body to be beside you no matter what. i don't care who the fuck is beside you and stuff, but i know i will be the one. i know i'm gonna stick with you. you love me and i knew it. i really know. i'm sorry i took you for granted but i don't wanna lose you. i don't want. i know you will make it though cause i'm here waiting for you. wait for me okay? don't leave me so soon okay? you know i love you too, so wake up and tell me that you love me. you're the only one in this world who really love me. don't make me upset, will you? don't leave me when i'm trying to be happy and thinking positive right now. cause i won't accept the fact. cause you know i will break down. i will be there beside you and talk to you soon. i will tell you every single little thing you did to me, you know i will. i will say about our promises. i will wait for you and i will be the first person you see when you wake up. you know i will. i wish to receive calls but not some bad news okay? promise? you know i don't like bad new right? oh ya, popo, i'm smoking now! i'm smoking! you hate smokers, don't you? so tell me you want me to quit them, i will do so if you said it. all the tears i have cry, they won't bring you home for me, i know. i'm not crying now. it's been the 6days and you're still sleeping. i know that no matter how much i have try you won't be there for me anymore. so this time round you try and i will be just beside you, i will hold you when you fall. i won't let anything hurt you this time. let's turn the time back, if i'm there i will wish that i'm the one who is sleeping now. not you! as long as you wake up, i'm willing to sprain my ankle in anyway. it's hard to let you go, and i know i must try someday even if it's not this time round. if i promise not to feel this pain, will i see you again? if you really really wanna go at least tell me a goodbye, tell me the same old thing you said to me. "be guai, listen to what mummy say, smoke lesses, go home early, go to school often, eat more and last but not least say you love me." you know i wanted to at least hear this words coming out from you. you say you will always be here with me, you said that. don't leave me without saying goodbye okay? wait for me and i will be there to talk to you everyday. i will be there to take care of you, no matter how long you take. i will wait for you, calling my name! i really will! let me do something nice to you okay? i don't wanna lose another person whom i treasure. you're the second person i really don't wanna lose. losing is painful, so treasure them. and i will remember this for sure. headed to KAP, really did self study and i'm so proud of myself. i study like mad this few days. and i'm starting to eat like how i use to. finish eveything nicely. i really can't wait to go to school, but one last thing i don't want to be in is having cca. i hate that feeling of sprainin my ankle. so i shall get over this thing before i really play again. and i will start my self gymmin again when school starts. i can't believe that everytime after school i will head to gym alone, and do some training. that's so not me right? but it's gonna be this way. i will not be a promise breaker anymore. amd maybe is time i should wake up my mind. what's yours is yours, you can't hold onto them forever. but i know that i'm still waiting for nothing. and i know i won't see "you" again too. the first person who really make me know well what is heartbroken and i'm glad. totally heartbroken. i know i must try. i will try to study well, do everything well. went JB and i swear everywhere i go reminds me of you. took 160, pass by woodlands then yishun then ZOO. and some photos i took yesterday when i was at chinatown. some stuff that keep on reminding me the past. [so what if two person got couple face? that does not mean that they're gonna last. so what if they're a waste? so what if one side try to salvage everything? by one word everything ended up nicely. so what if changes is made? feeling is not there anymore, is not there. watching your loves one moving on and on is the saddest thing on earth. but she won't know how much hurt she have done to you, cause she can't see you and you're the past of hers. so what if you try to text her and cheer her up? sorry you're not the one she need anymore, cause you're past tense. so what if you cry will she even bother and care? so what if you're sad and hurt? will he/she knows and feel the same way? no they don't, cause sorry to repeat" past tense" .] someone told me this and this really hits into my mind. it's really the fact and people have to accept it right? mood was down now songs are playing, tears are rolling down but i hang on. bought stuff and here i am, home. (?)moreweeks. that's so long to me and you. but i know you're always with me. your heart is always with me, even if you're playing with me, i'm still happy. it's doesn't matter now, cause i really really can't feel anything. maybe by trying harder and you will see my smile. you're the second person who i take care of. you DRUNKER. and you totally sux to core. vomit on every part of mine. shit you badly girl. thanks for being here with me always. cause i really know who is the one who really care for me, and who the one taking uncountable step and far far away from me now. :) you make me smile and laugh even if it's not everytime. but i'm still glad that you're here. Labels: let's talk again okay? i love you. |
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