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shuqun primary. (1996 - 2002)fuhua secondary. (2003 - 2006) itedover. (2008-2009) maro1233@hotmail.com 27 DEC 1990  ● Tagboard
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Wednesday, September 28, 2011
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习惯就好 - 罗志祥  你的手机又收不到 我像疯子在街上绕 努力跑 你的温度 雨淋过几条街都散不掉 你面无表情的嘴角 像在嘲笑我的胡闹 回头看 突然明了 爱过了使用期效 你就想逃 我想维持礼貌忘记骄傲 继续做你唯一的城堡 习惯就好 习惯就好 是我选择看不到分手预兆 没有一丝睡意的困扰无法治疗 习惯就好 习惯就好 我承认我的伪装是真的不够好 请给我多一秒 我想维持礼貌忘记骄傲 继续做你唯一的城堡 一个人在雨里继续的奔跑 请给我多一秒 suddenly thinks that this song suit this moment that i'm actually feeling now. i admit i'm crying like a fucking bitch now. i'm sorry i can't help it. i'm sorry i can't let go. i'm really sorry. Looking at sweet photos, and I cry again. Should I or should I not. Was thinking if I should text you or not cause I know that you are upset. Thou I do not know the reason but anyway I'm still a coward choosing not to text. Cause I think maybe you wanted to receive the text person is not me and I might turn you off also. But it's alright already cause she went to sent you pancakes to cheer you up too. You won't find another girl that really will do this kind of things to you anymore. I'm not as great as her but I still do care. How much I want to pass you your stuff but I don't think I should be bothering your life now, I don't wanna get those text that might break my heart and I start to break down again also. I don't want to text you cause I'm afraid of your replys either. Just didnt know how to face all this text and feelings towards you. But don't worry I'm not gonna do anything. So you don't have to worry about anything too. (: If you are upset about your school, Dont have to cause I know you doesn't like the course that you are taking. Don't force yourself with things like you don't like or you're not interested in. Okay? Thou it's a waste but you have plenty of time. You will find a course that you might like and start all over again. Look on the bright side silly girl. If you are worried that you might not be able to open up your heart to anyone, Or forcing you to move on or doing things that actually touch your heart, Open it up, don't close it yet. You might not know that you will be happy with that person? Thou I feel stupid to say all this things and it's like I'm giving you to someone else but I think you can do it. Don't always look on the bad side of things, everything that happen there's always a way to solve it, Running away is never a good idea, rmb? I believe she did touch your heart and all but you just couldn't open up your heart. If you feel that she can make you happy, feel love towards her, having the care and concern and you think you don't have to worry about her, just go for it and give it a try. Okay? Don't have to put my feelings first in everything you do. I'm good at lying rmb? I can always lie to myself and live in the past until when one day I think that you don't need me anymore I will leave. Silly girl, I love you but I want you to be happy with your life. Not like this being upset and all. I don't know what's the reason behind you wanna quit your tbc job but now you have nothing to do just find any job first okay. If you wanna study and that school actually wants you back go back to study. You might not need to stick at this course forever. Think on the bright side, you already pass one an half a year already, maybe you just need another one an half a year to finish this poly, why not? When you go uni, you doesn't need to carry on with this course, you can choose other course. If you back out now, you have to go thou the 3 years again. I'm just telling you but choices is up to you. As long as you are doing it willingly and happily okay? Smile cause the way you smile is when I feel that you are happy. I like the way you smile. I like to joke and make you laugh cause you never know that when you smile, it just means that my effort is not wasted. I will just be someone by your side now to protect you giving you comments. Thou I don't know whether you wil get to see this but yup. Always look on bright side of the things, don't force yourself to dp thing that you dont like or not interested in. Okay? Just rmb this, no matter is in studies wise or relationship wise. Anything alright, Cause I know that my silly girl is strong. Nothing really can bring her down and I will support you in anything that you do. I will be always here. Thou I feel sad that you block me and deleted me in twitter but I will never delete you cause I want to know whether are you happy anot. I care and I love that'd why I'm so KPO! But just only towards you okay? Vanessaongmin! (cause you like your chinese name to be called like this) Never give up on things that you want and always fight for what you want! You want happiness? It's in your hand cause you are the one who make choices whether you wanna be happy or not. Jia you! Lastly, <3 Friday, September 23, 2011
