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shuqun primary. (1996 - 2002)fuhua secondary. (2003 - 2006) itedover. (2008-2009) maro1233@hotmail.com 27 DEC 1990  ● Tagboard
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Sunday, November 23, 2008
i'm so happy, that i let out something which is stuck inside my heart all along. and i wanna thanks the two idiots which really makes me so happy. brother and deardear (: a two important person in my whole life. to you: (all of this below is not just talking about me, i want you to know what is happening and going on and i want other and you to know the THINGS what people have been saying about you) it's so funny that so many people are writing it on post and now i know what's the reason behide it. cool, tell others that i haven been standing by your side at ALL when shits happen. if i really never, i guess i would have leave you when everyone of them given up on you! and i didn't apologies to you and are you freaking sure about that huh? think twice before you say anything about it. i'm coming clean over with you here right now. i'm not standing at anyone of your side, but i kinda regret that i stand at your side. cause the action and mostly WORDS coming out from your mouth seriously i can't trust them anymore. i heard both of the stories and i guess it time you should do something. what you have tell and say, you should seriously know. and the only word i can say that i'm seriously disappointed in you. those years i'm been like a fool, thanks to your words. and after 2 TO 3 years then i know the truth, how powerful, so happy i was that time. damn happy i swear to the max, i'm so happy that i trust her so much but yet it was just a lie. if you think that i don't treat you as a friend, ask the two idiot and answer will be given. think why are they leaving for heaven sake, don't blame others. i'm so so wrong to EVEN HELP YOU TO CLEAR THINGS. and yet i get what? nothing but a "making things worst" came out from your mouth. really thanks. hint and hint i told you, and the result is almost already there but yet you still choose this pathway yourself. the hard way. you got no friends at all? are you sure? are you really sure you got no friends at all? where are you when most important stuff happen? MIA. not everyone can take all this nonsense but who took all this MIA thingy shit most? think about it yourself. like by saying "i'm not going or stuff" will kill you? or if you're sleeping wake up at least give a explaintion but i nothing came out. i regret at that point of time i didn't listen to people like bii and more, which makes me seriously regretted NOW. what you got no friends? what do you always tell your friend when they ask you out? why didn't the three of them forgive you? lies and lies you gave them and more, i don't know alot but i know one of it was this. untill the very last moment you're still lying and turning the words around. tell me what else more. and for goodness sake too, i don't make full use of you, if i did, i think deardear already gone fuck. what else more when i say about deardear, you can't even compare please. i'm trying to make myself clear to you and CLEAN right now so better get this to your mind when NOBODY ELSE WILL EVEN DO THIS! and since she say i'm not worth it for a friend then be it, you know yourself well best. you know yourself well whether worth it or not. and you wanna know something more!this is the main part. how many people ask me NOT to hang out with you anymore. countless people and i'm sad to say. i guess those people who're asking me not to do so are tired of saying already. CHANCES AND CHANCES, HINT AND HINT, TRUST AND TRUST AGAIN, i told myself you will change and i will prove to other people that you're no longer the OLD person they use to know, but i guess you love throwing those trust to dustbin, i'm not just saying mine only. others, you throw it once and they will be gone, some you throw a few times more and they will be gone, but i guess nobody had ever been so patience with you for so long but me, a totally retard. let's say about birthday then. have you ever wish others a "HAPPY BIRTHDAY before?" i won't name out the person and i bet you don't even remember who too. i wanted to wish them but i don't even have the chances please! and you just make people think that their friendship with you is totally pointless. the way you treat your friend. i'm honestly telling you this i'm not the only one who say about this but others did too. and i can see it clearly in my eyes too. it's damn bloody different when you treat a CLOSE friends and FRIENDS, you can ask a person out when you go out with you CLOSE friend and you dump your friend alone behide. i'm not just saying about the three of your thing back alot of way back years thing. you know what am i talking about, the CLOSE friend goes same to GIRLS or PASSIVE. that's you, and now i seriously see it thou, when others told me i still choose to see it myself and now i see it clearly. when she gave you the last chance to talk thing out clearly you ruin everything up yourself! you still got the cheek to blame other people. don't blame others when "she's the one who ask her to talk to you", and if that person didn't ask her to talk to you, i bet she won't even please. but she said that you seem to be so don't bother don't bother type so no point talking to you. kinda shock i even know this? i knew it long ago. but the part where she text you i don't know, and i didn't ask her to do so. get this part clear please. as a friend of yours i know i'm not your CLOSE and IMPORTANT friend that side. i don't mind and bother. i guess i can be the bad guy over there by saying nothing. but i'm so silly, untill the very last min i'm still thinking about how you feel and how people will look at you. i all along know the truth didn't i tell you when each time something is going to happen? as a friend you make me think that i don't worth anything to you, maybe i don't even at all. backstab each other is a damn tiring thing to do can, okay like which friend don't right. but seriously i have stop when i'm really tired but have you. the best part was even peggy you also tell alot of bullshit, how wonderful it can be. and i'm starting to wonder what else more. as i say you can say and ask people not to fall for me cause i three time people and i flirt around and i always make full use of my friend you can always say that but i don't give a damn righ now sad to say that. i'm tired of backstabbing and you can carry on. i only got to say that the last time i meet you, i was totally stunt and shock that the words you turn around and you still can blame others and lie to me SOMEMORE. i don't know it a good thing or a bad thing that i didn't say out all this things in front that time. as i have say in messages. so i choose to blog it out cause i guess by typing them out will take me years plus there's too much of things to say. i had enough when i know alot of truth, and don't blame people for telling me take the fact that i have seen them happening in front of me. and people telling me no point to tell you nor even talk to you about it. POINTLESS is the only word i hear. and one told me but telling you what's your mistake is good, but not keep on telling. we're all human not radio or stuff, even radio also very get sick and tired of repeating the same thing. which i think it's truth. the other one, there will be endless of talking to her when the problem rises, i don't have a life time to sit down and keep telling the same thing to you over and over again. so i choose to forget about it and keep it inside my heart. but now i guess you should do something. don't blame others. it's not funny or fun to talk to you when problem rises and rises. this will be what i want to say for the time being, i'm so tired to even think of anything right now cause it's too many to say. i club cause it's the fact that when i'm inside club i feel so free and easy, i don't have to think about anything inside. i guess it's fun too (: drinking is fun but not alone la, with friends. drinking makes me have alot of guts to say things out which i bottle it for so long. and to her, if there's anything next time about me, tell me la. don't need to ask other people to tell me. okay enough of blogging. |
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