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shuqun primary. (1996 - 2002)fuhua secondary. (2003 - 2006) itedover. (2008-2009) maro1233@hotmail.com 27 DEC 1990  ● Tagboard
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Sunday, January 03, 2016
Looking back, i could still feel the hurt. Entry no 2, Finally i know whats the other stuff you bought for me. A billabong wallet and i could still even remember how it looks like. (Didnt know where is it now) Reading forward, a chalet, your sister chalet. I totally would not remember this if i didnt wrote it in my blog. Like wow, thats really long and i could still remember where and how it looks like. Fighting to find the air con remote, lying next to each other talking nonsense that i cant recall. Hahaha. I dont even remember why did i kept a glass bottle fill with nothing inside and its because those m&m chocolate in it melted damn badly cause i refuse to eat them. And thats is what left, a empty bottle. Reading on, i found out myself that ive made 520 straw hearts?! And a bottle fill with toothpick each and everyone of it was fill with " i love you". Clearly i remember that it was after my basketball match, i guess it took me 2 days to complete? How i wish i knew where my nokia 6260 went. Because 1 of the post state that you wrote me a message long saying i love you just to assure me that you do, last time i mean. We use to have a piglet a small one with the ring on it. I still remember how the piglet looks like. And yes, finally today i recall that pair of ring. I was that idiot who actually bought that pair of ring. I was so stupid back then because i didnt know your finger size and i ask my friend to lend me her finger BUT in the end the ring is still too big for you. Movies like 49 days, after the movie still fighting whos gonna get that little girl. And movies that i fell asleep which was a very lame movie. We would spend our dates on movies. I still recall that you wish you were my best friend so that you could be next to me all the time? Because we hardly meet each other like worst 1 month? I wish that i could had spend more time back then but i couldnt understand why i didnt do that because its just a ride away from each other and back then i dont have to go home early and stuff. There was once i ask you who is more important to you, me or your best friend? Your answer was so nice that you reply : your best friend could give you somethings that i could not give and i could give you things that your best friend could not give. Slowly as i was reading it month by month, i felt that i was so "emo" back there. I will use the word childish to myself. For almost a year ive been waiting for a return of nothing. I still remember i would let my life down back there just to slack with my friends, letting my exam blank and get nothing. Family stop talking to me and slowly i lag out from the word call "family". Slacking with friends asking what i should do, stubborn on not letting this relationship go. 99 roses, everyday non stop, thinking when should i give that to you. Even my sister was there to support me for giving it as a last try. I could only recall it was given at orchard but where i could not remember. I still remember how unwillingly you were to actually meet me and i felt that it was done, its over. I would have lie to myself if i say that i didnt hate you. I do. I could feel that pain even until now by just reading it back. I didnt know that it would take me so long to get over you. And i recall me crying almost everyday, reading back those messages from my old nokia phone. I could remember those night my eyes are wide open thinking what should i do. In the day time i had my friends and i was fine all with them but in the nighttime it was a nightmare to me, every night. Everyday back then, i would ask and bother my friends, what had i done wrong back there. Everyday im blaming myself, stressing myself over this question. I would break down in front of my friend crying damm badly over this relationship. I could play maple happily for this moment and next moment i would turn out tearing in front of the computer with some stupid music reminding me of you that my friend would stop and try to cheer me up. For almost 1 year im stuck like this. My old computer keyboard would have flooded with my tears back there. Haha. But a side note, its damm childish to keep cursinh "guy" and stuff. Scolding, cursing half of my life. Hahaha. Im sorry that i kept holding on to you for so long. Bothering you for almost a year. Sorry that i kept cursing that guy name "alvin" which totally i cant recall anything about this guy. Sorry for being so damm childish. I wish that i was more mature back then to think better. Causes you so much trouble staying at your house downstairs or carpark doing stupid stuff. Sorry after 10 years later. Haha. At least i could think better now. At least im not crying now writing this post. |
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