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shuqun primary. (1996 - 2002)fuhua secondary. (2003 - 2006) itedover. (2008-2009) maro1233@hotmail.com 27 DEC 1990  ● Tagboard
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Wednesday, August 31, 2011
What would I do without you? Nothing much to blog about today. A normal day thou had a quarrel with colleague nearly went off when she say not happy just go home. I was really angry because she kept picking me up, yet I didn't just walk away from work. I had to stay because I can't live without a job. And again, I was thinking maybe I should rebuild my room(: I should get a queen size bed so that when you sleep beside me you can sleep well. At least there is space to move around for you. Don't have to quarrel over small bed too. Building my own aircon and you won't be feeling hot in my room either. The aircon I also don't know how am I gonna fix it with that. But I will find ways(: The best will just be me moving out to somewhere near your house with everything that you needed in that place. I really wish I could rent a flat, but renting that won't be easy also. I will try my very best to do all this things for us. A better life like I said. I cant do it just a few days but slowly I will(: Still just gonna wait for the day that you are gonna return. I'm going to sleep now. Guess you too even. Tml I think you still got work also at tbc. Goodnight and today post is just like that. Sending it with love, bb. Monday, August 29, 2011
You never know how much you actually mean to me. Today work was awesome, it's all about slacking and I felt best today. Nothing much to update about my life because it's more or less work home work home. I do not know about yours but definely your life is much more happier, I'm not upset, maybe abit, but still I know you are happy now I'm happy. A play day today for you after a month for not going to club. I promise before that I won't go club without you, since today you are going, I choose not to. Because I dont wanna cause drama over there and all by getting drunk, Even if I'm drunk I won't find you either will I go crazy, I will just sleep there also. I don't know if I'm breaking the promise again of it but all I know is I don't wanan go. I don't wanna ended up going there and not having enough sleep for work either. You didn't promise me that you won't go club without me either so I'm fine with it(: Always all along even if I'm unhappy you doing stuff that makes me unhappy, I won't blame you. The most maybe I will just be angry and all but still after awhile I'll be fine too. Hope you know how to control yourself in drinking. Don't be that day at butterfac when I go find you that drunk can already. I will still worried about you and all. Tml I guess it's really gonna be my pay day. I dont wanna see you ended up broke cannot go have fun with your friends also. Rmb I promise to give you a good life? Thru I still haven do what I say but I will do it slowly to let you know. Sometimes I know can be rush somethings can't. And if you are facing problem you can tell me also you know? Actually today I was thinking about this, if we are still together maybe I will ask you if you wanna go oversea study. I really wanna study and all but I can't cause mine is a long way to go. But overseas study is different, I was thinking if I could save money up to go overseas and study with you together wont it be great? Well, that was just my thinking. Guess you won't know also if you don't read here. Promises are not meant to be broken, I just need sometime to make a change of this habit then i will do. I don't know if you understand it but ya. I'm thinking also, if you fine day you were to read all this posts that I post you might never know I actuay posted so many just for you! I really don't love my ex gf and this doesn't include you inside. But now and further more I know it's just gonna be with you. People always say that you don't fight for what you want, you won't get it. I'm fight myself here for stable income and giving you a better life. Go USS don't have to worry, raindrop, buffet, genting, thailand, timbre, Japan food... Many many more. So I'm here to say that I will give it all meanwhile I can! But I'm just really here to treat you as a friend now. Thou I'm not treating it this way sometimes, still I will care and concern for you. I'm more like a friend but trying to get you and tell you that I like you? Haha! That's silly. Oh well. That's all for today. Fever don't keep eating fried food okay? Don't stay out late also! Meanwhile just work at tbc as much as you can too! Always be here for you, bb, with love<3 Goodnight to you. Better take good care of yourself. Fever still eat fried food, don't know why you like that also. I'm sorry I can't control myself when I see you. I don't know what's your reason behind all this thing by leaving me, But I know it's the fact that the feeling already faded. All the time I'm telling myself to move on since you said so but I don't know if I really did try anot. To be honest I'm avoiding instead of facing it. I tot that I will be okay, in the end I can't. I'm sorry that I fail to be a man and move on like how others can. By I still do hope you will take a look at how far we go, I will still wait here. I do not know what I lie this time round to make you so tired and sick of it. I dont know what I have done. Thou I know it's over, and I can go club as and when I like, Inside me there is still a single little hope that im hoping still. I still don't wanna go club thou sometimes I fail but I just don't wanna go inside and really dance. Most of the time I do go in but ended up I will go home, I don't wanna