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shuqun primary. (1996 - 2002)fuhua secondary. (2003 - 2006) itedover. (2008-2009) maro1233@hotmail.com 27 DEC 1990  ● Tagboard
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Sunday, July 24, 2011
 another day, gone. 16days when you have gone. today, quarrel with mum again. freaking throw the bowl while washing it. seem like nothing going right in my life. so sick of it, yet you know you have to fight it on. how many times do you want to say this to me? i even told her to find lawyer if she wants to disown me, i'm fine with it. since how long already, it doesnt matter much to me now. been at home, going crazy soon. my pay delay cannot do anything thats the worst part. next month gonna work like alot of days. from next month onwards need to work 10.5 hour per day, so that i can hit my amount tagret. to earn it's a must to do all this. damn hungry seriously, been eating my dad maggie which taste like shit. one day eat three pack, like seriously. eat untill i sick and tired but i have no choice. i seriously hope my pay will come asap seriously. i don't want to see my parents face. want to move out and stay on my own. thats all for today, another hard day tml. don't know how long more to get over this. Saturday, July 23, 2011
 逝去的愛 討不回來, 我還有話想對你說 捨不得說 來不及說, 離別的話最難說出口 想念你..... never give up, won't give up.... don't give up. haven been posting anything much here. always promise myself to blog more but yet each time i always never do. don't know i don't feel like or don't know i don't want. after the six months thing, never thou that it will break me so much. but well, its alright. i already accept, like you say, maybe two months/three months maybe won't. have no choice but actually accept it. should actually blog more ya? to start throwing every single thing here so it won't be in my heart bottling. WORK, always pray for her to leave and avoiding her in work. because i think she's nothing better in this workplace, or even better not helping at all. at first i tot that i might be working happily in this workplace, not really what i have been thinking much but actually it's more complicant than i tot. she might not do her work, always go out meet friends, sometimes even best don't come work and even ask us to punch her timecard. but somehow the moment i got the news that she's leaving is kinda heartbroken. i don't know why. say want to put me full time, how long you guys have been saying it by not doing it. i don't know how long i can stand. i need to save money for my plans also. i can't just stay here and wait for the news either. each time i say i wanna leave the company then they give me false hope again. so stuck down here. i really don't want to go MBS if i change to full time. i don't wanna go there and ended up even not happy. i wish i could get a pay that actually can help me. maybe i'm just not putting much effort to work. and i guess i should do that also. as much effort as i could afford. family, not helping never mind, asking me go die, i bear with it. now even best ask me to leave the house when i have started working full time. hello, i'm not superman you know? even superman also cannot get so much money at one shot. i only got one freaking N'level CERT/ which actually means nothing at all. who will even know that this freaking CERT can bring you no where? nearly went to jail, your also don't want to help. who else can i actually rely on? nobody but myself. now i sick, i also don't want your to help. pointless seriously. but well, it a happier note, i'm still happy. but i got no reason to be happy. praying hard my pay will come faster. seriously, i'm feeling damn unwell. how long can this goes on? i don't know and don't wanna think also. do what i can now. sometimes i think i got gastric problem but don't know if its real. most of the time i feel like vomiting, i really don't want to be skinny and useless. can actually live how long than live how long right? who really cares, i don't care about health either. what i know is i need to seriously work. life is sad right? not everybody is born to have same kind of life. my life seem to be so not in my way. but what can i do? a freaking not even 21 years old i have to think about this. haven even 16 already ask me quit school don't waste money go work. work for so many years and i already find no meaning to that. been slacking for like a year and now bodyclock screw. even if i sleep for 12 hours, see the sun that could actually make you damn headache. people always say take things slow, my life never have a point that i could take it slow. in better words, i cannot afford to take it slow either. oh well. Tuesday, July 19, 2011
