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Sunday, November 30, 2008
you're someone that really did stand a tiny place in my heart, but not now anymore. i can't get it back, but i don't want it back. love for me, she didn't have any. was inviting her into my heart, she was out with other guys. i guess i was wrong all the while, but see i'm STRONG! won't take long for me to move on. :)))) only got to play the fool for one time and i swear. trust me when i say that i'll be okay. hey, not a single salty tear, not a feeling in my chest, baby i'm feeling no stress,i'm too fly to be depressed. :)))))) cause the mistake i made is clear. okay, was at play thurs. didn't really enjoy myself untill the part where we really drink and get high? and i think that it's really a loser not to drink and dance? and now i understand. photo? too lazy to update. ytd headed to bird face house to have some cooking lesson? or something like that? and dye our hair which is like cannot really see the colour? it doesn't matter right now. headed to do some grocery shopping at holland like it's been years since i did it last? and that bird face remind me of a damn sad thing. "you always go grocery shopping with her right?" ya ya, i did. we're always like doing that? i swear never ask two bungs out to do this kind of cooking thing. and two "Act Know But Actually Don't Know One" the two of us like idiot over there, cause we totally got no idea what we can TRY cooking? so i came out with a damn stupid idea. buy the whole turkey go her house cook la! damn mafan can. so in the end we bought scallop, ham, salmon, rosti and mash potato. photo was taken but still i'm lazy to upload! and there's this damn cool GOGART! and it's SPONGEBOB! it's a yogart but the box write GOGART! haha, cute la. and ended up the one know how to cook more is using lappy in deardear's room. which is fang fang. then me and deardear try cooking everything. why never ask two don't know how to cook act one know how to cook one phase starts here. start to fry the rosti first, the rosti is so big and thick that we can't even fry it! never mind, never say die, die die also must fry. so i don't wanna care about the rosti try to cook my mash potato first. and when i start to read the instr. . . . . . . 150ml of milk! nineh one lo, we don't even have milk! a spoon of butter! knn, no butter! argh don't wanna make my stupid mash potato already. give up. next i went over see how's her rosti doing, i can already see clearly there that the rosti turn more to mash potato la! next, start cooking the salmon, damn stupid i swear. the salmon is so thick that we don't even bother to cut it into smaller pieces. die die also wanna fry the salmon, in the end don't even know whether is it done or not. dkk can! up next, the scallop, put water and boil then throw the scallop in. wait and wait for years, still don't even know whether is it done or not. looks like it's raw but got no idea whether is it anot. and last the ham, i think from the start we fry the ham already don't smell like ham. means the moment we start frying the ham the smell was salmon. - ___ - so silly can! and ended up was too hungry to even care whether is it cook or not cook already. so don't ever cook two don't know wanna act know how to cook one to even cook. you will never know how things will turn up. headed to CU to meet darling. things are much more better right now. meet deardear and cab over to find roch. he's out! for like one day? eat and talk and was busy running away from his father and home! going to meet cake later and i'm still awake at this hour. gonna be damn sleepy later for me. i need to bath now and go out meet darling as she need to cut her hair. which i just did mine ytd :) do you still remember the song? if you believe? mandy moore? don't ever feel lost or stuff, follow what you think it's right for you and thing will get better. cause you got to believe in yourself. trust me :] Friday, November 28, 2008
I'm just a normal boy That sank when I fell overboard My ship would leave the country But I'd rather swim ashore Without a life vest I'd be stuck again Wish I was much more masculine Maybe then I could learn to swim Like 'fourteen miles away' Now floating up and down I spin, colliding into sound Like whales beneath me diving down I'm sinking to the bottom of my Everything that freaks me out The lighthouse beam has just run out I'm cold as cold as cold can be be I want to swim away but don't know how Sometimes it feels just like I'm fallin’ in the ocean Let the waves up take me down Let the hurricane set in motion, yeah Let the rain of what I feel right now, come down Let the rain come down Where is the coastguard I keep looking each direction For a spotlight, give me something I need something for protection Maybe flotsam