好的事情 i always tell myself this is the last time that i'm gonna cry, but when will this last time gonna end? i care so much, until now i still do. i don't know if you still do the same. if only i really could tell you that i love you, thou you don't love me anymore. could tell you how much i still care about you, want to take care of you, want to give you hapiness, now, it's clearly stated that the person beside you wasn't me. i'm not the one that can make you happy, love, and concern. does she love you more than i do? she treated you like a princess? does she make you happy? so much more i want to ask about you. but guess what, i'm such a coward because i don't have the guts to even do so. i wish i could stop hiding my feelings and face it. each time when i see or hear something, friends around me will make me feel better by saying lies, i know its a lie but i still choose to believe that lie at least this will let me know that i'm not being forgotten by you. and this is also the only way that i could make myself better by lying. no matter how many times i get to see you hugging with her, holding her hands, i will keep lying to myself. never will i wanna leave you because one day when you are down and you turn back i will be just behind you, thou it's abit old school but all this while i haven been giving up and why must i give up when my heart still doesn't want to? i really want to tel you that i still love you no matter what. i will still be as dumb as i can standing behind you, thou you make my heart break a million times but still i know that one day you will understand how i feel towards you. if you think that i'm always saying this, maybe you should look how far we have gone thou, how much i was always be there never give up. never knew i could love you so much more than i tot that i would. 我余嘉敏，愿和你在一起，我将成为你唯一的真爱，终身的伴侣，永远的家人，忠实的朋友，不关贫穷 富有，不关生老病死，永远都不会离开你。 Cant believe untill this point of time, I'm still waiting, waiting for something impossible to be happening. I just want to be alone for sometime to let myself cry like a fucking bitch so that it won't keep haunting me. When I sit alone there is someone there to talk and yet I have to hide my feeling again to say I'm fucking fine when I'm not. I'm not so noble to accept just a you don't love me anymore, not even that noble to see you hugging someone else and holding someone else's hand even. I feel like maybe there's a need for me to go back to the past for a day to really let me cry it all out, maybe, I won't be so hurtful like now. I'm not selfish. I don't know how to accept all this one shot thingy that you are giving me. Is there anymore to come? Can you just give it to me all? So that I won't be feeling this pain over and over again. More like you tear my heart apart and then when I mend it myself you just have to tear it again. The hardest thing to do is to walk away from someone whom you really love. Are you happy with your life now? 休息是为了走更长的路 你就是我的旅途 都是因为你 我一直漫步 想要跟你一起走到最后 但我遗失了地图 谁给谁束缚 谁比谁辛苦 爱到深处才会领悟 好的事情最后虽然结束 感动时分就有十分满足 谢谢你 是你陪我走过那些路 痛 是以后无法带给你幸福 好的事情也许能够重复 感动时分就算纷纷模糊 不要哭 至少你和我记得很清楚 爱是为彼此祝福 Wednesday, September 21, 2011
For Your Info. Saturday, September 17, 2011
(: 我想你已表現的非常明白 Friday, September 16, 2011
This song did really let me get all the words of what i wanna say. http://youtu.be/vKc1ngYo5Q0 Sunday, September 11, 2011
但那人是你所以 不怕苦 long time ago, i love this song when we are together, but then i didn't really had the chance to tell you all this thing. all of the below, it's all actually what i wanted to say to you before that. but i didn't cause i tot that maybe you will know. so i'm here to tell you that. because the person is you, i'm not afraid of anything. 你知道吗 我很喜欢牵着你的手的感觉 那是什么样子 我好希望在来一次 (if you watch the mtv, this is what tank say in the start.) 懂得让我微笑的人 再没有谁比你有天份 轻易闯进我的心门 明天的美梦你完成 整个宇宙 浩瀚无边的尽头 每颗渺小星球 全都绕着你走 爱我 非你莫属 我只愿 守护 由你给我的幸福 爱我 非你莫属 也许会 笑着哭 但那人是你所以 不怕苦 给的感动一定是最深 在我心中留下伤痕 你同时点亮了星辰 看 那麽多相遇 偏偏只和你 天造地设般产生奇迹 我心的缝隙 我想除了你 任谁也无法填补这空虚 但那人是你所以 不怕苦 i don't know what i do to make you feel so damn piss with me. if you think i did something behind and you think i'm cheap, you can think that way. if i really did something i won't wanna even try to explain to you. if you think that i'm really the worst relationship ever you had been thou, i have no other choice but to accept that what you had say. one last thing, i'm clean with every single thing that i do, because i know i didn't do anything behind your back or what one day you will just know the truth. because when things happen you won't listen to what i want to say or explain either. so i will just let it be this time round. you really did kill my heart once and for all already. you did it actually. you can't say that i didn't fight for you at all, you can't say that i didn't put in the effort at all. you can't say that i didn't change for you at all. because i actually did all of the above. but this time round, i really helpless. i don't know what i can do, and also i'm not gonna do anything from now onwards. i fight too hard, and it's time that i should let it be, no matter how hard i fight, you will just push me back harder. you just don't know how it will hurt. Thursday, September 08, 2011
