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shuqun primary. (1996 - 2002)fuhua secondary. (2003 - 2006) itedover. (2008-2009) maro1233@hotmail.com 27 DEC 1990  ● Tagboard
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Tuesday, June 30, 2009
there it goes again. another cruel post. i can see there's seriously no changes in anything at all. Monday, June 29, 2009
show ended, everything ended. wrong tagret but true colour(: and i believe that whatever you said to me it's all bullshit. i can never trust you anymore, and i wanna thank you so much that you let me see that this is you. Sunday, June 28, 2009
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.! fuck this fuck that. fuck money, fuck friendship. fuck balcony and fuck bro! fuck love, fuck care. mentally fucked up now. i really had never feel this crazy before. work work work because of money?! and why am i doing this? why why why why why?! i'm just happy doing this. fuck caiyiling! even if i see her now, i make sure i whack her untill she's dead. fuck my whole family! money money money, all they know is money. knn money face. one shot i kill them all! all!!!!!!!! i'm really tearing apart. from all this shit i get. i'm really piss. i just wish to throw my laptop since i'm changing to another one cause i really see no point in this lappy anymore. i wish i got a machine gun i can just shot everyone down! everyone! i wanna bomb the whole balcony. i petty my blog sometimes. this is where i vent all my anger on. i want nothing. i don't want sorry. i don't want anymore anyone anybody. fuck deardear, fuck darling, fuck pubor, fuck my 5 years fling, fuck my baby, fuck you all! okay, i'm just venting my anger that's all. i think sometime the cruel way really works. the bad guy? i don't care nor give a shit to the name gaven anymore. people around saying? let them be. nothing but shit. what's new? nothing. try harder next time as i had said so. treause friendship first to me is the important thing. maybe it's really something to do with the break up with her. or maybe it's just that i can't trust nobody words anymore. i'm so tired. 3 days more and i'm not working at balcony anymore! fuck the sup, fuck those people i hate there most. steal money, steal tips, steal bottle only know how to slack and scold scold scold. what the hell are you? SUP so what? today was the most pekchek say in balcony. 4am when i tot that it will be another peaceful day, here comes alot of ZOMBIE! how i wish i got one machine gun and kill them all. next was i'm the only server and my dear SUP was at downstair eating, taking his own sweet time smoke after that. it was lucky that ahboo came and help if not i swear i will really take anything to whack anyone who call me for order or try to piss me off. okay, next he came up after his eating and smoking. first thing came out from his mouth was asking me FASTER LE, NOW WHAT TIME ALREADY! knn, never help then never mind. still kpkb. i was too busy thinking about my order, cashier keep asking me faster. holding this cash holder telling me that this person is lack of 5 cents for his bill and ask me to go back to take 5cent from him. so i went over and tell him that he is lack of 5 cents as the bill was 100.05! he fuck me like nobody there just for one fucking 5cents. how i wish i could just throw all my coins at his face. i hate people shouting at me when i'm so damn busy and he did it. just for one 5 cents. knn. next i saw my dear SUP went inside and play compute game! WHAT THE FUCK? so i decide to just do everything alone. end of the day saw him taking the money from tip box like again. not 1 2 dollar, it's just the amount that most people can't think of. i just kept quiet untill i went home i was all blast out to sean. he was pekchek too with the SUP and cashier. never help never mind la, just keep your mouth shut. but one thing that make me laugh was what ahboo did. knn he's really a idiot i swear. i can't really explain the silly thing that he did only if you saw what happen. (: okay i'm enough of complain and i shall go to bed, i need to wake up early later. Friday, June 26, 2009
