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shuqun primary. (1996 - 2002)fuhua secondary. (2003 - 2006) itedover. (2008-2009) maro1233@hotmail.com 27 DEC 1990  ● Tagboard
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Wednesday, December 30, 2015
After years later, I'm back here again. Reading the post years back ago makes me laugh, like really laugh. Didn't know that this ahbeng or ahlian style of typing a blog could be so funny. So funny that i don't even understand some stuff that i wrote myself. I choose not to delete this blog nor those posts that i blog before reason was maybe someday i might come back here to read all those funny memories of mine and recall those time. Time cannot be rewind therefor there is memories. Of course, i did not just come back here out of nowhere. I dream about you, often. And this is not the first time, those dream are so real that i would wake up recalling every single thing, those feeling are so real that you were beside me. 10 years and this 10 years i would have lie to myself saying that i did not miss you. How fast could 10 years be. Well. Its kinda sick that i would say i have been stalking on you. Or maybe not to use the word stalk but randomly check on you. Lets start all here. the first ever time i check on you was the first time we became friends in Facebook. From there, i got to know what school you went to after your secondary school and you started to know your new friend there. One of them name Lola which was her Facebook name. Fade does not just stop there, this bring me to zouk. Back then, me and my friends would go to zouk, rebel, powerhouse and etc…. Zouk was clearly the place i remember. I saw you first and clearly i still can remember where and your face. You were standing at the bar, i was shock that i would see you again. I do not know which friend you went with but clearly it was you. You have change, that was my first word that came out from my mind. The schoolgirl that i would think the least place to have met you was in the club. My heart did sink for awhile but i just told myself that its the last. Saw you in the toilet, sitting near the bag counter and stuff. All this things that i should have forget, every single one. Rebel, how silly of me to see you there. Rebel of course. standing at the bar ordering something called " the flamming stuff". That Flamming stuff was Flamming lambo of course. That time i did not know that was this drink thanks to you. Drinking that Flamming stuff. But i wasn't sure if you did saw me there. But yes, i was. On my 18th birthday, i told my friend that i would wanna try that Flamming stuff that you drunk, so i order 1 of it just to see, how could a so called use to be a schoolgirl doing in the club. So i did have mine, a Flamming Lambo and a Waterfall of course. How funny, i was standing firm in the dance floor for another 3 hours till the club was close. 3pm, Rebel close, so did i. Dead drunk of course. I would not know this drink or shots thank to you. Plaza sing, that would be the next place that i saw you. But i just avoid myself from seeing you as singapore is not so big, its not hard to actually get to see one again. Till i stop straight club and i really wanted to just move on with you. It just didn't stop right there, there were times that i dream about you beside me again. Those feelings that when you wake up you could still feel them warming your heart. The smile that i could not forget, the voice of yours were still in my head. Clearly 1 thing i do remember was its always in a train, always. I still could remember every single thing when i went back to read my older post. The first ever time, we met was at mac. I still remember how in love i was the first time i saw you with those short hair of yours. But i would never expect myself being together with you, you will be those guys would die for you kind of girls. And i was just trying my luck because i was not sure if you were actually in this girl and girl relationship. And yes, of course we were together. Or using the word "stead". It was those normal puppy love. Puppy love that i could still really remember. Me and crystal would travel to sengkang just because of you and your best friend. Walking in orchard the 4 of us. Back then, you and your best friend doesn't like people who smoke. There i was and crystal. I remember that you and your best friend would walk in front and the 2 of us smoking at the back. Hate, i think that will be the word. New year count down we was with our working staff. Couldn't really remember their name. But clearly i remember that it was at esplanade. A staircase, spiral staircase. We were talking, laughing and all due to the rain. We used to watch movie in shaw house. And only shaw house. Talk everyday on the phone till you fall asleep, messaging each other during class. We would stay out late just to talk to each other and nothing to worry about? Those times. Clearly distance was a big problem when we were young. Do you still remember that we used to study in macdonalds for exams? But sadly, mine went to drain. I did not even turn up for N levels. We had a pair of ring. But that photo won't open up in here anymore because i can't remember we had a pair of ring before. I still have those photo we took in bus. Do you still remember? Those days that i fell asleep in playground but where i can't remember. You didn't even dare to move because you are afraid that you will wake me up and ended up with mosquito bites all over? You bought me a black and gold nike bag, guess what i didn't throw that bag away even though the leather came out but yes i still have it with me. I remember its a bag and something else came together with it. But i can't remember what was it. You would get jealous over a campus superstar, teresa. We even quarrel over her. Joke right? All this details, 10 years ago. And yes i still remember. Until this say, somebody told you that girl and girl relationship does not work out, our distance is a problem for us. Things starts to go out of track. But i could not remember the reason why. I could only remember that girl and girl relationship doesn't work out. Yes, it doesn't work out. The is no future to it. Future? What kind of future are you looking at actually? Yes, there will be no marriage, no children and its a no future thing. But then, love is just love. It doesn't need to be a boy and girl and thats future, thats love. Its all about how you feel inside you, your heart. Im not here to actually asking anything, so do not misunderstood me. But hey, time change people right? Smoking doesn't mean that you're a bad person. Distance was never a problem. Use to hate or dislike the smell of smoke? And ended up, being together with someone who smoke? Use to think that distance was problem? Never again. Im sorry for what I've done to you or hurt you in any ways. Im sorry for just everything. But i was here today to say that i just do remember everything. And yes, everything. eighteen12 dearestdearest. |
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