junk will do just fine The jetsam sunk, I'm left behind I'm treading for my life believe me (How can I keep up this breathing) Not knowing how to think I scream aloud, begin to sink My legs and arms are broken down With envy for the solid ground I'm reaching for the life within me How can one man stop his ending I thought of just your face Relaxed, and floated into space I want to swim away but don't know how Sometimes it feels just like I'm fallin’ in the ocean Let the waves up take me down Let the hurricane set in motion, yeah Let the rain of what I feel right now, come down Let the rain come down Now waking to the sun I calculate what I had done Like jumping from the bow, yeah Just to prove that I knew how, yeah It's midnight's late reminder of The loss of her, the one I love My will to quickly end it all So thought no end my need to fall Into the ocean, end it all Into the ocean, end it all Into the ocean, end it all Into the ocean, end it all Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye) Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye) Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye) don't have to feel lost, do what you feel is right for yourself. headed play just now with same old person. drink and dance like ya. i guess the dj really sux. i don't know why don't really have the mood to dance or shuffle or stuff. headed jurong eat and home like now? okay, maybe tml zouk or stuff? kinda tired from just now. my legs are really breaking and i swear. oh before that there's this girl who knows how to read tarot card, and i swear it's like so fucking truth la. i swear anyone of your should go for it. you can count on anything, but the answer is in the near future. it can be up to 6 months. my friendship as i have counted. "your both have alot of fighting and your don't talk things out" truth. "both of your have your have different thinking of defining "friendship" you want that person to change and he/she won't and it will become a cycle. -_-/ this friendship is becoming a burden to you which is so hard to make things better. and when she open the LAST CARD! THE FOOL! i'm always the fool cause you won't get to know what is happening around. relationship. the both of your quarrel each and times. she want you to change it the way she wanted but you're not happy or comfortable with. but still you change and keep it inside your heart for the sake of he/her. you don't know whether she is the right choice or not and this question have been in your heart. fighting for things to get back. i need to be brave and do what i wanna do right now or the near future, no regret and things will get better. [even if this part is true or not, i don't even bother] okay, that's all for today. and one thing i know is, i bet you can't keep on reading tarot card for the same issus for too many times. and i was totally stunt cause it's fucking truth. Thursday, November 27, 2008
in times i think this song really suits me well. but in times it doesn't. cause after all it's stupid. i'm so free and happy, FROM MY BOTTOM OF THE HEART! so silly. headed to same old place for training. and i think i'm dying soon. firstly, my leg is breaking after alot of jumping. it's really tiring. you know what, my muscle is aching. and the sad thing is i walk like a idiot, when i alight from bus, a old lady was beside me. the saddest part starts here, she alight faster than me, and even walk ahead of me! ninei, i cannot stand people who walk so slow, but i am like now can! okay. enough is enough. all the video we took of our dance will be at deardear phone. was to meet aiai, but in the end everything screw up. okay.i'm sorry aiai, but i will meet you. and i promise okay? and i think that EAphone is coming to singapore soon! haha. suddenly got the mood to upload photo so i'm doing it now!  at the hotel next to zouk.     this is what fang fang buy for me! so nice right!  i shall upload the father and mother she bought for me also.  yes the EA phone is on magazine now!  at pan pacific hotel!          so silly right. ya i know. today had a long chat with alot of people. and i pass by fort canning park yesterday thanks to the cab driver, and suddenly i smile to myself. abit dumb. a coke and mentos, so dumb. and was talking about it today when me and brother was at bus stop. everythin started when we're talking about clothes and stuff when we're at home. and after that i remember that i lost the brownie and stuff was really funny. and the oily brownie she made like damn oily? okay, but still it was sweet. if you want me to find back the brownie at that point of time, i will do it right now. something is wrong with my blog but i don't know how to fix it. okay, i shall stop blogging now. my legs are really breaking and i need to massage before i start killing myself. Tuesday, November 25, 2008