make you upset when I promise you. I know I did break my promise but I really didn't mean it. Maybe you still wanna have fun and have freedom, to me I still will wait until one day you want to come back. Meanwhile I will use the time to stable myself also. Okay? I don't know also if you will read my blog but as long as I got time I will blog for you to see okay? Nothing much today, went to work, go pass your pants. Was hoping to see you, ended up you are really there. I don't know if I should feel happy or not but I know I do feel that there is still alittle love from you still. But there is this really deep heartache inside me. I'm really sorry but I will still wanna be with you thou you doesn't love me. I still hope that the feeling will come back. I will not disturb you anymore and let you have your time and all your fun. But I will still be by your side all the time okay? When you turn around you wanna find someone who love you, im still here(: I still do care alot for you, I still do love you like how I did. I know you still feel the same way like how I do, I will just wait. No matter how long its gonna take. Don't get sick and tired okay? Because I still believe we will fight it thou. First out of first I still wanna stable myself more first before I will go after you again so you won't be worried about money anymore. Goodnight bb, you will always be my bb, Hugs. Drink more water okay? Take good care of yourself. Saturday, August 27, 2011
I'm sorry. I'm sorry I guess I should give you more time than I tot. I'm sorry that I force you to get back with me. I'm sorry for making you fall for me and ended up making your life upside down. I'm sorry in times I can't keep my promise and i make you upset. I'm sorry I couldn't give you love in times when you needed time I'm sorry that I tot holding hands, hugging you and kissing will make this love last. I'm sorry I couldn't be the prefect person that you wanted. I'm sorry I can't buy you things that you want in time. But I promise myself that I will remember every single thing that you want and slowly get them for you. I know it will take time thou but I just wanna try. For now, I suddenly understand that actually I should stable myself before I can get a goof life being with you. If I'm not stable enough myself, I can't give a good life to you. So for now, I'm gonna work hard. I will not give you life that you are afraid of, those life that you have to worry about being poor. I will come back and find you when I'm stable enough. Wait for me. Because I will work it hard myself. I'm thou that love was just holding you by my side making you happy then we will work it all out. But I was wrong, ended up I'm making you tired because the same thing you are afraid to go thou. When I think that it's the right time to find you I will. I will not ask you to wait for really for me, I don't wanna be selfish either. But I could really see that you are actually happy with your life right now. Meanwhile you are out for your freedom I will work it all out myself. Inside of me I just know that you are the right one that I wanted to be with. Just so you know, I still love you. I'm sorry that I didn't give you that kind of feeling anymore. Partly it was my fault also, cause I tot that kissing you, hugging you might be enough for you. But I was wrong, in a relationship we can't just thinkthat way, cause one day the feeling it will be just normal. I didn't give you a feeling like how we use to get together before that also. Now I have learn that. And I will tell myself no matter what thing we quarrel about I won't repeat the same mistake. Not anymore. I do hope you will give time to think about this yourself also. I won't rush things anymore. Friday, August 19, 2011
actually i also think i will die, if you were to leave. well, bb today i just wanna be special to post here to tell you i love you. i love you more than anything that i do, i love you more than my mum, dad, friends anyone else. just to say how important you are to me thats all. thou i do feel rather abit insecure sometimes but still i love you with no other TIOU JIAN. i think it should be spell this way. my han yu pin yin also abit sux la. but you understand jiu hao. just here to say, no matter you rich or poor, happy or sad, good or bad, right or wrong, pretty or ugly, fat or skinny, i will still love you like i've always do. alright? goodnight bb, love you with my heart, body, soul everything. love si ni le. muacks! Monday, August 01, 2011
 你不在 當我最需要愛 高興還是悲哀無盡等待像獨白的難捱 我受了傷再偷偷好起來 但你不在. another one left the earth, another one that i love so much. staring up the sky i wonder where he is? is he gonna come and find me? is he gonna be here with me to tell me what to do? and again, i'm here crying. my heart is really breaking, i don't know if i could pick up the pieces ever again. i don't know if i can still stand film anymore. nobody will know how you feel, i don't know what i should feel too. love, i promise myself that i will bring you around the world. give you the best birthday everytime being with me. watch tv always the will show places where you can go, i really wish to go with you. when i get my full time pay i swear i will bring you go around all this places. we will not just go only genting, thailand.... we will go england, taiwan, hong kong, everywhere that i can afford. all this places i really really wish that i could bring you go. i do not know why the picture of my future was with you, all that i know is i will give you the best as long as i can do it. this time round its really heartbreaking. guess i shall stop here. 相爱没有那麽容易 每个人有他的脾气 过了爱做梦的年纪 轰轰烈烈不如平静 幸福没有那麽容易 |
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