doyouloveme? seem like i'm gettting real sick now. knn, fuck this cough and i can hardly get to sleep. can't affort to go see doctor too. cause when i see doctor i know that i will be fine after that. so i don't want. 37.3, but i'm not really dying at this point of time. fucking sean is being damn gay. asking me whether i have reach home already or not and stuff like suddenly. butterfac being close down deal to h1n1 and i'm praying that balcony does the same too. if i'm the one started to get affected i don't mind(: but i'm sure everyone will fuck me upside down. i'm so getting a subcrew cap an a new lanyard. a new slipper, cause i don't give a shit now! stupid darling went malaysia alone and get all this stuff. i hope she kanna h1n1 sia! hahhahaa! okay i'm going to bed, i swear i'm so sick but yet i'm blogging like as thou i'm not. goodnight. Thursday, June 25, 2009
it's just another day of bring alone. counting down to the day i set myself free. work as per normal. fucking hell i was damn piss this afternoon, don't know wake up so early for what. i tot that i was late for work, but i was wondering why nobody call me at 4.15 so i took my own sweet time and walk to balcony. reach there at 4.30 and i saw mannde, she stare at me from inside and thinking why the hell i came so early. and in the end i only start work at 6! knn, never mind. so raymond told me that i start work now and pay back my hour that i owe. in the end he let me work at level 1, like worst. lucky only for one bloody hour. bored untill i wanna die sia! oh ya, and there is this big thing i get to know only from today! i was kinda piss with myself. deardear, i think you will be much pissed than i could. i didn't know that if i watch movie at cine, use nets to buy the tickets is like 6bucks, if you pay by cash it will be 8.50. so this means that you have save 2.50 and if you're buying two person you will save 5bucks! knn, means that i have like being scam for quite a long time. but never mind (: lesson learn. untill 2 and i was free to go home! that was when things started to make me feel upset. staff are asking me why didn't i talk to "her" and i reply to one that we quarrel but didn't really told him the reason behide. another one ask me why i told her that we did talk just that she didn't saw when we're talking, and i believe that's all bulshit. you wouldn't know that i actually miss you so much. you would not spent much time for me, i could accept it. you couldn't see those time that i wanted you so much, i understand. there's just one thing, i can't accept nor understand is i'm not playing now and i want you to know. i looove you. Monday, June 22, 2009
cyl is gone but yet came another cyl. yl is such a curse, i totally believe in this. oh ya, watch "the ghost of girlfriend past." being force to watch by JL. i will say there's feeling in this story to me. damn worried that the JENNY/JANCIE whatever name in the show didn't wanted to give that guy another chance like once again. some mofo, came and find me was like crying for maybe a few nights? was piss by her boyfriend, even thou i don't really like him much. but still i believe everyone deserve a chance to explain things out and a chance to mend everything he had done. if you love him, why not give him a chance to do so? don't be stunt nor shock that i talk good things about him, i just wanna stand at the right side at the right time and talk the right things. in the end, you both have to trust each other right? why let others stand in your way? sorry couldn't really talk to you much cause i'm working. but i hope i did say some things that will really make you feel better. (: everything gonna be fine alright? i could hardly club now aday. fucker bro is busy with his girlfriend which i seriously don't know where he die to. and birdy was busy too. i don't know what i want in my life now. it seem like i have lost the touch, those dreams i use to have. i want to have a break from work, from those two faces people. from the fuck up manager. i'm happy working there which is the fact but not very. if you wanna whack me up, trust me. i won't return you in hand but in heart. i strongly believe that you're a people that love friends more than girlfriend which i believe. but if you wanna do so, go ahead. what's right and what's wrong i knew it all along inside my heart. i want nothing but peace, leave balcony in peace and that's it. sometimes i really think it's hard to understand your heart. i know that i can't be anything special but still i wish that i could. i don't expect more from you. wanna go oversea real soon! just want to go out, relax and have fun. so maybe when july starts i will have a week of break for myself. after one month plus of working in balcony and stunts that i have given, cock reason and mia from work. i just wish to relax from now on. getting more and more stress up. and i'm off today, what can i do? maybe i should just watch movie on myself, eat lunch and dinner on my own, wait for birdy to finish work and i guess lan again. (: i'm heading to bed now. nights. Tuesday, June 16, 2009