ohmygod! i can't believe that there is EA phone around la! and i swear i want this phone for my sake! http://www.gsmarena.com/samsung_m7500_emporio_armani-pictures-2529.php damn cool can! STILL CAN CHANGE THE LIGHT THING LA. i didn't even know it can! i swear i'll love this phone to the max even thou it's useless and it spoilt for cock reason! but i seriously think that singapore won't sell one lo. i will still want it! but teehui say that this phone cost 1.5k. so i can put at home and frame it like please! okay shall stop my high-ness, if not later cannot sleep ar. don't even bother to explain to anyone else about yourself. cause you know well whether are you telling the truth or not. the more i hear from them the more i get irritated with you. what nonsense coming out from your mouth. don't go around telling people that THEY are spoilt-ing our friendship when you know what goes wrong. and all i need to say is i really don't wanna care about you anymore, seriously still LYING. what else more is there to prove to me, nothing. don't bother to explain much la, when all i hear from them is all bullshit like AGAIN. enough is enough, carry on to be yourself again, and you will see what will happen next yourself. i don't wanna waste much post on you. yes deardear! shuffle shuffle, jump style! seriously nothing can stop us la. i think i'm really crazy over this two can! even thou i look like monkey which is like truth but then i think i'm still proud of myself! so stop saying i look like chicken or monkey cause believe that slow learner will perform better than your! haha. i wanna go zouk ZOUK ZOUK! how sia, i'm really into clubbing now la. yes CAKE, come back now and i will dance with you! i promise! you're also like clubbing siao can! so come back, COME BACK! and deardear, i promise to drunk okay? steady one, please no white white drinks okay? at least have something l;ike martell, not vorka. so i bet later we having a meeting later for some dances thing i guess. cause the leader is curving to learn alot more and i bet we're going to be into some shuffling gang soon. [: i'm so so in the mood now adays, and JUMPSTYLE. if you ever had a chance to see brother doing the hand thingy like para para, ask her to do, she look nice in the hand movement but don't see her face and legs that will be the best! haha. and ask her to do the one like shuffle but not shuffle and jumpstyle but not jumpstyle one, she seriously can do it la. and she's so in the "so called UNITED" places also. cause what we can't do she can do, please don't even ask me to do the hand thingy , you will laugh like mad and i swear to the max. i will be like the "TAO TANG" people like that. so don't stop us from learning alot more please! i'm so happy right now! if anyone needs a hug right now, i'm more than willing to give it to that person. at least there's something i can do to make that person smile. "FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART" (inside joke) if i give you this last chance to talk things out without any lying to me, will you be able to do that so. don't say that i have never give you this one last chance. but i tell you if i know that you're still lying and stuff or if you still wanted or carry on, then i think forget about the chance and talk. don't say that other pepople wanna spoilt out relationship and stuff, or it's quite a waste for a going 6 years friendship thingy to end. and now i'm giving this one last chance to prove yourself in words cum action! if lies i hear from you too, straight awy i'm sorry that i won't even wanna see you. one more month and two more days, i wonder if my wish will even come true anot or will it be a krama thing? i highly doubt it will even come true. Monday, November 24, 2008
if you ask me to define true friends, i will ask you to listen to this song and look over here. it's a good song. [VERSE 1]We sign our cards and letters BFF You've got a million ways to make me laugh You're lookin' out for me; you've got my back It's so good to have you around You know the secrets I could never tell And when I'm quiet you break through my shell Don't feel the need to do a rebel yell Cause you keep my feet on the ground [CHORUS 1] You're a true friend You're here till the end You pull me aside, When something ain't right Talk with me now and into the night 'Til it's alright again You're a true friend [VERSE 2] You don't get angry when I change the plans Somehow you're never out of second chances Won't say "I told you" when I'm wrong again I'm so lucky that I've found [CHORUS 2] A true friend You're here till the end You pull me aside When something ain't right Talk with me now and into the night' Til it's alright again [BRIDGE] True friends will go to the ends of the earth Till they find the thing you need Friends hang on through the ups and the downs Cause they've got someone to believe in [CHORUS 3] A true friend You're here till the end You pull me aside, When something ain't right Talk with me now and into the night No need to pretend You're a true friend You're here till the end Pull me aside, When something ain't right Talk with me now and into the night' Til it's alright again You're a true friend [3x] Sunday, November 23, 2008