Envy couple who last long. Late post for you today, just got back home and here I am. Sorry for being late(: Today I got to talk to dolly and doreen, I do not know if you actually know them or not. Went to H&M all I could think was you, if you were here beside me I guess we both will be crazy over at the shop. Sometimes when I do things I always wishes that you are right beside me. Dolly was the butch at artease, I didn't know her much until today I talk to her. She was such a lazy person who didn't work at all untill she met doreen. They had a hard time cause doreen was the one who's giving money and all until dolly wake up her mind to go to work. So she started working artease as a part time then slowly to a full time. Much alike like me, doreen didn't give up and she's glad that she didn't because now there she is working full time at artease. Thou her pay was 700 plus but doreen is still happy that at least she started working. Things can be slow but at least she did do a change in her life. I don't know how they maintain their relationship well but I'm jealous that they actually did. I guess maybe I'm a failure towards maintaining, maybe things won't be this way right now. I'm still yet to say that whatever things that I do I always hope that you are right beside me. I want you to support me and I want you to share the fruit together with me. Thou I'm slow in work wise or thou I might be not seriously about work. But still you did a huge change in my life. Too huge that when you left I realize that whatever I'm doing it's more likely about me alone. I don't bring you to eat good food all the time as I don't have the money. Now that I have each and everytime I do go peep at raindrop and all to see if I can afford or not. Whatever I eat now that I'm using my pay and all I wish that I could bring you along to have all this. Because after all you are waiting for me to depend on myself and here I am, but without you anymore. I know that I can't let you lean on, I'm more as useless but I do wish that I can be very stable to let you lean on me. I don't deny that until now I still hope things get well between us. I'm sorry that I just can't be like a man while others say let go move on means let it go. Just for now, as long as your life is happy now I'm happy for you too. I believe that after years months or anything my heart will still run back to you and tell you that I can't love anyone else but you. Whatever i say on whatsapp that even if you are cheap and all I still want you, I do mean it. Even if you got someone new, I will still wait for now. I will just wait until the day the moment I find it right I will try again. Don't yet give up on me, thou the tot are messing up but maybe this is a test for us on god. I'm gonna do it all alone to prove that my heart is real. Alright, i don't know if you really do read my blog. But whatever it is, please do not get piss with my words. I want you to be happy and not piss. I don't want you to hate me either. I won't hate you, no matter what you do. Even if you broke my heart for a million times, I will pick the pieces up fix it back myself and stand right up to let you break it until you know that my heart it true that you are the one that I wanna spend my life with. Goodnight, sending it all with love. BB<3 Wednesday, September 07, 2011
LOVE Love - it’s when you feel safe, just being in the person’s arms and that feeling you get when you kiss them. It’s after you’ve had a bad day, and that person is the first person you want to talk to, and when you have good news, they’re the first person you want to tell. It’s thinking about them just when you wake up, and when you go to bed at night, they’re the last thing on your mind. Its when time seems to fly by too quickly when you’re together and you never want to go. Its when no one else can hurt you more, but no one else can make you happier at the same time.