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shuqun primary. (1996 - 2002)fuhua secondary. (2003 - 2006) itedover. (2008-2009) maro1233@hotmail.com 27 DEC 1990  ● Tagboard
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Saturday, July 23, 2011
 逝去的愛 討不回來, 我還有話想對你說 捨不得說 來不及說, 離別的話最難說出口 想念你..... never give up, won't give up.... don't give up. haven been posting anything much here. always promise myself to blog more but yet each time i always never do. don't know i don't feel like or don't know i don't want. after the six months thing, never thou that it will break me so much. but well, its alright. i already accept, like you say, maybe two months/three months maybe won't. have no choice but actually accept it. should actually blog more ya? to start throwing every single thing here so it won't be in my heart bottling. WORK, always pray for her to leave and avoiding her in work. because i think she's nothing better in this workplace, or even better not helping at all. at first i tot that i might be working happily in this workplace, not really what i have been thinking much but actually it's more complicant than i tot. she might not do her work, always go out meet friends, sometimes even best don't come work and even ask us to punch her timecard. but somehow the moment i got the news that she's leaving is kinda heartbroken. i don't know why. say want to put me full time, how long you guys have been saying it by not doing it. i don't know how long i can stand. i need to save money for my plans also. i can't just stay here and wait for the news either. each time i say i wanna leave the company then they give me false hope again. so stuck down here. i really don't want to go MBS if i change to full time. i don't wanna go there and ended up even not happy. i wish i could get a pay that actually can help me. maybe i'm just not putting much effort to work. and i guess i should do that also. as much effort as i could afford. family, not helping never mind, asking me go die, i bear with it. now even best ask me to leave the house when i have started working full time. hello, i'm not superman you know? even superman also cannot get so much money at one shot. i only got one freaking N'level CERT/ which actually means nothing at all. who will even know that this freaking CERT can bring you no where? nearly went to jail, your also don't want to help. who else can i actually rely on? nobody but myself. now i sick, i also don't want your to help. pointless seriously. but well, it a happier note, i'm still happy. but i got no reason to be happy. praying hard my pay will come faster. seriously, i'm feeling damn unwell. how long can this goes on? i don't know and don't wanna think also. do what i can now. sometimes i think i got gastric problem but don't know if its real. most of the time i feel like vomiting, i really don't want to be skinny and useless. can actually live how long than live how long right? who really cares, i don't care about health either. what i know is i need to seriously work. life is sad right? not everybody is born to have same kind of life. my life seem to be so not in my way. but what can i do? a freaking not even 21 years old i have to think about this. haven even 16 already ask me quit school don't waste money go work. work for so many years and i already find no meaning to that. been slacking for like a year and now bodyclock screw. even if i sleep for 12 hours, see the sun that could actually make you damn headache. people always say take things slow, my life never have a point that i could take it slow. in better words, i cannot afford to take it slow either. oh well. |
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