from piss to speehless. i decided to change a lappy. cause the more i see this lappy, the more i feel piss. my girl, my girl, my girl, my girl, what more you know? my girl and my girl. move on with my girl, die with my girl. petty you? no i had never. i'm not gonna blog much or maybe online too much. i wanna be alone. just alone. fuck this lappy and fuck my girl. WHEN YOU KNOW NOTHING DON'T ASSUM THIS IS HOW THINGS ARE GOING. i leave then. Sunday, June 14, 2009
don't be such a loser to only know how to write in the blog. ya i will save some for her, no worries. Tuesday, June 09, 2009
if you seek amy. lolz. what a good song, maybe a good song name. La la la, la la la la la La la la, la la la la la(repeat twice) Oh baby baby have you seen Amy tonight? Is she in the bathroom is she smokin' up outside? Oh Oh baby baby does she take a piece of lime For the drink that I'm a buy her do you know just what she likes? Oh Oh oh, tell me have you seen her? cause I'm so oh I can't get her off of my brain I just want to go to the party she gon' go Can somebody take me home? Ha ha, he he, ha ha, ho Love me hate me, say what you want about me But all of the boys and all of the girls are begging to if you seek Amy Love me hate me, but can't you see what I see? All of the boys and all of the girls are begging to if you seek Amy (love me, hate me) La la la, la la la la la La la la, la la la la la Amy told me that she's gonna meet me up I don't know where or when and now they're closing up the club, oh I've seen her once or twice before she knows my face But it's hard to see with all the people standing in the way, oh Oh oh, tell me have you seen her, cause I'm so oh I can't get her off of my brain I just want to go to the party she gon' go Can somebody take me home? Ha ha, he he, ha ha ho Love me hate me, say what you want about me But all of the boys and all of the girls are begging to if you seek Amy Love me hate me, but can't you see what I see? All of the boys and all of the girls are begging to if you seek amy Love me hate me Oh, say what you want about me? Oh, but can't you see what I see? (Love me Hate me) Oh, say what you want about me? La la la, la la la la la So tell me if you see her (let me know what she was wearin, yeah, and what she was like) 'Cause I've been waiting here forever (let me know what she was goin out of mind) Oh baby baby if you seek Amy tonight Oh baby baby we'll do whatever you like Oh baby baby baby Oh baby baby baby La la la, la la la la la La la la, la la la la la (repeat 2x) Love me hate me, say what you want about me But all of the boys and all of the girls are begging to if you seek Amy Love me hate me, but can't you see what I see All of the boys and all of the girls are begging to if you seek Amy Love me hate me, say what you want about me, (yeah) la la la, la la la la Love me hate me, but can't you see what I see All of the boys and all of the girls are begging to if you seek Amy (Love me hate me) Oh, say what you want about me? Oh, but can't you see what I see? (Love me hate me) Oh, say what you want about me? All of the boys and all of the girls are begging to if you seek Amy. this song is damn GL. BUT I LIKE IT!(: Friday, June 05, 2009
what am i? covering shift and work 6 to 6 today. so is tml on so on and so far. i can blame nobody for that cause his my bro. i try to save him from everything. ended up nothing works. beg raymond like dog when roch father ask me to do so. in the end he "shoot" me untill i got nothing to say. what's the best was asking me to cover his shift too cause he's my brother. i was totally heartbroken that bro kanna sack. like seriously heartbroken. even thou this mean that we will have more time to club together but still. he's going to army like soon, real soon. time pass so fast, after he came out from boy's home and there he goes to army. fuck bro! fuck love! fuck you! i wonder how long can i cover 6 to 6 which is like 12 hour when i'm only earning my own pay. i seriously wonder what the hell is that useless manager doing. he really think that he got enough staff to cover shift. this is all bullshit. money money money, i hate money now. where's the love? everyone is asking me to work here and there. suddenly i got two new job finding me. one is jerry that side asking me to go over to help him up. another one was roch father asking me to go over to he's new working place which i think highly chances i will be going there. anyway, anyone want to work part time? i need someone to work part time at clark q. Thursday, June 04, 2009
