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Thursday, August 27, 2009
i got plenty of goldfish in my tank now! and my fish tank is back with cute fishes(: at fish i got two little cute goldfish (bubble eyed goldfish) it's like fucking cute i swear but after awhile they're found dead! reason was, my fucking filter too powerful and it's suck my goldfish untill it's dead): everytime a fish die, i will have this habit of buying more! and now my tank is fill with cute fishes. PLENTY OF GOLDFISH!!!! i will sit in front of my tank staring at them until i can't sleep, WTH. today no fish was found dead(((: Thursday, August 20, 2009
say i'm a chicken. i nearly faint at work i swear. i think i'm really very dumb. i fucking hell cut my hand and it's like fucking deep now i can see my bone and it's like bleeding like fuck. everyone saw how gay i am. every staff just came and ask me whether i'm okay anot. i was very brave before that, i went to wash my hand. after that it bleed like fuck, manager ask me wash my hand again! act act go toilet, came out and say that i wash my hand already. is KNN DE PAIN CAN! trying to act man but i fail. i'm happy and abit sad. happy cause i can take MC for work! sad is i need to go polyclinic and sew my wound! i hope there's something that is like better than sewing it! deardear ask me take photo of my wound and let her see, but i think after doctor i go find her and make sure i saw her! it's like disgusting can. it like one whole pieces become two, and the bottom one can slide and the top one also. WHY AM I SO DUMB! bro i miss you like seriously! cb now got new girl already don't want brother liao sia. Saturday, August 15, 2009
ON THE ROCK i'm fucking drunk now. i make myself numb from everything. every single thing. how much longer can i go on? to bed now. Friday, August 14, 2009
what more do you want from me? it's not the first time this kind of thing is happening. i wasn't even notice what was going on. 直到爱消失你才懂得 去珍惜身边每个 你那么爱她 为甚么不把她留下 为甚么不说心里话 你深爱她 这是每个人都知道啊 你那么爱她 为甚么不把她留下 是不是你有深爱的 两个她 所以你不想再让自己 无法自拔 today just sux a big time. all i was waiting was ending work. i finally know that the song 你那么爱她 really hurt sometimes. i don't know what you want. i don't know who you want. guessing was what i kept on doing. i kept quiet about all the stuff i know. i am too tired to even fight back so i rather i get whack. i'm not trying to say that i'm very noble over here. cause i don't need the word noble in my book. i'm always the last one to know all this thing. explaining things was never in your book. what can i do? teach me, someone. i'm still heartbroken since the day that happen i just didn't really tell anyone about it. working was all i'm thinking now. but sometimes i just don't understand. just fuck okay? fuck myself. fuck my feelings. i just want to tell you. chan ruk ter cause it's inside my heart and you doesn't really know how important you are. tell me, i'm important too. cause i don't want to know the negative answer from you Sunday, August 09, 2009
take a breathe and i pull myself together. i wish that i could save you. i'm just so proud of myself now(: for some reason. i realise that i change my fucking attuide(: i'm not the old person like who i use to. even thou it was "what a good national day" but still i'm happy with myself after the whole thing ended i went over to find deardear they all for help as i really needed help badly. i wasn't even a little bit angry with anyone, guess i was just tired with my work after rushing down. i wasn't angry over her whacking me up nor anything that i have heard about. if it was the old jiamin i guess i would have die somewhere else. fighting is not going to solve the problem. this is what i have learn. working still just sux a big time. somehow people keep telling me that two captain wanna make me die just because i have manager at backup. is okay jiamin(: i'm still not angry at all. not a single little bit somehow somewhere i have learn for myself, keeping yourself cool and i have stop all this nonsense long time ago. i need to go hospital to check up when i wake up later, if i could, i swear. 4 fucking lumps on my head and i went blackout for awhile. thanks darling for saying the cancer shit and those bleedclot that scare me much. i can hardly talk nor eat. and fucking thanks to the metal chair somehow even if i die(: i'm still happy dying of maybe it's because you changes my attiude and make me know how to settle love and friend problem. i don't know what you want from me. maybe last time i was really childish i have grown up!(: and i'm not blaming anyone of your too lastly, the fucking knn ccb jiamin(: is gone. not trying to grant anything pity or what, but i just wanna say i'm really really happy! that i'm not even angry and stuff!(: i know to those who know what happen will think that i'm mad, at least darling did something good today! I HAVE CHANGE! (: no worries, i won't die so fast(: Wednesday, August 05, 2009
things wasn't planning on my way, it's changes faster than the way i could everyone told me life is like a game, but tell me are we in the game? sometimes i wish i could make our night a better night, but seem like i can't really do it on my own. and i guess i would have just spoilt the whole night by saying something stupid why is this so that when you're faithful to that person but that person don't? when you're serious in this relationship but the other half don't? is this always how the story goes? tell me what am i suppose to do? i can't balance my friendship and love now. Tuesday, August 04, 2009
when you start to know that the feeling is no longer strong. when things started to get a little bit more cold than it was before holding on to something that you're really trying to, but you know that it won't be forever sincerly yours. quarrels started coming to the topic and ignorance is to be done. is this what love really could do? i'm not really a superman, i'm just a wanna be superman. tell me what more can i do to improve in it? this is for someone else. when you know what's gone is gone. quarreling will led to no where, but yet this is what i get. i'm not coming back for more and that's for sure, cause i'm tired of all those EXPLAINING AND shit. say whatever cruel things you want, but it mean nothing at all to me and why am i so heartless? it's because i have no more feeling towards all this anymore. you have done it too many times. sorry i will be gone for your good. is loving someone so hard to do so? when will this word TRUST start coming to my dictionary? who will really prove that love is really there? |
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