as long as you are staying, i will be trying.  i never give up, either did i try to give up. cause i can't actually throw away the hard work and time i put into it. never did i wanted to leave you a single thou you already left. i know i shouldn't have ask you back, like i say, if you happen to meet someone that treat you way better than i do, i'm fine. thou saying i'm fine is lying but you have your choice on choosing your own happiness. still if we ever get back, i will keep my words on what i have say. love doesn't just say let go means let go. you just don't know actually how much i put in, in this love. but i bet you will feel the same way too. i know i'm a corward in love, i can't let go like how others did. but maybe in other relationship i can, just not ours. maybe in this point of time, you might/could find someone that could be better than me, treat you way better than me and i also admit that there are million of people out there which is way better than me. i will understand if you really were to move on without me. i won't blame you or either to pull you back if that's so. thou i will keep fighting for this relationship, still things like to work out like how two hands clap. so i will understand. i wish you could stay with me, just no matter good or bad, happy or sad. i see future with you, (abit mushy) but still, i really do. it's a kind of happiness being with you. hugging you so tight that you couldn't breathe. going to places just the two for us, thou it might be boring to you. planning every single thing ahead before we start to work. every single thing involve with you, i just want to be with you together. never really beg people to stay for more than 3 to 4 times, even eating wantan noodles also think of you. drinking milktea know that someone beside me will drink oolong milktea. what else more? i will not rush you, i will just wait slowly. i will take this time to build up my financial too. when you want/feel like coming back, you know i will be more happy than anything else. just right here waiting for you to come back. you know you are not gonna fight alone with this, i will stand thoughout with you, fighting your exam, your fine and also your school. not a step that i'm gonna leave you in this states. i'm still gonna love you like long, it will always be the same. i love you, bb. 20042011 (won't forget anymore)  Sunday, July 10, 2011
What will be, will be. To know that this was the end that we actually come to. 8th of July 2011. 1 month and 18 days that we had gone thou. Thou we could go up to years and even more to come. But this was the end. No point explaining because I know this is it. What will be it will be. If we are meant to be, it will. I'm not trying to get you back and all. Just feel like blogging. I don't want you to feel that each time only when we end then I do this kind of things. To know that I have really lost someone which is dear and important to me. Begging you and let down my pride each time you will leave. None of your friends support in this relationship and I guess i was really a bad lover and girlf. To know that I have lost a girl who love me in her own way, and I know this kind of love nobody could replace. It's just how sad that, those sweet time we had together are not good enough for you to stand rather than the bad one for you to leave. It's just sad that I know I could never get kisses from someone like you anymore. Those hugs when I needed to, those morning calls that you use to call. The bed beside me will no longer have your smell. Those shirt and stuff that you leave are no longer in sight anymore. Taking picture which is incomplete without you. Nobody will get angry with me and throw temper at me. Scold me and bought food for me when I'm hungry at work. Going out together to event and fun like that. Each and everything is gonna be incomplete without you. Those promises we made to each other I didn't forget. Everything you told me, I keep it in mind. You want aglio I go all the way to ikea just to get salt and pepper. You want a stuff I will think of ways to get for you. You want the perfume I will go around the whole lucky plaza to find that specific one. But it must be a relief for you this time. Because nobody will get mad and crazy anymore. Nobody will throw temper at you and throwing food at you at kfc anymore. You don't hav to worry about me each day whether or not I have money to eat and stuff. And to get angry with when I have said the wrong things. Don't have to get insecure when I go club without you. Spending money on me when you know those money you could use it for yourself. Nobody will wait for you after school to fetch you anymore. Timbre, zoo, mbs, genting, Thailand, sushi, uss and many more. You could do it yourself even faster without me. You don't have to face this crybaby anymore. That always cry in front of you. Make a sence outside for people to see. And I am still me, the one that you know, the one that you use to love. I have not change in anyway. You know that all of the above. No one will love the way that I love you. Nobody will treat you badly like the way I treated you. You know yourself that someone out there will treat you even better than me. Thou I have left nothing. But this will be the start of my life right now. I will not say that I will get you back. But I will wait till the day that you actually come back. I will be here, just here waiting for you. To start all over again, without any mistake of mine again. |
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