this is so tiring. argh, i shall just stop everything and start going mia from this world. like soon. i'm really tired of everything. i suddenly find that living is so troublesome. mother take money from me, saying that she need to go hospital. and now she's taking more from me saying that she might need to stay in hospital someday. i look like my house atm. sister lost phone, ask me buy one phone for her. so i did. but what i see was she doesn't use it. what for buying? balcony people taking money. saying this must pay, that must pay. like i earn 14k like that. i'm so tired. i'm too tired of all this. even talking to you also make me so tired. ya, i know nothing about you. i don't know how bad you cry, i can't feel anything. i'm heartless. i don't know how much it hurt too, i don't know. whatever you said it's all right. i'm just nothing. do whatever you want then. i try to salvage everything but seem like nothing works. now i know what's the meaning of "it takes two hands to clap" i'm tired of telling you what is going on and why am i mad at. cause whatever i say you don't even use your heart to feel, what the point of saying it over and over again. i want nothing now. really nothing. balcony just sux a big time. brother also sux a real big time too. thinking that i'm really some superman that can cover shift like free. cover here cover there. stupid company saying that why everyone take mc. hello, stupid manager, you only can open your eyes to girls that you like and see how tired they are. but where are your eyes on other stuff. you only see the bad point of others by taking mc. and for no reason you can put HER as and when she don't like to work or work. asking others to cover her shift. what is this? change my shift like changing underwear. thanks alot. thanks balcony. i swear i will be with the supporter to support that balcony should close down. look at the number of staff you have. take one mc also must think twice. saying others think of yourself. i'm damn sad to say that you're just a "useless manager" name by balcony staff. i totally agree now. good blocking in msn, since this is what you wanted it so. went rebel with bro. it's like been years that we last club like TOGETHER! i swear i'm so going to medan! birdy, lets go medan instead(: i will tell you the reason why i want to go there, cause i believe that you will go there also for just this one good reason (: went rebel and it's like damn fun. like saw alot of lifebrand staff overthere. drink and was high. went out and i nearly fell asleep at some corner like again. then this drunk girl came and sit beside me i was like stunt and awake. deardear text me and i went in to look for them. was like damn high but the music sux at that point. then it went high cause JUST DANCE started playing! me and bro was like damn high sia! i'm sorry that someone write your stuff on her blog. i hope you're not angry about it. you can tell me about it thou. cause someone told me about she writing about you in her blog. but i don't know about this. i'm really sorry. good blocking in msn. you're the one started all this then i think i should just like leave you alone since this is what you want too. i didn't do anything but it was you. and if you want you can just TELL ME ABOUT IT. i won't disturb you anymore nor even say hi to you. i will just pretend that i don't even know you at all. this wasn't the way i thou it will be. cause you started everything. i can see how cruel you treated me. and i will do the same now. i believe there's no more starting nor ending to it anymore. tml i'm gonna like start work. how sad can my life me. i'm so broke now! someone save me! i'm so so lazy to even upoad photo now. every part of my body is aching and i'm so not sober now. it's a waste that yanyan didn't came. sorry yanyan i can't club on thursday already la. my off day like take years one. :( this is how sad my life can be. Monday, June 01, 2009
explain yourself then. 请不要分了以後 还记得亲吻过的承诺 你的永久 已不属於我 默默低头 那时我很多 话哽在喉咙 你的笑你的快乐 或许我爱太多想太多 我能感受 他比我适合 爱放了手 我伪装冷漠 比你先说分手 请原谅我 原谅我不成熟 不爱你是藉口 好让你离开我 请原谅我 好想自私将你占有 你的寂寞就给我承受 换你过更好的生活 请不要分了以後 还记得亲吻过的承诺 你的永久 已不属於我 默默低头 那时我很多 话哽在喉咙 你的笑你的快乐 或许我爱太多想太多 我能感受 他比我适合 爱放了手 我伪装冷漠 比你先说分手 请原谅我 原谅我不成熟 不爱你是藉口 好让你离开我 请原谅我 好想自私将你占有 你的寂寞就给我承受 换你过更好的生活 爱过恨过哭过也笑过 亲吻过你的脆弱 其实我比谁都要懦弱 原谅我 必须假装爱错 别让时间逗留 我怕说不出口 原谅我 没有解释太多 心痛 别无所求 彻底忘了我 爱原来有舍得 我爱过 我才懂 i still love the little seahorse (: it's so cute. i wanna keep as a pet still. |
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