i'm so happy, that i let out something which is stuck inside my heart all along. and i wanna thanks the two idiots which really makes me so happy. brother and deardear (: a two important person in my whole life. to you: (all of this below is not just talking about me, i want you to know what is happening and going on and i want other and you to know the THINGS what people have been saying about you) it's so funny that so many people are writing it on post and now i know what's the reason behide it. cool, tell others that i haven been standing by your side at ALL when shits happen. if i really never, i guess i would have leave you when everyone of them given up on you! and i didn't apologies to you and are you freaking sure about that huh? think twice before you say anything about it. i'm coming clean over with you here right now. i'm not standing at anyone of your side, but i kinda regret that i stand at your side. cause the action and mostly WORDS coming out from your mouth seriously i can't trust them anymore. i heard both of the stories and i guess it time you should do something. what you have tell and say, you should seriously know. and the only word i can say that i'm seriously disappointed in you. those years i'm been like a fool, thanks to your words. and after 2 TO 3 years then i know the truth, how powerful, so happy i was that time. damn happy i swear to the max, i'm so happy that i trust her so much but yet it was just a lie. if you think that i don't treat you as a friend, ask the two idiot and answer will be given. think why are they leaving for heaven sake, don't blame others. i'm so so wrong to EVEN HELP YOU TO CLEAR THINGS. and yet i get what? nothing but a "making things worst" came out from your mouth. really thanks. hint and hint i told you, and the result is almost already there but yet you still choose this pathway yourself. the hard way. you got no friends at all? are you sure? are you really sure you got no friends at all? where are you when most important stuff happen? MIA. not everyone can take all this nonsense but who took all this MIA thingy shit most? think about it yourself. like by saying "i'm not going or stuff" will kill you? or if you're sleeping wake up at least give a explaintion but i nothing came out. i regret at that point of time i didn't listen to people like bii and more, which makes me seriously regretted NOW. what you got no friends? what do you always tell your friend when they ask you out? why didn't the three of them forgive you? lies and lies you gave them and more, i don't know alot but i know one of it was this. untill the very last moment you're still lying and turning the words around. tell me what else more. and for goodness sake too, i don't make full use of you, if i did, i think deardear already gone fuck. what else more when i say about deardear, you can't even compare please. i'm trying to make myself clear to you and CLEAN right now so better get this to your mind when NOBODY ELSE WILL EVEN DO THIS! and since she say i'm not worth it for a friend then be it, you know yourself well best. you know yourself well whether worth it or not. and you wanna know something more!this is the main part. how many people ask me NOT to hang out with you anymore. countless people and i'm sad to say. i guess those people who're asking me not to do so are tired of saying already. CHANCES AND CHANCES, HINT AND HINT, TRUST AND TRUST AGAIN, i told myself you will change and i will prove to other people that you're no longer the OLD person they use to know, but i guess you love throwing those trust to dustbin, i'm not just saying mine only. others, you throw it once and they will be gone, some you throw a few times more and they will be gone, but i guess nobody had ever been so patience with you for so long but me, a totally retard. let's say about birthday then. have you ever wish others a "HAPPY BIRTHDAY before?" i won't name out the person and i bet you don't even remember who too. i wanted to wish them but i don't even have the chances please! and you just make people think that their friendship with you is totally pointless. the way you treat your friend. i'm honestly telling you this i'm not the only one who say about this but others did too. and i can see it clearly in my eyes too. it's damn bloody different when you treat a CLOSE friends and FRIENDS, you