❞ what would i do without you. She's all laid up in bed with a broken heart While i'm drinking jack all alone in my local bar And we don't know how, how we got into this mad situation Only doing things out of frustration Trying to make it work but man these times are hard She needs me now but I can't seem to find the time I've got a new job now in the unemployment line And we don't know how, how we got into this mess is it gods test Someone help us cause we're doing our best Trying to make it work but man these times are hard But we're gunna start by drinking old cheap bottles of wine Shit talking up all night Saying things we haven't for a while, a while yeah We're smiling but we're close to tears Even after all these years We just now got the feeling that we're meeting For the first time She's in line at the dole with her head held high While I just lost my job but didn't lose my pride But we both know how, how we're gonna make it work when it hurts When you pick yourself up you get kicked in the dirt Trying to make it work but man these times are hard But we're gunna start by drinking old cheap bottles of wine Shit talking up all night doing things we haven't for a while, a while yeah We're smiling but we're close to tears Even after all these years We just now got the feeling that we're meeting For the first time Drinking old cheap bottles of wine Shit talking up all night Saying things we haven't for a while We're smiling but we're close to tears Even after all these years We just now got the feeling that we're meeting For the first time For the first time Oh, for the first time Yeah, for the first time We just now got the feeling that we're meeting For the first time Oh these times are hard Yeah they're making us crazy Don't give up on me baby Oh these times are hard Yeah they're making us crazy Don't give up on me baby Oh these times are hard Yeah they're making us crazy Don't give up on me baby Oh these times are hard Yeah they're making us crazy Don't give up on me baby Monday, September 05, 2011
a horrible night for me. i tot that maybe i won't cry so hard for you anymore. but i was wrong. i tot that maybe i can slowly slowly let the pain go but no. i wasn't still strong yet, all along i was acting strong. now i know that i was not strong enough for myself. i guess the most hurtful thing was the part that you told me that you don't love me anymore. i really tot that i was the one, i tot that maybe neing with you as much as i can means that everything will be fine. i tot that maybe loving you wholeheartedly that will do, but there is still so much more. maybe by then you are already bored of my blog because it's full of words. i hate myself for feeling this way too. i just cant help it. i cant believe i'm crying like a bitch. i can't be myself today on blog, i guess i shall blog tml. i'm sorry, i really don't know what i should say. i don't know if i should stay or leave. the saddest part was you tell me you regret getting back with me. Sunday, September 04, 2011
Sorry sorry. Sorry I three days didn't update this blog. Was tired this few days due to work. Don't know how you are doing now but I bet you will be fine(: Thou I don't know why you cry ytd but still I think maybe theres something bothering you. Whether or not you have move on, I'm still at the waiting point waiting for you. I guess actually I'm always waiting here. Never really did enter at all, even thou we patch up. But you one word saying you don't love me anymore just push me back out again. I don't know if is I never try hard enough or I'm trying to hard. But still I will just will be waiting here. I don't know how long I can wait but as long as I can I will. Will just wait till someday when you had all your fun and all till you return. Till now I still do hope you take my deal about saying when you need me come and find me. Thou I know you won't but I still hope you will think about that. I don't know if this is good for me or you but at least I know meanwhile I can do something about this love that we are still having. I don't know if waiting is the right thing that I should do. I'm sorry that I couldn't let you go. I really don't know what I should do also. I don't know if relationship is important to you or not but you are important to me. If you meet someone who is treating you nice and all, I will be happy also. Actually I know that you needed someone who can afford and all. I know I can't, I can't really bring you go eat good food and all. All I was giving you was hard time when I'm broke and you have to worry. It's kind heartbreaking thou but I don't want all this also. I don't know if you understand or not but I know somehow I will stable down also. Alright Im going to sleep already. Tml got work. For all I'm just gonna work hard now to prove you everything. That I can stable myself down(: I'm not gonna let money become our problem. Goodnight, and I wish you have a sweet dreams! With bb. |
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