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Tuesday, September 28, 2010
Yeah I'm back blogger(: ccb iphone do sux in time for blog. But oh well, at least I'm blogging right now. Should blog more often. A place where I can belong and throw all those things that I really wanna let out. Been like years since I last blog. Like seriously years. Lots of things that I went thou but then I'm too lazy to even say it out here. Was thinking if I even should lock my blog only for me myself and I to read and not to public. But again, I'm too lazy to even settle the shit setting over here. Wait till I'm not that lazy then I shall go an change the setting. Life seem moody after sometimes. And I've learn not to expect anything because once you expect something you will just from right from heaven to hell and I hate that feeling. How I wish sometimes I was just like the fuck care fuck care jiamin in times. At least maybe I won't be here blogging this shit out. How am I feeling right now? Erm maybe rather abit confuse and upset due to stuff. Never had someone who put friends first much more than I am. Never had a girl who wants to leave and leave? Never had this kind of feeling rather up and down? Never tear so much before? Good times and bad times. Been real crazy as i can't control my mind sometimes. Amy was the one who calm my temper but I don't know why this bad temper of mine is back again. I told people not to bottle things up because someday you're gonna blast and it will led no where. And yes this is the part that I had never change while saying to other people, bottling things up. But tell me who can I find to talk to? Seriously don't know. Been to this states all due to myself and I can find no one to talk. Blaming myself rather. I was those fuck care and player. Care more of my friend and got said by gf like, seriously who am I dating with now? Oh well, I will bring my gf along to find my friends all the time. Care and wanted my gf to get along with my friends more. Hated it when they don't get along with my friends. I'm like that. But what can I say? What comes around goes back around. Here am I, dating with a girl who cares much more than her "gf"? Was rather sweet but now rather abit hot and cold. Can't say much cause I'm not her "gf" either. Would rather say started saying" am I dating with your friends or you?" "since your friend is so important, so ahead with your friends." oh well, if I'm important to you alot of things won't be done. Hated the feeling where, you go meet your friend and sorry I can't meet you today. Maybe tml? Hated the feeling you hold your phone day and night texting with your bestfriend worried for her day and night. Hated where you forget about about our deal in movies and you watch it with your friends. Hated the part when you said something and you change your mind about doing it again. Making yourself busy and tired and then you got no time for me anymore and you go home rest. So much of hated this and that but yet, just blogging it out to make my bottle empty again. By saying it over and over again when I know it doesn't change any of the fact about it. Get over it yui jia min. My best friend once told me, if things can't change why keep expecting it when you already know it won't change? Why not accept it and rather feel better about it too? Yes, and this is right(: why not I do it this way? Somehow I wish I raleally don't get too bother about it and I just forget about everything. Bottling it letting it overflow and overflow again it's not good for health jiamin. Felt so much better after I blog it out! Yeah! And my bottle is empty again! Shall just forget about it and let it off better. Don't expect and don't wish for anything. That's the best out of the best. Maple maple maple maple. I wish I could do something I like instead of me doing all the things you wanna do. Care more about me than your friend. (: jiamin!!!!!!! |
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