can ask a person out when you go out with you CLOSE friend and you dump your friend alone behide. i'm not just saying about the three of your thing back alot of way back years thing. you know what am i talking about, the CLOSE friend goes same to GIRLS or PASSIVE. that's you, and now i seriously see it thou, when others told me i still choose to see it myself and now i see it clearly. when she gave you the last chance to talk thing out clearly you ruin everything up yourself! you still got the cheek to blame other people. don't blame others when "she's the one who ask her to talk to you", and if that person didn't ask her to talk to you, i bet she won't even please. but she said that you seem to be so don't bother don't bother type so no point talking to you. kinda shock i even know this? i knew it long ago. but the part where she text you i don't know, and i didn't ask her to do so. get this part clear please. as a friend of yours i know i'm not your CLOSE and IMPORTANT friend that side. i don't mind and bother. i guess i can be the bad guy over there by saying nothing. but i'm so silly, untill the very last min i'm still thinking about how you feel and how people will look at you. i all along know the truth didn't i tell you when each time something is going to happen? as a friend you make me think that i don't worth anything to you, maybe i don't even at all. backstab each other is a damn tiring thing to do can, okay like which friend don't right. but seriously i have stop when i'm really tired but have you. the best part was even peggy you also tell alot of bullshit, how wonderful it can be. and i'm starting to wonder what else more. as i say you can say and ask people not to fall for me cause i three time people and i flirt around and i always make full use of my friend you can always say that but i don't give a damn righ now sad to say that. i'm tired of backstabbing and you can carry on. i only got to say that the last time i meet you, i was totally stunt and shock that the words you turn around and you still can blame others and lie to me SOMEMORE. i don't know it a good thing or a bad thing that i didn't say out all this things in front that time. as i have say in messages. so i choose to blog it out cause i guess by typing them out will take me years plus there's too much of things to say. i had enough when i know alot of truth, and don't blame people for telling me take the fact that i have seen them happening in front of me. and people telling me no point to tell you nor even talk to you about it. POINTLESS is the only word i hear. and one told me but telling you what's your mistake is good, but not keep on telling. we're all human not radio or stuff, even radio also very get sick and tired of repeating the same thing. which i think it's truth. the other one, there will be endless of talking to her when the problem rises, i don't have a life time to sit down and keep telling the same thing to you over and over again. so i choose to forget about it and keep it inside my heart. but now i guess you should do something. don't blame others. it's not funny or fun to talk to you when problem rises and rises. this will be what i want to say for the time being, i'm so tired to even think of anything right now cause it's too many to say. i club cause it's the fact that when i'm inside club i feel so free and easy, i don't have to think about anything inside. i guess it's fun too (: drinking is fun but not alone la, with friends. drinking makes me have alot of guts to say things out which i bottle it for so long. and to her, if there's anything next time about me, tell me la. don't need to ask other people to tell me. okay enough of blogging. Saturday, November 22, 2008
a damn fun day. was suppose to meet deardear at 1 to dye our hair, can't wake up due to yesterday clubbing. was at play and some irritating person came along too. cool, shut her mouth by giving some bones to her. damn irritating. play was fun yesterday! AND my legs are breaking soon. wake up at 5 cause some idiot call me, then headed down to find deardear. hard core clubbing like again. went down zouk at 8.30 when it only open at 9. so irritating. bought the tickets and yes Phuture! finally can. first time in my life Phuture is empty. headed to eat first. and i bump onto someone. like damn dao la, don't know why. next time don't so dao le. . . okay she's like that, but i list one of the fact is that she's fatter! okay, i'm kidding but that's the true hope she won't get angry. came back after from eating then one last idiot is not here. so decided to queue up for her just in case it sold out for Phuture la. after like 20 minute of queueing the bouncer came and shouted "Phuture ticket is out!" okay, gone fuck. so we went to zouk to have some dancing first and i saw my favo bouncer! i swear if they ever know "ah hem!" i'm so dead. cause i know two zouk bouncer la! one of it is bung and the other one was because i help him to look out for a person who steal one of the aust lady handbag. okay i swear la, so better be this. the bung bouncer really took good care of me when i'm in zouk. [[[[: brother came and we're at zouk untill 3? then brother cab home. me, xinyi and deardear got back to Phuture to find the rest. and stay untill it closes at 4. i really curse and swear the three of them very much. poor ai, dear and me have to kanna all the injury la. okay, shall stop. the dj in Phuture sux and first, but after that was good! when Phuture end headed back to zouk!!!! and i swear i love zouk more than Phuture right now(na na na na). dance and dance untill my legs are like freaking tired. untill 5 and home sweet home. going back to sleep now. nights. a really hard core clubber. Thursday, November 20, 2008
[a photo] that we took are the same. oh god, i guess i'm really a damn friendly person and i swear. okay let's start from the start where i go out first. headed to meet xinyi, darling, shiyun and deardear. after that darling and shiyun went home. me, deardear and xinyi was rotting around, got no where to go. headed to ZOUK at like last minute again, cause it's like damn bored la. so headed there the dj was totally off not because of what but just that inside zouk was totally packed with 30year old and above peoples? they were playing those 80's music. and a bouncer came and talk to me. she's really very caring i swear. she talk to me ask me to be careful, cause the people here are like mad. and she's bung for you infor. she let me have alot of space to dance around and keep looking at my safety. she's damn nice la, and she also tell me alot of GAY over here, later kanna kiss by them. next moment only, one bapok walk past me. wow. . . . was too irritated by the music so went out and headed to other places. so we was at central that side sitting down and chill out abit, and singapore river is damn dirty i swear this one to the max. a few moment later, there's this girl came long. hey friend, can i spare your phone awhile? cause i need to call my bf. i was like okay. she call and call and call then in the end she was crying. so i ask her what happen. she say that her bf ask her to come down and meet him at some indian pubs but she waited for him like a idiot for a hour or stuff? she keep calling and calling him untill her phone went no batt. she was damn sad and lost so she told us about her thing la. what never trust indian people la, and stuff. i don't mind listening to her stuff but the irritating part was she keep repeating the same thing over and over again. untill me and deardear was damn bored cum irritated. okay, talk untill like 4 am, decide to go back to zouk, saw alot of people coming out and we had a bad feeling. alight and zouk was closed. really wanna die man. headed to the prata shop nearby there to use the toilet, happening things came along. i was out of the toilet and this three bapok came and touch me. i was like okay, next they're from thailand which i don't really understand what they talking about. but one thing is they talk damn loud and everyone is looking at me. one came and say hello, and i was like hello. . . then she called her friend back and i'm in like the coffeeshop still la. the other one said "DIDI, DIDI" i got no choice but to smile at her/him. the 3rd one, very cute!!!! [with the manly voice, damn loud and i seriously curse and swear.] FINDING TIME TO RUN AWAY FROM THEM, and yes i did. okay, faster came out of the coffeeshop and find deardear and xinyi. before we could go they came out, and saw me. . . wth, i'm like so damn paiseh can, and in the end she/he know that me and deardear are like girls? i really only understand english, the "tomboy, didi, you very handsome and pretty boy". that's all i understand like 100 words come out from their mouth? one of them are irritating, her face keep sticking to mine and her stupid powder thingy was in my face! faster run when they finally say byebye. deardear was cursing and swearing at me at that point of time. she say the whole world is looking at us can. okay. i seriously don't know what is wrong with my face. it's always bapok that came, and even thou i love them but sometimes no. camille i will go for it, but not all i will okay. okay that's all for today. i happening night and i'm going to sleep. later clubbing again and i'm dying soon i swear. i apologies for the previews post if that hurts you alot, maybe we should have some talk. but i bet that will even work thing out/ Wednesday, November 19, 2008
as some idiot says that i didn't upload photo so i should right now. [: okay lets start from a long long time ago. . . .  yes yes, this is the one!  me and same bird face wearing the same shirt!    the blue blue thingy which we name it at her house there.  look like a ship huh?   a guy who hate taking photos.    BABY!!!!  zhi hao.       smoke smoke smoke, smoke die you ar!  cool huh?  EA is for life.  i forgot her name but they use my phone to take photos. -___-  and yes another one.  2  3.  yes this is where the poklao thing started. [:  roy baby!  seriously he's cute. [:   some where?  yes at the LP shop!  the act piece from denise and xinyi.  timbre!  singapore river.  trying to act stupid.  thanks for that finger ar~  she was irritated by my phone being slow.  let's try again.   trying to make i love you but fail.   [there's a photo here by right but then i took it off. i put it in friendster but only people who added my private photo can see it. [: ]  as you know my dear, i always save the best for the last. and that's you. [: i'm so nice right. okay today was kinda fun. and i master the dancing part already! see girl, slow people will have nicer moves. you don't know one la. so silly. okay that's all for today. it's so MF(mafan) to upload photos which seriously kills me. oh ya, and there's sone photos updated by currypok so ya, go for it and see. [: it's a stunting day for me too. the more i talk about it, it makes me feel so retarded. you know those two three years back thing WE also say la. okay i shall shut up and keep myself cool~ i shall not get angry and irritated cause as you know nobody's is in your game. ya maybe there's someone playing with you. your "friend" which nobody even know whether that person is really there all along or not. such a sick person, and i know alot of secret or maybe more than that and i'm kinda really shock! B said a thing which is really true about me, you can go around telling the whole world i'm this and that but i will tell you i won't be bother by it. that's me. cause in the end you will be like a idiot doing the talk yourself. and A said that the more you stab me the more i will love it. so sick right. [i know maybe you won't know what am i talking about, so please for heaven sake don't anyhow assum. cause it/s not you or you neither is you. try to catch the ball. this mean not apply to our "click" of friends] prephes a story teller more than a player who play the game alone huh? and about the fishing rod thingy and which one comes up first? find it quite true ya? i was such a fool all along untill today. and seriously keep your readers well cause you don't want the worst thing to happen. carry on being a good story teller or you quit by telling the truth. this is the two ways you have to choose, cause you led yourself to this way. and for goodness sake and everyone's asked around how many times have you throw my trust on you. i'll tell you it's uncounted times. maybe you will only learn how to treasure when everything is gone. to people who CAN affort things which is EXP think about this. i suddenly feel so bad and gulity just now at coffeeshop. this thing came kinda sudden. cause i was asking C if D's bag is real or fake cause it's "guggi". i was just wondering only, cause alot of people ask me. [no other meaning] so she told me it's not real and it cost about 20plus only? i was like okay. so E added something: huh so you mean she took that bag to orchard and stuff? C said yes. suddenly i feel so bad asking that question which i really didn't mean it. cause maybe she really wanted that bag alot but the bag cost like 1 to 2 k in guggi? and she can't affort it that's why she bought this "guggi" bag. i suddenly feel like getting a real one for her at that point of time, [if i can affort to.] cause she will get fine or jail for taking it, which i don't want to. and i feel so bad cause she's a good and nice girl. almost good enough to get scam by her ex-GIRLFRIEND, who ask her buy this and that when she's working like a cow and she don't even care about her, giving attiude and quarrel almost with any stupid thing you can ever think of. the money she spent on her can let her affort the real one! but did the girlfriend even know that she wanted the bag all along? and because of her she have to get a fake one to replace and risk the life of being catch by custom? the feeling is not nice. my tears almost came out but i know i can't. cause D totally don't know that we're talking about her can, and i feel so bad. so what i did was to help her pack her bag as i got OCD, so that i won't feel so gulity. "not everyone can affort things that you can affort, they doesn't want that too. this is what i learn today." and i promise myself not to look down on people who can't affort EXP things cause i can't too [: i try to help you but i fail to do so, d******. i'm sorry. |
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